Chapter 5

"who are you?" three words, nine letters.

He asked me that when he woke up, Those words kept repeating on my dumbass mind for over 5 years now and yes it's been five years since Train's accident and my operation but I still didn't left his side until last year September 18,2017. I decided that I give up I've been enduring his cruel words for 4 fucking years of my precious life. But still I couldn't stay away from him. He became really close with my parents and my sister Siarah. His mom forgave me throughout the years and also confessed that Train loved me eversince he saw me. She said he always loved to talk about me with her. I was very happy because he felt the same way too not until now.

"What are you doing here?" he asked, Yes I did left last year but I really can't resist him so after a 6 month break I came back here at our secret spot. "I missed you" I replied.

"Can you please just stop?! It's been what 4 years? You still can't get over me? I don't love you milah heck I don't want to be friends with you anymore! Get a life! Don't be a dog by following me around ok? I have a girlfriend already! So please for old times sake just stop!" he shouted at me. I didn't know what to say I don't want to stress him out cause his brain hurts when he's very angry or stressed.

"W.....Who is sh...e?" I asked holding back my tears. He sighed and anwered "It's Siarah, Look Milah. I know I've been selfish for the last years but please don't throw your life for me? Find a new love that will treasure you the way you treasure me?"

"I just can't train, I'm sorry if your feeling that way. I am not throwing my life for you because your my life Train since day 1. I'm sorry if I stare at you all the time or if I annoy you because I'm afraid I'll lose you again. I'm sorry if I'm willing to sacrifice everything including my life just to be with you. I'm sorry for loving you too much but I just can't you know?" I chuckled "I can't leave you because I might go crazy. Let's make a deal alright? You let me see you not up close but from afar, You pretend not to see me but please just let me see you okay?"

"O my God milah your insane" he reacted "I'm only insane just for you Train" I answered. "Okay deal but don't blame me for letting you throw your life for me" he said "Don't worry i won't blame you just give me time to move on" I smiled and walked away.

I've gone insane for real but I think this is for the best of me for him I remember all those crazy things I did just so that he could remember me. The doctor said that I was a very loyal and brave woman for taking care of a patient that doesn't remember a bit about me. I smiled looking back at those times where I always tell stories to him about us,the things we did,the things he did for me but he always complains because he thinks I'm making those stories up that I'm a psychopath that's obsessed with him which is true. Looking back,I really wasted a lot of my youth years for him.

Sucks to be me.

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