are you really dead

The past is like a ghost that will always come to hant you. It's hard to deal with.

 It may be difficult to handle, but if you let it control you, it will kill you without mercy

Your secrets has to be completely buried and destroyed, if that doesn't happen you will never know how you go !? And it will be too late.

I said her name only to have my body start hurting more. Her hand were around my neck, I felt like I was going to suffocate to death.

"master, she is trying to kill you. Summon me." Dima said with great anxiety and fear that was visible in her voice

"No," I said, as I feel every bit of my body shivering with pain

"master" Dima said in a puzzled voice

"I don't like repeating myself twice, no one will kill her. I have to bear all my mistakes. I have to bear everything."

I said it in an angry voice, my heart was burning.