Insecurities, Part 3

I didn't get to buy anything when I came back home. My mind was still taking in every word that Yuu had said to me. What the hell did he meant by telling me all of that? This is definitely blackmailing but what is he doing this for!?

That Yuu… he's a psychopath! Can't he just mind his own business?!

"Hey, I'm back!" Toma said when he opened the door.

I tried my best to change the expression on my face before things get out of my hands. Toma must not know about this. "Hey." I forced a smile. "So, anything interesting that happened?" Maybe it's best if I don't think about it while Toma is here.

"Hng, not really. They just made me carry some stuff and bought me some food in return."

"Atleast you were useful." I teased.

"I didn't really feel like helping them though. I rather waste my time being by your side." He sat next to me and tried hard resting his head on my shoulder. It was kind of funny to see him try since he's taller than me.

"Don't you get tired of seeing my face though?"

"Never. I love you." He said sweetly.

On that instant, I can tell that my face turned red. "You're so… tsk." I shoved my face onto a pillow in embarassment.

"What? Hahaha! I think I'm getting addicted into teasing you like this." I could feel him gently pinching me on the ear. "But really, I love you."

"Why do you say it so easily?!… you know, it takes time for me to muster those words to you." I told him.

"Hehe, I know. I'm just that good at telling how I feel."

"I wish I could be the same."

"Aw, don't be upset. Just let me make you feel a little bit better." He grins as he kneels before me.

"Just what the hell are you planning?!"

"Oh don't play so innocent now Yuji." Before he could unzip my pants, I pushed his face away. "…Yuji?!"

"Not now Toma!" I really can't handle this ridiculous pervert when I'm too troubled right now. Yuu can't get out of my head. The way how threatening he was made me really uneasy. What the hell does he want from me!?

If… If words get out about me and… I'm definitely doomed!

"…Yuji, is there something wrong?" It's best not to tell this to Toma right now. Seeing how shocked he is by my sudden reaction, I realized that I may have been too harsh on him.

"N-Nothing. I'm just not in the mood for that right now." I shouldn't have yelled at him.

"Hng, fine. Just get some rest, okay?"

"Okay." As I laid on his bed, Toma started packing some of his stuff on his bag. "What are you doing? Are you going somewhere?"

He nods, not even glancing at me. "There's a few things I have to buy at the mall. So you'll have to make dinner tonight."

"Eh?…"

"See you later." Toma left slamming the door shut.