๐๐/๐๐/๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ซ๐๐ ๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐๐ง ๐๐๐ฅ๐๐ง๐๐๐ซ
For those who said I was born privileged... it's true, there is no denial, or better there's no way to deny, I was born in a rich democratic country, just this fact made my life better than half of the world.
I was named Levi by my father who was a well-known lawyer, a partner in one of the biggest law firms in the country, we weren't much close, I think he blames me for killing my mother, at least on a subconscious levelโฆ I didn't kill her, not on purpose, she died while in labour, but he never overcame her death. He even had a "temple" in his room for her, which I broke in when I was a weak child trying to hide, but I was caught and the Nannie beat the shit out of me.
It's funny how memories work, I was always taken care of by nannies and I can't even remember the names of the goods nannies, but I remember everything about the worstโฆ Angelica, I can clearly visualize her face and hear her voice, she would starve me, lock me in my room, beat me in places where the others couldn't see, she only left because one of the housemaids discovered how weak I was, but I took months until it was discovered. But I don't resent her, actually, I feel something similar to gratefulness for her, she made me into who I am today.
My father put me in a boarding school, I liked to stay there at first, I wouldn't have to go home so I focused solely on studying, maybe that way my father would forgive me, I was naive at that time. I would soon be called names like "nerd", "smart ass" "dork", but it wouldn't be called like that for long, I didn't react as they expected, actually, I didn't do anything, I didn't care how they called me. so they started to call me stranger, weirdo because of the way I act.
I've always liked sociology, history, economics, politics... I would read books at the library all day long after classes, there was so silent, well... most of time, I remember one day some boys came and start to annoy me. whenever someone tried I would just ignore them until they got tired and left, but not Thomas he stayed there for hours, his friend left but he kept there until I decided I would deal with him. I was seated reading a very thick book, so I got up and went to one of the corridors where no one could see us. as expected Thomas followed me.
Thomas was just one year older than me, I don't know what motivated him to keep bullying me, and I don't feel sorry for him, in the narrow corridor I punched his throat, he wasn't expecting that, he fell back and couldn't speak anything, I pushed one of the bookshelves to him, and they started to fall like dominoes, I asked for help, and a librarian came to help him, I said: "We were walking when the bookshelf fell on us".
Thomas couldn't walk or speak so we took him to the infirmary, he was frightened of me, and when the librarian left us I said "If any adult hears about this, I will kill you." after that, it was a bliss, almost no one would ever talk to me.
As you might imagine I didn't make many (or any) friends and those who considered me a friend would be disappointed to know that little they mean to me, I graduated with honours and went to study sociology at the best university in our country, which many years after I would get my PhD from.
My life at university was calm, there isn't much I could say, I've mainly studied, different from school and college there was no one to importune me. I've never gone to a party, or even went on a date, for me it was pointless.
On vacations, I would often travel around the world, father always paid for my travels, there was an unspoke agreement between us, he paid for my necessities and travel and I wouldn't go home, or embarrass him. Now, thinking about the past, I think that at some point he probably forgave me, but after years of ignoring me he couldn't find a way to approach me, and paying for everything was his way to say he liked me, but at the time it never crossed my mind.
One day I had to meet my father, it was because he requested me to see him, he wanted to know what I would do after my PhD, I didn't know either, I thought of being a sociologist, or an economist, but I wasn't the professor type, I wasn't good at teaching others, so I gave up of the idea, my father said to try politics, he had many contacts within the government and could try to candidate me as mayor of our home city, I accepted, it was a good idea after all.
After our talk I've begun to scheme my next moves, I should choose a party who would increase my chances of winning, I don't know if my father was right or left-wing, we never were close enough to know, but I don't think he cared about those things. So I didn't need to follow his inclination.
In the end, I choose to go by a centre-left party of my country, I wasn't particularly fond of the theory behind it, but the same it's true about the other parties, it just was the most popular party in my country, and my chances of winning were better.
so after that, I inclined my education at the university to a more Marxist direction, I started to go to church, I was an atheist, god wasn't something logical to me because if there was a god I shouldn't exist, but the masses weren't, so it was important to keep the appearances. I would often participate in assemblies, debates, organize rallies and meetings at university to create a name for myself.
some years after, with the help of my father, the party, and some financial supporters I've become mayor, it was a close election, but I've won. and it was then that I realised that I was born to rule, I was perfect for the job, only I could answer all the problems, and I liked it, I loved the feeling of power that it gave me, then it occurred to me the thought of climbing the stairs of power until I became the head of state.
I worked a lot to accomplish my thought, in the process I made many allies, and more rivals shook many hands and buried a lot of bodies. If my years in politics taught me anything is that nothing will ever please everyone, there will always be someone to criticize, be it for a real reason or not.
But I never get to accomplish my dreams since I've died today by some fanatic stranger, my life flashed upon my eyes as he gave me seven shots at my belly, I probably died at that moment since I don't remember anything later, maybe it was a political plot of my rivals to get rid of me, it's possible, but I will never know.
But suddenly I wake up.
๐๐/๐๐/๐๐๐ ๐ค๐ซ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐๐ก๐๐ง ๐๐๐ฅ๐๐ง๐๐๐ซ.
I woke up in Salim's river edge, soaked in both water and blood, it was already morning
๐ข๐ฉ๐ฉ๐จ๐จ, ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ? ๐ด๐ฉ๐ช๐ต, ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ข ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ณ๐ช๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ฉ๐ฆ.
As I regain memories of last night, I look around.
๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ'๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ฅ๐บ? ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ณ๐ช๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ต๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ฅ๐บ? ๐ด๐ฉ๐ช๐ต, ๐ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ! ๐ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ดโฆ ๐ธ๐ข๐ช๐ต, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ด๐ด๐ฆ๐ด ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ, ๐ฏ๐ฐ ๐ธ๐ข๐ช๐ต... ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ถ๐ค๐ฌ ๐ช๐ด ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ด. ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ช๐ต ๐ช๐ด, ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ด๐ข๐ธ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ, ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐บ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆโฆ ๐ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ง๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ค๐ช๐ต๐บ!
The more I thought about the more my head hurt, I took my hands to my head in an attempt to ease the pain, unsuccessfully, when my hand goes down to the ground to support me, I made a small cut on my hand with a dagger, it was a beautifully adorned dagger, probably expensive, with inscriptions on both sides of the blade and the hilt was golden and shaped similar to a bear, it was the same one that was in my hands when that man thrust his body against me.
๐๐ฉ๐ช๐ต, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ง ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ด, ๐ฏ๐ฐ ๐ฐ๐ง๐ง๐ช๐ค๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ช๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐บ ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ด๐ข๐บ ๐ ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ณ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐บ ๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ, ๐ด๐ฉ๐ช๐ต, ๐ด๐ฉ๐ช๐ตโฆ ๐ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐จ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ณ๐ช๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ณ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ฏโฆ ๐ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ฆ๐ต๐ค๐ฉ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐บ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ช๐ต, ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ช๐ต ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฐ ๐ด๐ถ๐ด๐ฑ๐ช๐ค๐ช๐ฐ๐ถ๐ดโฆ ๐ฎ๐ข๐บ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ข๐บ ๐ช๐ต ๐ช๐ด ๐ข ๐ง๐ข๐ฎ๐ช๐ญ๐บ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ช๐ณ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฎ? ๐ช๐ต'๐ด ๐ด๐ถ๐ค๐ฉ ๐ข ๐ค๐ญ๐ช๐ค๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ด๐ข๐บ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต... ๐ข๐ณ๐ณ๐ณ๐จ, ๐ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐จ๐ฐ! ๐ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐ธ๐ข๐บ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฑ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด.
I buried the dagger, got up and went running to the train station, I was relieved when I saw a train arriving almost the same time, inside the train I could think about what happened to me.
๐ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐ค๐ฆ๐ณ๐ต๐ข๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ฅ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฎ๐ด, ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ด ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ญ๐ฅ, ๐ช๐ต ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐บ๐ฆ๐ด๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ ๐ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฅ. ๐ฐ๐ณ ๐๐ฆ๐ท๐ช ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฅ... ๐ช๐ต'๐ด ๐ด๐ต๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ค๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ณ๐ฅ ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฏโฆ ๐ข๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฉ๐จ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ฉ๐ฆ!
๐๐ฎ ๐ ๐๐ช๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ข๐ช๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐ท๐ช? ๐ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ, ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ด ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ง๐ถ๐ด๐ช๐ฏ๐จ, ๐บ๐ฆ๐ด๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ ๐ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ... ๐๐ฐ, ๐ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ณ๐ฆ๐ค๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ, ๐ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ฅ๐ช๐ท๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐บ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ง ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต, ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ, ๐ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐๐ช๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ข๐ช๐ญ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐๐ฆ๐ท๐ช, ๐ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฎ. ๐บ๐ฆ๐ด, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ด๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ด ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ฆ.
...๐๐ถ๐ต ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ด ๐ฐ๐ง ๐๐ข๐ณ๐ต๐ฉ, ๐ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ง๐ง๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต, ๐ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ต๐ต๐บ ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ค๐ฉ ๐ข ๐ด๐ฐ๐ค๐ช๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ข๐ต๐ฉ... ๐๐ข๐บ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ข๐ญ๐ช๐ต๐ช๐ฆ๐ด ๐ง๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฅ, ๐ช๐ต ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ข๐ญ๐ช๐ต๐ช๐ฆ๐ด ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ด๐ฐ๐ค๐ช๐ข๐ญ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ด๐ต๐ณ๐ถ๐ค๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ญ๐ช๐ท๐ฆ๐ด ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐น๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ๐ด, ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ด๐ฎ๐ข๐ณ๐ต ๐ด๐ถ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ด ๐ฏ๐ช๐ค๐ฆ, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐๐ข๐ณ๐ต๐ฉ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ข๐ณ๐บ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต.
๐๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ด๐ด๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ข๐บ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ'๐ด ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ต๐ฉ, ๐๐ข๐ด ๐ช๐ต ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ท๐ฐ๐ช๐ค๐ฆ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ต๐ฉ? ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ท๐ฐ๐ช๐ค๐ฆ๐ด ๐ด๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ง๐ง๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ญ๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ด ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฐ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ง๐ง๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐'๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ท๐ฐ๐ช๐ค๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ค๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ด, ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐บ ๐ด๐ถ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ต ๐ธ๐ข๐ด๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ.
๐๐ฉ๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ? ๐ช๐ต ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ณ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ง, ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ด ๐ฐ๐ฃ๐ท๐ช๐ฐ๐ถ๐ด๐ญ๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ข๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ, ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ธ๐ฉ๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ข๐ง๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฅ, ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ด ๐ฉ๐ฆ? ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ท๐ฐ๐ช๐ค๐ฆ? ๐๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ ๐ฒ๐ถ๐ฆ๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ด... ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฅ๐ข๐จ๐จ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฎ๐ข๐บ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ด๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด, ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ ๐จ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ฃ๐ข๐ค๐ฌ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฌ ๐ ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ต๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ ๐ช๐ต!
I look at my hand which I've made a small cut earlier unintentionally, but it was already healed. so I didn't care much, the cut wasn't that serious.
I left the train as soon as I got to the train station near my workplace, in front of the factory there were many people hoping to get a new job. There the first thing I did was going directly to Raz, we were still working together after all those years, we even looked for new jobs together, nowadays we work at a weapon's factory.
I walked at a high pace covering my body to avoid people looking at my clothes with blood. I went to the ammo section where we usually work
"Mika, what the fuck happened to you?" he asked looking worried about me who was very late.
Raz when we were children only had brown hair, but as we grow older he got a beard on his chin that made him look way older than me.
"Raz, your coat, quickly I can explain later."
He got it and delivered me his brown coat, I was already wearing one blue but since it was dirty and some parts were stained with blood, I needed another one to cover it. I went directly to my post in the line but another man was working there already.
"Mikhail, so you came today?" I heard a voice coming from behind me, it was Anton the manager of this section. he was a nice one. comparing to other managers I've worked along with. but his words were confusing.
"what do you mean by that? I came yesterday too."
He looked at me with a more confused face than me.
"No, you didn't, I am plenty sure of it, I had to mobilize some workers yesterday to cover you. Are you alright?" he asked really concerned.
"no, yes... which day is today?" I asked in a hurry.
Anton looked at me like he was looking at a crazy man.
"Today is Kiv."
kiv is the first day of the weekโฆ in other words Sunday, I went to work in Fain/Saturday so passed out for a bit more of an entire day, orโฆ
"I know this gonna sound crazy, but I assure you I'm not crazy, which month and year we are."
Anton hesitated to answer, I knew it was too crazy to ask something like that, but I need to confirm if I slept for just one day or more.
"it's Petrovin tenth, of our lord's year 558"
๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ข๐บโฆ ๐'๐ท๐ฆ ๐ด๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ต ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ช๐ต ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ... ๐๐ต ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ด๐ต ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ, ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ด๐ฉ๐ช๐ต, ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ถ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ญ๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ด ๐ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐ค๐ณ๐ข๐ป๐บ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ, ๐ช๐ง ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ข๐ธ ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ค๐ญ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ฉ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ค๐ฐ๐ข๐ต ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ถ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ญ๐บ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ค๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ญ๐ช๐ค๐ฆ.
"I know I shouldn't ask for it, but I need this job, I can't tell you why I didn't come work yesterday, but you know it was important I've never missed one day of work without an early warning"
๐๐ง ๐ ๐ต๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ณ๐ถ๐ต๐ฉ ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ด๐ถ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ญ๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ ๐'๐ฎ ๐ค๐ณ๐ข๐ป๐บ.
"Tsc. I can't give your job back just because of this Mikhail."
๐๐ช๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ง๐ช๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฅ๐ถ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ข (๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ด๐ฐ) ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ค๐ข๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ช๐ฅ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ช๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐'๐ท๐ฆ ๐ข๐ญ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐บ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฅ. ๐ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ช๐ต ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐บ ๐ด๐ข๐ท๐ฆ๐ฅ, ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ช๐ต ๐ช๐ด๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ช๐ท๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ต๐ฉ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ค๐ช๐ต๐บ. ๐๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ญ๐ฅ, ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ณ'๐ด ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต๐ด ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ณ๐จ๐ฆ, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ฐ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ด, ๐ฑ๐ข๐ช๐ฅ ๐ท๐ข๐ค๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ด, ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ด๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐บ, ๐ญ๐ข๐ด๐ต ๐ฑ๐ข๐บ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต, ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐ต๐ช๐ฎ๐ฆโฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ค๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ด๐ฆ, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ด ๐ฏ๐ฐ ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ฐ๐บ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต ๐ช๐ฏ๐ด๐ถ๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ. ๐๐ง ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ด ๐ง๐ช๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ด๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ญ๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ด ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฅ๐ฐ ๐ช๐ด ๐ด๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ค๐ฉ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ข ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ธ ๐ซ๐ฐ๐ฃ ๐ช๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฅ๐ช๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ญ๐บ, ๐จ๐ฐ ๐ค๐ณ๐ช๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐ข๐ญ, ๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ณ๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ง ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ด.
"Anton, please I need help, You know how things are out there, everyone is looking for jobs"
" I can put your name up when we need to hire someone new, you already have years of experience in this factory, come here every morning, and in some days or weeks you can already workโฆ probably."
"Thanks" I answered before leaving a bit disappointed.
๐ช๐ต ๐ธ๐ข๐ด๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ฆ๐น๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ค๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ, ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ช๐ต ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ต๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ค๐ฉ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ข ๐ซ๐ฐ๐ฃ ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ธ๐ข๐บ, ๐ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐บ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต ๐ข๐ง๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ... ๐ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฅ๐ข๐จ๐จ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ข๐ง๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ช๐ต.
I went on foot to the train station near home to save money, I had a lot of spare time now, and I walked alongside the river searching for the spot where I buried it, when I've found it I realised I couldn't read, I knew how to read at Earth, but it was written in the alphabet of this world.
๐๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ช๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐๐ณ ๐๐ด๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ณ๐จ? ๐ช๐ง ๐ ๐ข๐ด๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ช๐ต ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ฎ๐ฆ. ๐ฏ๐ฐ, ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ต๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต, ๐ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ธ๐ข๐ฏ๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ช๐ฏ๐ท๐ฐ๐ญ๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ช๐ต, ๐ช๐ต ๐ฎ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ด ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ต๐ช๐ญ ๐ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ต๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐จ๐ณ๐ข๐ด๐ฑ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด. ๐ ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ข๐ด๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฆ๐ข๐ค๐ฉ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ณ๐บ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ช๐ต ๐ข๐ต ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ. ๐ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ช๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ธ๐ข๐บ.
I went home and changed my clothes, I would have to stop by Raz's house later to give his coat back, it would be difficult for him to work without it. I opened my lunchbox which had the food of last day.
๐๐ต ๐ช๐ด ๐ด๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ช๐ณ๐ฅ, ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฃ๐ข๐ฃ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ค๐ข๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ช๐ต ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ ๐ด๐ธ๐ข๐ฎ ๐ข๐ต ๐๐ข๐ญ๐ช๐ฎ ๐ณ๐ช๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ, ๐ช๐ง ๐ช๐ต ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต ๐ช๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ธ๐ข๐บ, ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ. ๐ ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฌ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ธ, ๐ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ข ๐จ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ข๐ญ๐ธ๐ข๐บ๐ด ๐ด๐ต๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ, ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฃ๐ข๐ฃ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ค๐ข๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ข๐ค๐ฌ๐ด ๐ด๐ฆ๐ข๐ด๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ด๐ช๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ช๐ต'๐ด ๐ฆ๐น๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ด๐ช๐ท๐ฆ, ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ข๐ต ๐๐ข๐ณ๐ต๐ฉ ๐ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ณ๐ข๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ข ๐จ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฌ, ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ข ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ง๐ฆ๐ด๐ด๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ข๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ, ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ข๐ต ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ด๐ต ๐ ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ซ๐ฐ๐บ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅ ๐'๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฆ.
I made a simple omelette with cheese using a bit of salt I usually use to preserve food. since Kraven was far away from the sea or a salt desert, salt was more expensive, but it was worth spending just a little bit to improve a meal like that.
๐๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ด๐ฎ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ด๐ฏ๐ข๐ค๐ฌ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ต๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ด ๐ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ, ๐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ต๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถโฆ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ, ๐ช๐ต'๐ด ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ข ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ช๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ช๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ.
As nostalgia appears in my heart, memories of her death cross my mind, then Ygor, Svetlana, nattyโฆ everyone, I wasn't sad anymore I was angry. I lost everything in this world and never realised it until that moment, and the culprit was in front of me or at least a small statue of it, the Godking, my mother used to pray for it every night. I took it and throw it with all my might against the wall breaking it into pieces, this was considered a sin and a crime.
๐ ๐ฆ๐ด, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ, ๐ช๐ง ๐ช๐ต ๐ธ๐ข๐ด๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ, ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ญ๐ช๐ท๐ฆ, ๐ง๐ข๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ, ๐ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ณ, ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ. ๐ ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ง-๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ค๐ญ๐ข๐ช๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ฅ, ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ด ๐ฏ๐ฐ ๐ด๐ถ๐ค๐ฉ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ด ๐จ๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ด, ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ด ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ข ๐ฉ๐ถ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ข ๐ต๐ช๐ต๐ญ๐ฆ, ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ฉ๐ข๐ณ๐ข๐ฐ๐ฉ๐ด ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ค๐ช๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต ๐๐จ๐บ๐ฑ๐ต, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ถ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ๐ด ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ต๐ข๐ญ๐ด.
๐ ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ง๐ข๐ฎ๐ช๐ญ๐บ ๐ข๐จ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ๐ด๐ต ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ, ๐ฏ๐ฐ, ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ญ๐บ ๐ข๐จ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ๐ด๐ต ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ, ๐ข๐จ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ๐ด๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด๐ช๐ท๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ค๐ช๐ฆ๐ต๐บ, ๐ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฐ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ! ๐ ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฌ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ค๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ต๐ณ๐บ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ค๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ญ๐ฅ!
"I swear," I said in a low voice with tears on my face and determination in my eyes.