6.my cousin's kiss. another lie.

well I think am not perfect that enough as am standing between two guys I don't know what am gonna do for me to survive.they are all waiting for my word.

"well _ I sighed_This is Fernando my cousin hope that you won't be having problem" I said looking at almanto.

Fernando got surprised " why are u

...." he was about to say why am lying but I cut him before he could finish.

.." well Almanto you can go I will take care of this" I said to him "okay take care" Almanto said and fortunately he happened to go. even though he haven't accepted to my lie. after that I looked at Fernando and exhales " am tired we will talk later " I said and he stopped me by grabbing my arm and I rolled my eyes down and he let it off. "why have you lied to him , who is that guy?"

" if I tell you , it will just break your heart . I better let you now"

" well of course you're telling the truth let's just skip it" he said looking into my eyes always this man gives me goosebumps cause he is always about to find out the truth but he skip it. he loves me i have never kissed him but I also love him and the reason why I can't have him all alone it's because I don't think he could have me all alone too.

he is loved by multiple girls and I don't think he can just ignores them for duffer like me. am about to go crazy am really tired of this games but how to be out in this...well I don't know.

" Fernando you have stood here for along time let's go to rest we are all tired we will talk later" I said " but why? you have spent your day in bed and you just go out to buy medicines so now you're tired?" " if you can't get me then that's your problem" I said nonchalantly

" but why can't we stop this if it's not fair to all of us" he said and I was like it's a dream anyways i don't want him to be brokenheart because of a bitch like me.

" what" i asked preplexed

" yes you heard me right let's stop this "

" okay if that's what you want" I said sadly cause Fernando is the guy I wouldn't wish to break up with.. among those guys. " sleep tight and here your gift I can't go back with it since it was yours" he said handing me a black box to open it was a nice elegant necklace... " thanks" I said about to cry but I didn't.

he went to his car and I headed to my house I found carrty sitting in living room waiting for me . I fell down in the sofa like wettree helplessly then carty looked at me " what has happened?"

"I just break up with Fernando cartty" I said sniffing

" then isn't is good thing. anyways you wanted him to be out in your games" carrty said

" he was the one I can say that i liked

but this is no longer my things?"

" why can't you tell them the truth , how came you are in a relationship with those guys when you don't even love them unlike me who is still single?"

" please I don't know"

" so who do you want to love? if you love Fernando you shouldn't have let him go like that. you are not immature Lilah stop being one then just tell the guys the

truth, what if they all propose you for marriage will you be their wife? nope .Lilah am your friend stop what you are doing please" carrty said crying

" why are you behaving like that?"

"cause I care Lilah am very worried about your life.. . your life is full of lies and that will cause you a big problem even nowdays or future"

" hey am Lilah Giballo Gonzalez I don't get your point why your're like that"

" lilah I have had enough am not with you stay all alone here if you can't change. I see you are careless about this even though you're saying that you like Fernando but you don't know what you also like or hate" carrty said really serious and went away she reached

outside it was dark and middle night she shouldn't be out. atleast she keeps my secret i have to bring her back . another thing you don't know about me I don't love them cause I need to love them.and the reason why I can't break up with them this is all about money.those guys are all from wealthy families and I don't have any pity for them if I break their hearts then they will be cured. I don't care. you are all wondering why I do this? well am also wondering why I do this. but there's always reason behind the why.

I followed carrty till I lose her I rolled my eyes all sides and couldn't see her this is

weird. the path is too long she shouldn't be lost I can't believe... as I still wonder where carrty is tiredly suffocating i heard something hit on my head and i couldn't believe I lost consciousness. and i was carried away seems like am kidnapped but I wonder what do they want from me by kidnapping me.

anyways who is behind this? I don't know as you don't.