why love is ugly

All copyrights of this book are credited to me so please don't repost🚫it.

Also, this will tell you about the red flags in any type of relationship.

so the story will tell you about a relationship in India which will take you to dive into the ethnicity and colorful country to make this platform more diverse in traditions. like I know this it's not interesting to some people, but I make sure after reading this book you will definitely going to suggest this to your friends too.

here I am starting the story

Past days

Pratiksha Rajput

Age: 20

A simple and innocent girl, who doesn't know how bad this world can be.

nicknames: pratikshu

The only one she can phone call is her only close friends but that's also not much.

She has an only friend with whom she shares every little secret Sankit, but the only secret sankit doesn't know is he's her crush for the past 2 years.

Pratiksha pov

It's a pretty evening and here I am waiting for my crush who's also my best friend sankit to text me after his 2 months break. This literally our 4th fight of the month, I mean why can't he just understand it's his fault.

My journals are filled with him, it's all about him.

"The day he said I am cute, the day we got into an argument. The days when he starts ghosting me for no reason. The days he tells me I am being mean, the days he can't even handle my hormonal mood swings. Sometimes I don't even know this guy. But it's okay, right? We are friends, if being apart from me helps him then it's okay, not like a crush but he's my best friend, I can tolerate this,

As she thinks this to herself

But deep down she knows how this guy affecting her mental health.

*ON TEXT*

Sankit:

Hi! Pratikshu

Pratiksha:

Oh! Hi!

So how are you doing

Sankit:

Nothing yr, I am just feeling bored

Pratiksha

Oh, why so?

Sankit:

Idk what about you share something anything, i am bored

Pratiksha :

Why will I?

When I asked you to. You just brushed it off

Sankit:

Come on yr pratikshu, entertain me, I am seriously bored. Like I do entertain you.

Pratiksha :

You know what, I am not sharing anything and I'll not talk to you again.

*She was not serious about the last sentence*

Sankit:

Dude, what did I do this time?!

Pratiksha :

You asking me, What did you do? It's always like this, you first leave me like this with a message that you need time and also want mobile detox. You never meet me, you've changed IDK what gotten into you sankit.

You know right we are friends for freakin 3 years and you always left me on read whenever I text you, you reply after 15hrs or sometimes after a whole week. There's a limit to my tolerance. We were so happy as we were both friends but now it's all messed up, this friendship and also my mental health.

You always told me that you'll not do this again but you never respect my request and always ghost me like always for days to days to months to months.

You just disappeared and said you'll be inactive on every social media and not to do phone calls not to meet you. Dude least as a friend can't I even ask how are you and all. You always come to me when you got bored and then again you go back to your life.

Sankit:

I am sorry pratiksha, I never thought you'll be this hurt by me, you said that it was all because of me, and now I am feeling guilty. I tried to talk to you every time but I was so busy that I can't be able to text you back pratikshu, I can't be able to message you 24/7 right? And please if you don't want to talk then don't but don't let me be in this guilt and telling me I played with your feelings, which, I'll never pratikshu.

Pratiksha:

You were so busy that you can't be able to text back for 2 days?

Stop lying sankit. How come anyone can't be able to message in 2 days?

Sankit:

I was busy like seriously and I am sorry this will never be going to happen please accept my apology. Aren't you, my friend?

Pratiksha

Hmm, okay.

So how's your break, was it good? What did you do all these months?

*She asked with full of curiosity *

Sankit:

Omg! Pratikshu, It was really good like I spent some time with my college friends, we go on a trip. One of the girls also asked me my number, she was so beautiful yr. Isn't it cool?

Pratiksha:

Hmm, it is cool

* that last sentence has broken her heart into thousands of pieces.

And then he starts telling her about how the trip and all.

*After 1 month he went back on a break again.*

Sankit:

Hey! I'll not be able to talk I've some work here. Hope you ain't going to be mad again.

Again he did, and this broke her apart she waited a month but there was no reply or call from his side and now she has grown up she now knows this become toxic for her, her 1st crush was actually toxic. Every page of her journal said to leave him and move on but her heart can't do this. At last, this hurts her soul.