Chapter 3- DREAMS

I'm sitting there with my mate looking out upon the sunset that is greeting us and I can't help but feel like everything is meant to be and everything is going to be okay. I turn to meet my mate's lovely green eyes and I feel the tension and I want nothing more than to feel her soft pink lips on mine, you know what fuck it… I lean in slowly and when her lips make contact with mine I feel something wet between my legs, and that's when I wake up.

When I look under the covers there's a fuckin puddle of something sticky… "Oh for shit's sake, why the fuck does it have to be me!" I've bloody came in my sleep! As I dash into my bathroom to clean myself up I can't help but hear my wolf Serene Laugh at me, oh whatever.

After I've cleaned up I walk down and I see that my parents aren't here… like always. My dad he left us when I was 13 years of age and it took a pretty big hit on mum apparently she wasn't his mate, you know what I think of that… complete and utter bullshit if she wasn't your mate all this time then why the fuck would you get married to her let alone fuck her and have children with her. My dad he got my two brothers and my younger sister but my mum insisted on getting me and so she did. After he left mum she was never the same again she started drinking and smoking to get rid of the pain but she had got better in these last couple of months but still haven't fully finished her drinking. I still see my brothers even though I don't chat with them we just wave at each other, but I still have long conversations with my younger sis, apparently lately dad had finally found his 'mate' and he just got married to her last weekend. Pffff you know what good luck to her he'll be leaving her as soon as he has had a couple of babies, it kind of makes me feel sorry for her but not fully just a tiny bit.

After I had a tiny rant off with myself I checked my watch and it read 7:50am okay it's a while until the school is even opened, but I have nothing else good to do so I'll just drive there to get in early so I can hopefully finish my English essay I still haven't even started yet.

Okay I've about had enough of this fucking stupid ass class! Like how long does it take for you to explain what happened to Cleopatra? The bitch had a depressing life, she committed suicide and she dead that's it. We don't need you to start giving us a lecture on how important it is to not kill yourself. Like why does every adult believe that every single teen is depressed? Not all of us are.

That felt like it took forever to finish! But yes now its lunch time. I swear if I do not eat something soon I'm going to die! "Don't be an overactive pussy Sabastian! You're not going to die!" my wolf Serene rolls his eyes at me before I snap at him, "oh shush it Serene you can't talk, it's not like you're not an overactive pussy with your food portion as well" "ugh fine. You win" "thank you" oh god I sound so smug. Luckily the line for the food isn't that long and what I mean by that is basically everyone scattered when I walked up to the place where you get the food from, even the people without any food. That's odd.

I sit down in my usual space outside under the big oak tree. I've ate my food and god was it delicious. I place down my plate that holds my food and just lay back and let the breeze calm me and let me daydream that shit in my life could be better. After I don't know how long the breeze turns into a vanilla ice-cream and green apples covered hurricane and when I force myself to open my eyes there stands in all her glory a distressed looking Jade. I looked deep into those memorizing green eyes and finally blurted out, "why hello Jade, how are you?" I generally was interested in her answer she seemed I don't know… lost somehow? It took her awhile to answer the simplest of questions and when she finally spoke I was taken aback, "I could be better, how about you?" oh fuck she's not good! All I wanted to do in that moment was hold her close to me and tell her that everything was going to be okay but I didn't want to seem strange or weird.

So once again I found myself answering her question, "yeah I'm fine, why are you sitting with me and not your friend?" now this took her an even longer period of time to answer and I was kind of getting impatient. "I don't know why, part of it seems that I was sick of Violet blabbing on forever and the other thing is you just seemed so lonely. What don't you want me here?" I could hear the disappointment in her voice and see the disappointment in her eyes, and part of me loved that she wanted to spend time with me. "No it's not that at all, it's just no one here likes me frankly I think they're all creeped out by me" she looks at me with confusion placed on her face, oh honey they definitely think I'm weird here. "Why would they think that?" I really don't know why so for an answer I just shrug my shoulders and that's when I hear the ear-splitting noise that is the bell.

"There's the bell, we have English together right so we better be going. Would you like to walk to class with me?" "Sure of course" well thank fuck for that maybe if the boys that were eye fucking her earlier on see her with me they may keep their greedy eyes and hands off of my mate.

We walk into English and sure of all the boys didn't take one peek at my mate. Good. But the one thing that I saw was all the girls either gawking at us or whispering about us, well not so whispering for me but for Jade, yes. I couldn't help but smirk at them all. Ahhhh the innocence of some girls. I caught Jade looking at me, yes I'm smirking, so what?

Apparently we had to do an essay on one important part that happened in our life I had already finished it early but I just went through to fix up a couple of things, that's when I caught Jade looking at me with a surprised look on her face, I took in her stare and I thought it was actually really funny. So here Jade and I am just staring endlessly into each other eyes. Until Miss A rudely interrupted us during our stare off, I instantly glare at her but she shows nothing she just says to Jade, "Miss Steele would you please see me after class" it wasn't a question but more like a statement that Jade couldn't argue with.

When the bell went I didn't leave the school to go home I somehow found myself standing awkwardly around the corner of the English classroom awaiting Miss Steele to emerge from her eventful talk with the teacher. God what am I turning into? Am I starting to become a stalker, her stalker? But it's okay because I'm her other destined one and her mate, right?

When she walks out of the classroom I walk over to her and she clumsily knocks into me but I'm stronger than her so I still stand but she goes over like the wall trump built onto the floor as well as all of her books tumbling out of her hands. Before I could tell her I was sorry for bumping into her she basically screams at me, "umm I'm sorry Sabastian I thought you had already left and went home" I kneel to help her pick up her books and I touch her almost freezing hand and she jerks it away from my hand in an instant, "owwww" "sorry, did I hurt you?" Serene and I can't help but feel a tiny bit hurt but then I am reminded that she's human. "No, it's just your hand is so hot" I nod to agree with her because to humans my temp of my skin may be different than to other werewolves.

We walk out together and I know in an instant that it's going to rain, and my mate has forgotten her raincoat… perfect. I sweep her bridal style into my warm arms so that she doesn't get a cold. I place her down slowly and carefully into the front seat of my R8 while buckling her in so that she can't escape. "So you want me to take you back to the diner?" "Yeah that would be wonderful." I already knew that I wasn't taking her back to her place but in fact to my place so she could meet my mamma.