Ray of hope

I'm stuck between being shocked and being thrilled cause as it stands now I'm thrilled to the core at who had left such pleasant surprise for me at my door post, the blood still smells fresh same as the carving, I'm so tempted to see the mother fucker behind this, I would love to play with him, we would have a long talk, he'll be doing the shouting while I do the laughing. Rage, this feeling was growing more than the thrill I was feeling, that bastard won't go free, mom is next, I can't let that happen, no I won't let it happen.

"Sylvester!!" I shout from a distance while carrying the head in my hand like an egg, I walk to meet him at the corridor where he was taking a smoke and looking outside, he wasn't home yesterday and reeks of smoke and alcohol. "Ho ricevuto un regalo fantastico in Columbia, ma non so chi me lo ha inviato, Boss." (I got an amazing gift in Columbia, but I don't know who sent it, Boss.) I say with a hint of mockery in my voice, so far I haven't seen any action been taken to get my parents back, no parent back. "Oh, a gift already when you arrived not too long ago, you are getting quite famous bambino (child)." He says with a smile on his fucking face, like he knew what was going on.

"Yes, a gift." I say as I show him the head in my hand why trying so hard to suppress my rage, lashing out at the wrong person won't be nice. He seems less concerned about the head I showed him. "Nice gift you got there, so how does it concern me and why you so worked up?" He says casually, He sounded just like me and it was annoying, I dropped dad on the floor and took Sylvester by the collar. "Oh yes it has to do with you kiddo cause you ain't working as you're supposed to work your fucking ass out, I'll let you go cause it's dad but If I get mom's head, you,the entire clan and Columbia will go down with them. Work your fucking ass out till we find the prick responsible for this." I say as I pinned him to the wall by his collar as waves of emotions flooded me but tears couldn't pour, it's been like that for years, no matter how pained I am my tears never seemed to pour.

I drop him and he arranges his collar and brings out another stick of cigarette. "Guardati intorno, pensi che non stiamo lavorando, ragazzo, o che non stiamo scavando a fondo in nulla, che la nostra visita anticipata alla Columbia sia per visitare il sito eh, sei semplicemente ignorante del mondo in cui vivi, ecco perché l'hai fatto non notare il lavoro svolto per mantenerti al sicuro." (Look around, you think we ain't working, boy, or we ain't digging in to anything, that our early visit to Columbia is for site seeing huh, you've just been ignorant to the world you live in that's why you didn't notice the work being done to keep you safe.) He says still not breaking his gaze from the gloomy sky, a sigh of exhaustion escaped his lips and for the first time I wanted to think of what he said really well. "Have you ever wondered why I asked you to kill the people I told you to kill, you may think it's cause of selfish reasons but ending there life now would make the road a little smoother and there are bigger dogs out there that are in our way, so it's hard to see the progress we've made bambino (child)." He says not with his cocky and annoying voice but with a much softer voice that was dripping with exhaustion that made me wonder what they were up to last night that made this cocky bastard look like a fucking cunt today.

"Abbiamo alcune piste su di loro e sospettiamo l'area in cui potrebbero essere, ricorda il portatile, le X e le O?" (We've got a few leads on them and suspected area where they could be, remember the laptop, the X's and O's?) He asks me and a slight ray of hope rose within me, looks like his death was needed after all, whoever did this should be the one to watch its back. "The news said they where terrorist attack but they weren't and the companies weren't companies, the news covered up for Mr president because he was part of the gang that caused the shit to happen, the laptop isn't your parents own, it was given to your dad for the sole purpose of bringing down the places marked O for reasons that are beyond my explanation." He says while taking in a huge amount of smoke, I can tell he knows more but still keeping so he can use them to his advantage but so far this little piece of information would go a long way for me, for now.