Pointless
The beautiful and wonderful memory of them together, side by side, fighting against the dangers that came to her mind in a flash and made her reminiscent of their time during the third trial, Survival City.
From facing off against the Man-eaters alone to attempting to save Nathan from the monsters that would have torn him to shreds had they attacked at the time while he was busy creating tools to be useful in combating the enemy.
At that time when she suddenly up and left the mall to face the Man-eaters alone, it was her innate instinct to be that strong tower that would stay standing even as adversities crashed against it.
That mindset that was ingrained in her from a young age. It caused her to take that step for the sake of ensuring Nathaniel Holt's survival.
She could have fled or even, it would have been better to drag him away from his work but she couldn't bring herself to do that.