DISAPPOINTMENT PUSHED AT MY CHEST AS CALLUM BLINKED at the spot where his parents
had been. Maybe I had thought he was right about them.
I held my hand out to him, but he was alone in another world and had forgotten I existed. I slipped my
hand into his and he jumped.
"Let's go," I said, gently tugging on his arm.
He let me lead him through the hallway and down the stairs, but he kept looking behind him, even after
the door was no longer visible. I was worried he'd dart away from me and try again, so I gripped his
fingers tighter as we made our way out into the cool night air.
Callum stopped in front of the building, his jacket blowing open in the wind as he turned to look at
me. He was so still, so calm, that I was scared to move for fear of breaking him.
But we were out in the open, surrounded by apartment buildings with curious humans pressing their
faces to the windows. I could see David two floors up, his hands against the dingy glass, his mouth open
wide.
So I gently pulled on Callum's hand and he followed me when I broke into a run. We headed back
down the long road and past the brightly painted houses again. I didn't know where I was going, but when
we approached the market Callum veered off the road. He pressed his hand to the back of his neck as he
walked around the side of the wooden building and I silently followed him.
He reached out and touched the tips of his fingers to the wall, letting out a heavy sigh. "I need a
minute."
He'd closed his eyes but I nodded anyway, because I didn't know what else to do. I should have
already considered ways to comfort him. I expected this. Why hadn't I thought about it?
Standing there staring at him was undoubtedly not the right thing to do. I wrapped an arm around his
waist and pressed my cheek against his shoulder.
"I'm sorry," I whispered.
A few tears fell as he opened his eyes and planted a soft kiss on my forehead. He cleared his throat as
he pulled away from me and wiped his fingers across his eyes, his expression tinged with embarrassment
as he tried to remove the evidence of his crying.
I thought it was more embarrassing to not be able to cry at all.
"We need to go get Adina, right?" he asked.
I took that to mean he didn't want to talk about it. I couldn't blame him.
His hand was shaking violently when I slipped my fingers through his. I took in a deep breath. It could
be because he was devastated about his parents.
Or it could be because he was about to go insane.
Either way, I refused to let him see my fear. I held his hand tighter as we ducked out of the alley and
hurried down the street. The tiny houses were lined up right next to one another in this part of town, an
occasional apartment complex stuck at the end of a street. They were painted as well, some with colorful
drawings, others with words. Fighting words. Words that would result in immediate arrest in Rosa.
Take Back Texas.
Texans for Freedom.
Callum squinted at them as we passed. "It's weird here," he mumbled.
He was right. I remembered nothing clean or colorful or rebellious about the Austin I grew up in.
Something had changed.
The roar of the shuttle made me turn. It touched down at the end of Guadalupe Street, and we hid
against the side of a house as five Reboots stepped out. They all looked the same in their black clothes
and helmets, but I could see a long, dark ponytail sticking out of the back of one helmet.
"I think that might be her," I said, peering around the corner of the house as the Reboots split up. The
dark-haired girl headed down First Street and disappeared from view.
We took off after her at a slow pace, running behind the houses to stay out of sight of the other
Reboots. We crossed onto First Street and I spotted Adina standing in front of a house, looking down at
her assignment slip.
Callum slumped against a wire fence, breathing heavily as he clutched his arms against his stomach. "I
don't think I should go in there with a human."
I hesitated, glancing from him to her. He was probably right. "All right. Don't move, okay? Yell if you
start feeling . . . weird. And be ready to run when we come back."
He nodded, waving me off. Adina was at the front door of the house, knocking as I silently hurried
across the lawn. She lifted her foot and smashed in the front door.
There were no human screams as I crept up the stairs behind her. She stood in the middle of the small
living room, her hands on her hips as she scanned from left to right. The house appeared to be empty.
I grabbed her around the waist and a gasp escaped her mouth. My other hand found her camera,
ripping it off her helmet and tossing it against the wall.
She tore my arm off her stomach and swung at me, just barely missing my cheek. I tried to catch her
eye but she came at me again, hard and fast. I ducked and swiped at her legs with my foot. She jumped
over them and smashed her right fist into my cheek.
I blinked, surprised. She was good for a Thirty-nine.
I dodged the next punch, grabbing her arm and twisting it behind her back. I pulled her closer to me,
until her face was inches from mine. I didn't want to speak while her com was still in her ear, so I stared
straight into her eyes.
Her face crumpled in confusion and she shoved me away, lifting her arms like she was going to keep
fighting me. I raised my hands in surrender, pointing with one finger to my bar code.
She hesitantly took a step forward, nudging her helmet farther up to reveal wisps of long brown hair.
Her wide brown-gold eyes flew up to mine, full of suspicion and curiosity.
I reached into my pocket and she grabbed my wrist, her fingers digging into my skin. I gave her an
annoyed look and shook her off, pulling Leb's note out. I held it toward her and she frowned at it for
several seconds before plucking it from my fingers.
Her eyes skimmed over the words quickly, her expression unreadable. When she looked up at me
again I reached for the com in her ear. She let me take it out and I clenched it in my fist.
"Do you want to come with me?" I whispered.
"To this reservation thing?" she asked, glancing down at the note.
"Yes." I took a quick glance behind me, through the front door. Callum was still slumped against the
fence, his face lifted to the sky.
She didn't answer for several seconds. She pressed her lips together, her eyebrows lowered in
thought. When she looked up at me again I was almost certain she would say no. A few weeks ago, before
Callum, I would have said no.
She barely nodded.
"Yes?" I asked.
"Yes," she said, carefully folding the note and slipping it into her pocket.
I crushed the com in my hand and dropped the pieces on the ground. I pulled the tracker locator from
my pocket and waved it over her body until it lit up, above her left collarbone.
"Your tracker," I whispered as I took my knife and sliced just under her neck. She didn't flinch as I
pulled the tracker out and carefully placed it on the ground.
"Wren," I said.
"Addie," she said. "You know my father?"
"Yes, but we need to run. They—"
A scream pierced the night, strangled and terrified. I whirled around to the front of the house, my eyes
searching for Callum.
He was gone.
I bolted out the door, Addie's footsteps following behind me as I flew down the steps and onto the
grass.
The fence next door was open.
The front door broken down.
I raced through the yard and what remained of the front door. The kitchen was in total disarray, chairs
scattered around the room, the table overturned.
"Callum?" I yelled.
A grunt came from the back room and I ran down the hallway. I came to a sudden stop at the bedroom
door.
The human was sprawled out on the floor, Callum's hands around his neck. The man's eyes stared
blankly past me.
He was dead.
Callum loosened his grip and opened his mouth wide, poised to take a big chunk out of the human's
neck.
I dove across the room, pushing Callum off before he could sink his teeth in. We hit the floor together
and his teeth scraped against my arm as he growled and flailed. I pushed his arms into the wood as I
hauled myself on top of him.
"Callum," I said through gritted teeth, slamming his arms down as he struggled against me.
I looked from the dead man to Callum. I couldn't let him see that. If I got him out of the room I
wouldn't have to tell him at all. He didn't need to know.
"Get his feet," I said to Addie, grabbing Callum underneath the arms.
She did as I said, yanking Callum's feet together when he tried to kick her.
"He's an Under-sixty?" she asked as we lifted him off the ground.
"Yes. Twenty-two."
"She's gone! Thirty-nine is gone!"
The man's yell from next door made both our heads snap up. We had to hurry. Addie ran backward
through the room and for the door at the rear of the house, whipping her head around every few seconds to
see where she was going as we lugged Callum with us.
The front door banged open as we flew out the back and I looked desperately for a hiding place.
There was no way to run far with Callum like this, not with them right behind us.
The backyard was fenced in by some rotting wood and I sprinted across the grass, Callum bouncing in
my grasp. He wasn't struggling much anymore. Instead he was blinking and shaking his head, as if trying
to clear his thoughts.
Addie unhooked the gate and we scrambled into the alley, yells and footsteps not far behind us. I dug
my fingers into Callum's shoulders as we ran. I couldn't come this far and get caught.
Addie made a sharp turn as we approached a poorly paved road dotted with run-down homes and a
few shops. I let her lead since she knew the town better than I did, and I didn't have any other bright
ideas.
The shouts were louder as she tore through a yard and around to the back of a house. A dim light
flickered inside and I tried to run as quietly as possible.
We were headed for a shed, a tiny rectangle-shaped one that looked like it was barely big enough to
fit all three of us. Addie dropped Callum's legs and they skidded against the dirt until he found his
footing. He gently shrugged me off and I let him go as Addie threw open the shed door.
We raced inside and I stumbled over a rake and a toolbox before finding a spot against the wall.
Callum slid down next to me and I wanted to tell him not to sit, to be prepared to run, but he looked so
utterly freaked out that I couldn't find the words.
Addie tried to close the door but it looked like she'd broken the lock, so she gave up and held on to
the handle, keeping it closed as she leaned forward to listen. There was yelling nearby and I closed my
fingers over the gun on my hip.
"Is that Adina? What happened?" Callum whispered, turning his face up to mine. His eyes were huge
and worried, like he already suspected something.
"You lost it for a minute there," I whispered as the voices outside began to fade.
"And yes, I'm Addie," she said.
Callum looked at her, but she stayed focused on the outside. His head swung back to me and I had to
drop my eyes because I didn't want him to see the fear there.
"Wren." His voice was firm, controlled. "What just happened?"
I should have come up with a lie. A story to tell him to fill in the holes. Maybe I could just tell him he
attacked someone and I pulled him off in time.
But that lie made me feel sick. He'd thank me and his gratitude would likely make me hurl.
I'd waited too long to answer and he was staring at me like he already knew something terrible had
happened. I was shaking a little as I crossed my arms over my chest.
"I'm sorry," I whispered. "I shouldn't have left you."
"I hurt someone?"
I nodded. My throat burned again and I tried to swallow. It didn't help.
"I killed someone?"
"Yes," I choked out. He was silent and I looked up. He was perfectly still, the horror creeping over
his features.
"It's not your fault," Addie said. "I've seen what the shots do and been there myself and—"
Callum held his hand up and she closed her mouth, shrugging her shoulders at me like she didn't know
what else to say.
I didn't, either. The footsteps outside were gone so I slid down the wall beside him. His eyes were
closed, his hands clasped together at the back of his neck.
"I'm sorry," I whispered. "It's my fault. I said I wouldn't let you hurt anyone and I did."
What was one more body to add to my tally? I wanted to point that out to him, to remind him that I'd
killed more people than he ever would. But I doubted that would be comforting.
He shook his head, dropping his hands from his neck and looking me straight in the eye. I thought he
would be sad, but his eyes were hard, angry. I braced myself, thinking he was going to yell at me, but he
slipped his hand into mine and squeezed it.
"It's not your fault," he said. "It's HARC's fault."
Addie muttered something that sounded like agreement. My head snapped up as it occurred to me that
she might be in the same situation as Callum.
"Are you okay?" I asked. "Did they give you shots?"
"Yes. I'm fine for now, though. I'm between rounds."
"What do you mean?" Callum asked.
"They do multiple rounds," Addie said. "You must be on the first."
"I guess. I was only there a few weeks."
"Yeah, probably on the first, then. You start going off the deep end, then they'll give you something
that makes you feel normal again. Some sort of cure or antidote or something. Then they start it up again."
Callum's eyes widened with hope at the same time mine did.
"I don't know that for sure," Addie said quickly. "But my friends said I was a mess last week and
now I'm fine. Good timing, by the way. Thanks for that."
"Your dad might have known," I said. It could be why he was so quick to get us the tracker locator. I
made a fist and dug my fingers into my palm. Leb hadn't bothered to check on Callum's status.
"If there is an antidote, maybe the rebels will have it," Callum said hopefully. "Or they'll get it for
us."
I gave him a doubtful look. I'd barely persuaded Leb to help us, and only in exchange for something.
"I can't stay like this." He swallowed, turning to Addie. "I'll just get worse, right?"
"Probably," she said quietly. "The ones who didn't get multiple rounds, the ones they let run the
course . . . yeah, they never got better."
The lump in my throat was unexpected, and I had to swallow several times before I could speak.
"We have to at least ask the rebels," he said.
I nodded. "We will. And when they say no we'll go get it ourselves."
Addie raised her eyebrows. "Seriously? You know you'll have to go inside HARC to get it."
"Yes."
She pressed her lips together as she took a step toward me. "You just broke me out and now you want
to—"
A noise outside made us turn. The shed door swung open.
It was a HARC officer.
Pointing a gun at us.