Chapter 0 - Prologue

My name is Xazch, I'm just an unimportant orphan who has been abandoned when I'm still a baby.

I've been called trash for my whole life, without knowing why my life is like this.

(AN: Since he wasn't aware of the unfortunate event that was happening was something that happened because of his pendant.)

I wasn't born with any special points in my life, so I couldn't say anything as retort whenever I called trash.

(AN: Although it would be explained later, he didn't have memories from his youth until he was a kid)

That isn't to say I never struggled to become a better person, but in the end, it's still a futile attempt for me.

This goddamned life, this fucking world and everything within this world I hate because I feel they are rejecting me.

God or whatever religion that exists seems like a joke within my eyes, if there's a god within the world! Why the hell is my life fucked up like this? Is my life funny for them to watch from there?

Even though I blamed the world for everything that happened to me, it's useless, so I started to feel indifference towards this life of mine.

I've begun to act as a spectator that sees anything around me just something like a show or film, and I didn't try to interact or talk unless it was really necessary.

Everything is fine until there's a meteor reaching into my home when I'm sleeping, yeah I'm dead! Without leaving any important mark in this world, my life is about to end.

I really regret that I stayed late until almost dawn just to do my research, yeah it's just watching anime because of my curiosity about what's so good about this thing.

The anime title is something like Naruto whatever, my curiosity is picked up when I'm listening to two boys who talk loudly about it like something awesome happened to them.

The two boys are discussing anime while moving their hand around while forming something like a seal then shouting some words like Jutsu whatever because of my boring life I feel that I should try to watch that anime whatever those two boys are talking about.

Then because of my curiosity, I ask them from afar about the title of the anime then after I'm back home.

I rushed to my bedroom, then directly turned on my laptop to check that anime with the title Naruto.

That night is really good watching this anime until I feel tired after watching about 10-20 chapters? I don't remember but I feel like this thing called anime is a good thing that I can use to spend my time, but it seems the world says otherwise about my existence.

I didn't realize that when I fell asleep the video was still playing because I didn't even turn off my laptop so it's currently playing Naruto from the last episode I watch and its mode is 'Play next file in the folder' so it's continuing the play.

That's when the meteor struck, I feel that this world really despises me! For fuck's sake, I didn't even know why. Why would I get this treatment from this world who gave nothing good to me? When I finally found something that could be called fun for me! I'm wondering about it until I really die.

Then everything is black, my consciousness is gone from this world or, so I would say my existence is erased by the world itself.

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Unknown to him, his pendant was shining before his body turned into ash and it disappeared.

And, unknown to all being within earth, the death of him is sending a signal to their doom later, but it's a different story.

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I feel like I'm wandering within this unknown void like a place forever, without any event happening here.

All I feel is just emptiness, 'is this afterlife?' I asked myself about this feeling.

If it is, it's really worse! Why do I feel that even though now I'm dead, everything is still rejecting me?

WHY?

What sin do I have for me to get this treatment? Did my past life have some bastard that sinned to the world? If so, why should they give me a chance to live another life? Just erasing my soul is enough.

Is it something like tormenting me that will erase my sin if it's really my past life if it is! Go fuck yourself! I didn't even have any of my past memories, so who can tell me that I really deserve this treatment?

My soul is currently raging, I feel mad for who knows how long it's been.

Until I feel my current indifference to emotion gets more solid, I just take everything for something unrelated to himself.

Even though this unknown event is happening to me, I didn't even care anymore, so I just let it be.

Then after those who know how long that time has been ticked, I feel there's a change into this void like the place.

The temperature is warm, it's comfortable enough for me to moan if I'm still alive. For those who know how long I feel my body is formed from nothing while I'm feeling comfortable within this space.

Someday there's suddenly a cave of light formed within this place, I feel that the cave of light is something that should exit the door from this void like space.

Then I'm trying to reach it using my full strength, though I feel that I can't move at all that light seems to have some pulling force that sucked me from here.

It feels like forever until I feel that all my body is coming out of that void like space, I've tried to open my eyes, so I can check my current condition but my eyes feel heavy.

Then I've tried to open my mouth, so I can check if I can talk or not, but the sound that comes out is bewildering me.

"Aa uu... aa... uu ..... ooaaa..."

Not long after the sound of my voice comes out, suddenly I feel pain from my bottom then I try to curse someone like 'FUCK ITS HURT!! WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING HERE!!' but all I can push out from my mouth is just a crying voice.

"Waa... Waaahhhhh ..... Wahhh Waaaaahhh"

(A.N: Did I do right with the baby's cries? Well, whatever!)

"Thank God, I thought there was something wrong with your child! Here's your child, and it's your son so Congratulations to your successful delivery sister! I wonder when I have a son that is cute like him hehe!"