If I Kiss You I’ll faint..literally

[Kiss her for lust points]

Get out of my head. I wished I could say it out loud. I gritted my teeth and pretended I didn't hear it.

I looked at the beauty sitting in front of me looking at me with concern, she's so caring, so innocent, so naive.

You're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. I think and smile inwardly.

"Ava, I have something to tell you". I said to her.

Ava looked at me with curious eyes. "What is it?"

I knew I probably shouldn't try to take advantage of the one person in the household who actually cared for me so I calmed myself down, I'd try to express my feelings to her when I was strong enough to move around again.

Instead I told her something that had been on my mind since I woke up.

"To be honest, I don't remember anything at all, I don't remember the names of people in this family, I don't remember my family, I don't remember where I live, I don't remember what exactly I do for your father, I don't remember if he pays me or not, I don't remember anything and I can't function in society like this". I said.

Her eyes grew in size and they welled up with unshed tears. "How confused you must be, it must be scary and painful to not remember anything, all the emotions you once felt, it makes me sad and teary".

Ugh.. weepy ass bitch.

"Don't cry, don't cry". I tell her soothingly. "If you cry I will feel sad and cry too".

At the mention of that, she stopped sobbing and sniffled. "Okay, I'll be strong for your sake".

"Good, now can you tell me about myself and my life? The more you remember, the better".

0Okay. She said". "Your name is Levi, you came into town one day and wandered into this farm. You told father you had no family, they were wiped out by the war."

"What war?" I asked inquisitively.

"When you were in your town, there was constant war between them and their neighboring town, then one day, the neighboring town gathered up and invaded your town, they killed almost everyone but you and a few people escaped".

"Hmm". I said. This Levi had faced a lot of demons himself, I found myself having some grudging respect for the weak body I was now in. If he could face all that and still survive then maybe he wasn't a pushover.

"So I lost my family members in the war". I mumbled.

"Yes". Ava said. "Father needed extra help on the farm so he hired you as a farmboy and gave you this shed to stay in since you had no place to stay. You designed the shed and built your bed by yourself, i helped you decorate". She said proudly.

She continued. "Father pays you monthly for your service".

I nodded. "And what do I call him?"

"Huh?" Ava said and realized what I was saying. "Oh, Mr Simon".

"Okay, do you have a brother?" I asked, filing all the information she told me at the back of my mind.

"I have two". Ava replied. "But they no longer live with us, they've moved out. I also have a sister".

I nodded. "So you two stay with your father and .."

"My mom, yes". She cut in.

No wonder they need a farmboy, the men have grown up and left.

"Okay". I reply.

My eyes flicker to her boobs again. "Ava". I said, desire building in my body and rising like a wave.

"Yes Levi?" She replied, she looked at me curiously as if she was scared I'd be hurt or complain of pain.

"Can you come closer?" I asked her with an exaggerated wince.

"Why?" She asked innocently, her eyes seemed to grow larger in their sockets as she regarded me with concern.

I really shouldn't be doing this.

"I need to tell you something". I said, trying to sound as sick as possible.

"Oh". She said and moved closer to me. "What is it?"

"Closer". I said again and she moved closer till her boobs were within reach. I reached one trembling hand out and grabbed her right boob.

Oh heavennnn.

"What are you doing Levi?" Ava asked in a high pitched voice and moved back hastily. She looked surpised, confused and there was a hint of anger in her voice.

"Oh sorry". I said, I tried to make my voice sound as apologetic as possible. "See my hands, I don't have full control over them yet, I wanted to hold your shoulder. I raised them for her to see they were trembling".

She thought about it for a while and must have decided I was telling the truth, she sat back down. "I guess you're right, sorry about your hands, they'll get back to normal with enough rest".

So naive.

At the same time, a thought passed through my mind, I really needed to get strong as quickly as possible because I had already been out for three days, I knew if I wasn't useful, the farmer would kick me out.

I looked at my frail body, I could barely move. How on earth was I going to get stronger?

The voice in my head suddenly returned.

[Kiss her for lust points]

I sighed, at this point I had no choice, if I didn't perform perverted activities I couldn't get stronger, I had to do it.

"Ava, I still need to tell you that thing". I said again and Ava leaned over me to hear it.

Looking up at her luscious lips, I had only thought on my mind.

I want to kiss you.

I knew my hands were too weak to support my body but I didn't care, I used them to oush myself and aimed my lips for hers.

I kept raising my head till my were lips were just about to touch hers, then the stress of lifting myself up became to much for my weak body to bear, I immediately crashed back down and fainted.

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This is a slow paced book with plenty of build up into the main actions, (but I promise the main actions are coming and they're very juicy) if you want fast paced books with actions then this book is probably not for you