26— i had to start adulting

B——-

We got back to the apt and i gave lando the painting room, he said he was looking for a place, even so , i gotta take him in . I caused his issues and his face looks like shit haha...

'I know i have a gel face mask where is it'

i look in my make up fridge (yes i have on in my room its cute and deserves to be acknowledged) there it is.

Im in a zone of self accomplishment until i realize my dumbass forgot to call sky.

I call him back and the phone makes two dial tones before i hear him

"Howz it feel to be back home?"

" good really good, my own bed my own smell my own zone" i take a huge sniff of relief and smell landos cologne

"I'm sorry about earlier i had to remind myself u were at the airport... u got everything settled?"

Aawww how nice hes trying to apologize for pissing me off... lame.

"No worries, its all good"

"So what if i visit u next month for the weekend" sky vocalizing his idea

"Ill be busy, i have my show and my parents i dont think ill even have time for u"

I hear sky let out a defeated "mm hmm , okay"

"Hey i gotta order some food i have a guest i have to feed, ill call u tomorrow"

As im about to hang up he gets loud on the speaker

"WHOS WITH U" and from then i blew the last set screw and my anti-girlfriend mindset took over.

Stop yelling at me through the phone before i hang up..were not a couple u have no right"

Realizing i lashed out i took a breather and calmed right down while i tried to cool down and i just finished with

"I just got back and im not ready to have a bad vibe going to sleep goodnight sky" a good thing im in my room,

theres my cart pen fuck this mentality, i took in three extremely large 'bongrips' to get me ....

'Food!'

I grab my

Phone and order from the Chinese shop around the corner. I take a quick look in the living space and i dont see lando.....

maybe he went to the room.. i saw the light on so i knocked on it, he didnt say anything

Maybe hes not in there,

It doesnt hurt to look?

Did i just answer myself out loud again?

I see him when I open the door,

"Hey lando?" I point to my phone and use one word the best word ever

"food?" The magic word that turns any head!

"Of course" he smiles and before i leave he exclaims quickly "!B!" It stuns me and i stand frozen to my position "are u stoned?!" Haha i cant deny it i am!

So i smiled and nodded knowing i cant hide this from him

'Ur right on that, ur so obvious'

i stop after closing the door... wtf! Why am i saying shit out loud to myself. Its okay maybe im lacking confidence haha after all some dude just took total advantage of who u r when vulnerable.

The food arrives and it smells good!!

"LLAANNDDOO....ffoooooodd!" I yell down the hallways and he walks in with a ray of light shining on his beautifulness that i remember from school a sports loose drop tank and some basketball shorts with his now manly figure, those bicepts and his broad shoulders,

'The fuck, when?'

I whisper mumble to myself

"I hope that wasnt loud"

'Dont look' i tell myself while im watching him walk towards the table thats in my direction.

'Please look all u want' shit!!! I cover my mouth and looked away!!

Lando——-

Her shower is awesome! Totally scifi shit- if she didnt have voice control i wouldnt have been able to figure that thing out.

"Ill never have another great shower again, thank u b for fucking up my jerk hour" i tell myself as i get ready for dinner,

I hear her yell from the kitchen

"Lando food!" Its even better than my mom telling me food is done.

I walk out and shes already eating, stuffing her face with rice and general tso, the spring roll is basically butchered on her plate, she looks up at me and is quiet the entire time.

I see her mumble something but shes got a full mouth of food i cant hear her, i just shrugged and lifted an eyebrow as an i cant hear u gesture. She just smiled real quick and turned to look at her food again.

I sat down and started fixing my plate pretty quick, im starving i didnt even eat on the flight.

"What did u say earlier i didnt hear it with everything in my mouth" i say to her with a small smirk on my face

"Huh?"

"U mumbled something real quick idk what u said?" I looked up and she waved a no. We just kept eating and talking about the movies . we put on Equilibrium, she liked the idea of strange people. We both did it was something we liked was human change movies around the world movements kind of movie, zombie take over, terrorized countries. I miss this.

Why cant other girls have just a simple open mindset instead of this constant manipulation and playing a part to get ahead instead of just meshing. Women fucking bother me!

B——

Mid movie i finally get over my awkwardness, its just lando nothing extreme no big deal.

"Wanna smoke?" I ask followed by a huge unladylike burp

"I have an interview b nnoo!" He had a whiny voice lol now he has to smoke, he was my the first smoke cherry i popped and hes always been there after that.

"Cant say no" i almost sing it and wink at him while i walk to my bedroom to grab smoke - the gel mask and just some cart pens.

I turn the corner and hes hogging the couch, sitting in the middle, his arms hanging over BOTH side or the back rest. Well while hes sitting with his head wide open, let just strap the face mask on, it should make his face feel better. I totally wreck him, when he laughs he cries lol when he sniffle he cries, hes sneezing alot because his nose is swollen and that makes him cry... well not the emotional way, he just starts to leak...

"Dont move" i stay sternly to him and hold the cold face mask over his eyes,

Imagine a mugger blindfolding u from behind while u sit on your couch peacefully,

"I...SAID....DONT...MOVE" when i see him sqirm out of suprise,

We end up both chuckeling and i strap the mask to his head. He moved it around a little bit to situate a comfortable position on his face where it sat on all the sore spots

"Feel better?" He closed his eyes and sat in a more comfortable position and smiled one of those simple yes smiles

"Mmmm, yup" he said putting an emphasis on the p.

Good now im thinking when he smokes he'll not be so angry at me , haha i feel really bad!

"Here u go" handing him one of the pens charged and full.

"Thanks" he took it like it was second nature and he smoked it like it was second nature, he such a stoner, i smirk and sit down at the far left with my back against the arm set and my legs folded up. His leg i used as a backstop for my toes so i was comfortable.

"Fucking stoner!" I say just before i turn my pen and suck it till it stops burning. I hear him chuckle when i let off the pen.

Lando——

I was sitting on the couch and being jet lagged its hard to find a comfortable spot, even to sit, so i said fuck it im not gonna be a gracious guest i need comfort, i sprawled out, i spread my legs laid back and swung my arms back, it took a little i had to shimmy for a good 5 motions ,found my comfortable spot... i sniffed the air and smelt her perfume coming from the couch. Its a sweet smell like vanilla. I tuck down more and laid my head on the back pillow to watch the movie, it where it get exciting! Hes now on a killing path after he starts to feel... this movie is cool.

SHIT! Thats an amazing FEELING- cooling to the touch—— my face feel shockingly amazing WHAT!

WHO!!

"Dont Move!" Instant relief comes from my brain and it surprises me so i reach up to touch her hands and she says quickly

"I SAID DONT MOVE" in a slow threatening cute puppy kinda voice "feel better?" she asks in a better calming voice while she tightens the cold face mask around my nose and eyes. I made more comfortable and it was bliss

"Mmmm" i kinda grumble under me satisfaction of relief

I open my eyes and she handing me a pen... fuck it, ill say i need a phone interview due to an accident i had on the flight. I accept it and smoke it right up.

Large hit please- my inner thoughts always tend to make himself known in the most comfortable times.

I ablige, bong rip it is...

"Thanks"

Watch out! - i hear in my head and feel something on my leg, b is sitting next to but facing me with her back on the arm rest and her toes are up against my thighs. She got on a large sweater that isnt covering 'everything'

In an instant ask myself what im going to do and my subconscious takes over and says

-your going touch her legs- she carried u to the car she has to be tired. Massage them-

I let my head drop and turn to face her and she simply looks content at me and calls me out for my current state of mind

"Fucking stoner" i smirk and watch her take an unnecessarily long bong rip, the dude in me wants to touch her, shes right there. I take a quick glance...i return my head back to it previous position, close my eyes and recite

Confidence

-Confidence-

With my left hand i reach for her knee and wrap my full palm around her leg and firmly press against her knee, rotating my hand making my way under the bend of her leg, using my thumb and index finger to firmly press against her muscle, stealing a quick glance at her . she has stiffened her arms to her side and her eyes are closed and she lets out a sigh with a smoke cloud to follow and starts to drop into her seat

"Mmmm thanks, my legs were hurting" she says in a full comfort voice. I'm happy she feels good.

Her legs in my hands start to get noticeable warm just before she starts to squirm around.

"Yo" opening my eyes slowly to look at her and she's right in front of my face, just centimeters away when i can feel her warm body.

She looks me directly in the eyes fully focused.

In our halt i see a glint of grey shimmer, like when u see a dog at night in the spot light,

They were beautiful! Looking right at me, her lips red and flushed with blood, i wanted to feel the rest of that warm feeling.

I pulling off the cold face mask.

i see her eyes looks surprised so suddenly

The time stays still and i grab her face.

Her eyes, why do they look like that?

I can feel how hot her cheeks are as i cup her face and pull her so close our forehead are touching,

i can smell her body aroma, it's a damp solid near a vanilla flower,

I couldn't help but closed my eyes and run my face against her cheeks smelling the air that came through her hair.

Her finger caught me off guard and they sat on my upper thigh for counterbalance the moment i pulled her close to me.

putting her weight on my legs it didn't help with my self control,

She was more of a women now, the appeal she had didn't change, it got stronger for me.

i was lying to myself thinking she was just the past.

Her here in front of me

Her hands on my legs

He face against mine

I kissed her, as passionately as i could

I pulled her on me

Grab her legs and put them on either side of me, so she straddled me.when i pulled her hair towards me i could feel her thigh squeeze against my hips making my pants incredible tight even though i opted to go comando tonight.

"What r u doing" i asked her out-loud when i felt her slowly move a leg off the couch to get up.

Past her chuckle and panting she looked down at me, as shes about to leave this couch with her lower half already standing and her arms on my shoulder to move herself away. in her attempts i held her arm in place as she said to me

"Haha that was too hot i uhm.." she trailed off into an embarrassed look while i laughed at her and grabbed the back of her knees and sat her back on me.

Looking directly in her eyes i know im wearing a sly smile when i uncontrollably blurt out with this unfamiliar confidence

"Thats the point"

she gave me a surprised stare as she gave in and let me guide her back into my lap, she slowly return to how she sat down while i couldnt help but rub my hands up her thighs and slowly up to her ass, her hand are on my shoulders and i wasnt having that.

I reach up to her hands that she laid on my shoulder and grabbing them i kiss the back of her hands, like the way they were when we were young, there feel so smooth, i slowly extend her arms to wrap around my neck.

I look up directly at her and tell her

"keep them there" it was a turn on to see her nod while her body trembled when she followed a request.

I lifted myself up and got comfortable while she sat on top of me still dressed, he sexy aroma all over me.

Her hair fell to the side her face as she looked me in the eyes, i couldn't help but wrap my arms around her and grab her shoulder from behind her and pull her down on my making me hard, her legs stretched further apart,

her lips in reaching distance of my face.

She let out a lustful moan, that made me feverish throughout my face.

As i held her in position the passion was so intense we both were breathing so hard without moving position, her body shook like mine did, her legs slowly wrapped around my waist when i moved her lower to kiss her.

It was more comfortable as i spread open my legs more for her to sit lower and closer against me. Her finger were constantly running through my hair, i was hard and wanted to do her but i couldnt bring myself to go that far,

I kissed her again squeezing her against me, her breasts pushing against my chest i could feel her heartbeat just as fast as mine, her skin just as hot as mine,

We both feel the blushing warmness in our faces when we feel each others tongue and lips.

To my surprise shes still shaking, when i pull her onto me and have her forcefully rub down on my rod, she must feel good because she hasn't stopped me, and i just want to sit like this for hours

Just like this!