Chapter One Hundred Fifty Nine

"Why?" Siegfried asked.

Blaze turned his gaze back. He looked straight. His body still swings, following the swing motion. "Maybe because I'm a loser. After I told my family, I was afraid of how other people would react if they found out. Coming out like this is not an easy decision, Siegfried. I'm different from you. Even though the risk I'm taking is nothing compared to the risk you have to take if everyone finds out about your sexuality. You have the good name of the Lowells family, the corporate image of the Lowells Group, and tens of thousands of employees from all of the Lowells Group's subsidiaries at stake. It will be much worse for you. But I fear what will happen to me if everyone finds out about my sexuality."