Chapter 13 Truth and lies

Have you ever wounded, how would you react when you found out, that you have turned into an opposite sex.

Like a normal boy (which is me or i still think i am) woke up one morning, only to see that his body have undergo some changes, and he has turned into a girl.

What type of expression will he make, will it be of happiness, that he can finally touch a girl assets, and feel like a girl.

Sad that his best friends are gonna come after his pussy, and he will be having a hard time because of them.

Shock that how could something like this happen when he was finally gonna lose his virginity to the girl next door.

Excitement that he can now finally fuck some guys, like he always dream off. 

But none of the things i have said above is real, i mean at the end of the day i still didn't feel anything even after my body have changed into a girl.

Right now i was standing in front of the mirror, naked; looking at my reflection.

The figure standing in the mirror has a beautiful and gorgeous face, almost like she is the incarnation of Godness of beauty herself, her skin is pale white as of a late winter moon with big red ruby like eyes, a black vertical slit was between them, with gives these eyes a demonic look with long purple eye lashes, that has seems to enhances their sharpness. 

She has long dark purple hair that reach her knees, her hair was thick, silky and luscious.

And her body which was the definition of perfection, all of her assets were placed perfectly. 

The size of her chest was D cup and it was round in shape with pink nipples, her chest looks like a white cake with a red cherry on the top of it, her nipples were dark pink in colour making it seems like they were cranberry, her waist was slime and curvy with very little muscle, and last but not least her thighs which were thick, that could suffocate the life out of anyone.

And their was not even a hint of hair on her body, expect for her head, eye bows and eye lashes.

Turning around i saw that her huge butt, which was in a heart shape, it was also very fat and would jiggle as she move.

And the body in the mirror is ofcourse mine.

'These boobs are going to be a problem.' i thought how so ? Well because if by any chance i am in a battle situation, then they are going to be an hindrance, since they will keep on getting in the way.

'And they are even heavy.' another problem is that the weigh of them and because of these extra weights, i can't even run to my full speed.

'Should i cut them off ?' i mean this might be the beast solution so far, but then again something inside me is strongly resisting this good idea of mine.

After putting a lot more thinking, i decided to go with this feeling since it has never disappointed me before, i guess i should trust it.

'Well whatever i think i can use this body of mine to an advantage.' i mean i can make any guy fall for me, since lust is one of the sins that is hard to resist specially for men's.

'But i don't think i really need to become a girl to achieve it.' i thought, logically even when i am a guy they would still lust after me, my face is more beautiful then any women out their and my male body look which look like a female.

So anyone can mistake me for a girl, because of my face and curvy body.

"sigh" a tired sigh escape my lips as i thought.

'I stay as a guy for the day and when the night comes i become a girl.' a tough life huh, i mean some people become batman or Moon knight and here i am becoming a girl, only to get fuck by mother with a 16 inches dildo.

Just thinking about it already hurt my vagina.

And being a girl also come with with it's own disadvantage like periods, yeah periods; and trust me those times in months are really difficult to pass, I mean my body will always be in a constant state of itchiness and would feel so hot sometime, it feel like the ants are crawling inside my vagina and it's hurt so much that i can't even sleep at night, and then comes my bitch mother who always annoy me specially in those days.

'Why is my life so hard.' i sometimes think that my life is like a protagonist of Dark novel in which the author of this novel is sadists, twisted and is also mentally ill, i don't know about physically though, but i think he/she does have some problem for creating this fuck up novel.

'But in the end it is just my imagination.' i mean this is the real world we are taking about and those things always exist on friction.

Anyways where was i... Yeah!! about my body.

I always wonder how come my body change into a girl after my first nightmare. Because i pretty much remember that this is not something i was born with, my memories of the day i clear my first nightmare is a bit fussy and messed, i don't remember much but i did hear a voice of a girl, she sounded very helpless, weak and filled with despair.

'I wonder who she was.' after that day i didn't hear her voice again, almost as if she has disappear.

But sometimes i couldn't help but think that someone is missing, someone i know very well, but at the same time i don't know.

Like whenever i go to sleep i feel the missing presence again like....... someone was supposed to be by my side, but now she is not here, when i take a bath, or when i am rooming around the castle, i still feel that missing presence.

To conform my suspicions, i even found some girls clothes in my room, and when i asked my mother who these belong to, she told that she has prepared them for me when i turned will into a girl.

I ask her how can she be so sure that i would have turned into a girl after clearing my first nightmare.

And her replied left me speechless.

She said that i was born with a very rare physique known as the Yin and Yan body, it is said that the one who is born with this body can change into an opposite sex.

Since the yin and yan is messed up inside this person body, so in day when the yan density is high the person will change into a boy, and in night when yin density is high the person will change into a girl.

Honestly her words seems to make sense, but something inside me was telling me to not believe her words, and i even reach in the library to found if a physique like this even existed but i found no result of such physique, and one day my suspicions were conformed true when i found this Red book under my bed in an hidden compartment.

Inside this book, the past me or what i would like to call since my memories after my first nightmare are not clear.

Inside this book the past me has written all the information about this world, all the future events that were going to take place, and the goals he wanted to complete. 

The past me also have known about some deep information on those people, which even i don't know after reading all through that book, it is as if has has seen the whole future from their perspective, he wanted to bring those people by his side, no matter what, it is as if he needed them.

'I know that they are going to become powerful in future, but honestly i don't think i need them anymore.' i mean i was already stronger, and has the potential to become the more strongest then them.

So do i really need them ?

'But....' if the past me has made it his goal to bring those people, then he must have thought of something.... Right !!

And after reading through that book i have come to know about one more thing, the only thing which left me shocked and surprised. Even i didn't know i was capable of feeling those emotions.

In the book he has mention that person, whom presence i was always missing, my other half like the past me would describe was non other then.

My sister Raphael... yeah i used to have a sister, shocking right!!.......it was a shock for me too, i mean i know that something was missing but didn't expect it to be my sister, whom i have no memory of.

What happen to her i could only guess, like my mother got rid of her, since i didn't even find her existence on the family album. Mother said that she only needed only one child, a child who will become more powerful, a child who could stand by her side, and my sister must have not met these criteria and because of this i have come out victories.

And Mother must have removed her memories of her from my mind, since she though that i will turn against her for what she did with my sister.

Do i feel bad for the death of my sister, i mean not really since i can't feel emotion and i have no memory of her even if i have, then i would have tried my hardest to take revenge for her.

But for someone whom i have no memory of, why would i waste my time. I mean sure i will try to avenge her, but not the point where i will leave everything behind and focused on this purpose only.

'I will try to get vengeance for her but not now, since i can hardly even save myself from that monster.'

Now that i think about it some things are making more sense now, like why my mother needed only one child, and why did she killed Raphael.

'It must be because i rejected her proposal for marriage.'

i mean seriously a women who is 34 years old asking her son who is only 14 years old to marry her, because she want to continue the bloodline.

'I know my family believes in the purity of blood but this is too much.' she is my mother my fucking mother, and she wants her son to marry her.

'It seems like she must have hit her head when she was born.' this is the only thing that makes sense, i mean why would a mother ask her child to marry to, only someone mentally insane would ask this.

'And does she seriously think that i will marry her' after what she did to me, well this happen years ago, when i was 12 years old at that time.

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Flash back 2 years ago

Raizel was standing in front of his mother, his eyes was cold, he gave his mother a death glare, before saying.

"I decline." as these cold and empty words left his mouth, suddenly the temperature of the room become so chilly that even the burning candles freeze along with the fire and snow starting falling inside the room, some objects started breaking apart.

The room has becomes a bit dark and scary, Amaris red eyes were looking straight through Raizel soul, her eyes contains a heavy and chilling killing intent, which was directed at Raizel.

It seems like she didn't like his response.

Raizel was standing tall without even a single bit of emotion on his emotionless face, but if one were to look closely they would notice that his hands and legs were trembling in fear. 

They both stood their in silence, the deadly silence was only broken by Amaris cold and hollow voice. 

"Strip" 

Hearing this Raizel mind went blank for a minutes he couldn't progress but was happening, memories of what happen 2 years ago started appearing in his mind like a forgotten nightmare. 

The time when he was ten years old, it was the same cold night when his mother called him in her chamber, he thought he she was gonna beat him up more, but never in his life he has thought that she would do this.

As he enter her chamber, she told him to strip just like now, Raizel did that without any hesitation since his mother has seen him naked multiple times. After he striped of his clothes, his mother put a collar around his neck and dragged him to the bed, at that time Raizel know what she was going to do, so for the first time in his life he tried to resist but he wasn't successful.

Amaris then tired him to the bed, Raizel tried everything he begged her, he cried, he scream for help, but all of those cries didn't reach Amaris ear nor anyone, she then removed her clothes.

She then fucked Raizel so hard that his screams were echoing throughout the room. And whenever he would loss conscious, Amaris would cut his finger to wake him up, or she would beat him with a whip too, she continued this process again and again.

This whole process goes for a straight week, Amaris didn't give him any rest and after a week she throw him in his room.

Raizel still remember the pain of his broken bones, the pain of his missing finger, the pain of his flesh being tear by the whip, the pain in felt in his ass by that iron rod, his hip bone was broken in four pieces. His pelvis was stretch to the point that he can't even feel it. His testicle were crushed because of her strong grip. Even his legs were bone was crushed which made him unable to walk for four month.

He suddenly come out of his thought by the same cold voice, but this time it sounded more serious and cold.

"Did you not hear me" said Amaris, her red eyes were now glowing dangerously, threating to consume him whole if he didn't listen her.

Raizel eyes have long gone dull, his body has stop trembling, his expression has become blank, almost as if he has given up on living, even his skin has become more pale and listless.

He then slowly remove his clothes, after removing all of this clothes he neatly put them to side, then look at his mother who has a surprised expression on her face.

She then raised her hands towards Raizel face and wipe a blood red tear that was falling from his right eye.

After that she hold his hand and dragged him to the bed, after that night Amaris would always call for him in the night and fuck him till he was senseless.

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Flashback end

Yeah after that day i can't even live without having any sex with her, it's like my body needs it like a drug.

And without even my mother calling me, i would always go to her room once a week just to get that feeling of that pleasure.

'What have i become....' i thought while shaking my head in disappointment.

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