it shook me

On Monday he called me and asked me to meet him on the mall. I was excited and dresses myself and put some make up as i wanted to look good. I got to the mall and called him. He said he was in the 7th floor on a restaurant and that made my heart beat. I look the lift and pressed 7 and when the door slide opened there he was on the couch. I took a deep breath and moved forward. As i was heading towards him i noticed he was not alone and someone was there with him which made me really uncomfortable. But as i moved i noticed that he was with a boy and that really calmed me. I sat in front of him and he smiled and his friends also greeted me. I asked what was his friends name. His friends looked me with a weird look and Peter spoke saying he was his boyfriend.

I was paused and all confused and was really puzzled. Then he confessed saying he was a gay and he loved him. And he really didn't wanted anyone to find out therefore he called me in a mall. I was really confused and didn't knew what to say soo i just ordered a glass of water. It was a really awkward moment for all of us and instead of feeling sad i was really shocked. I asked him if i could leave and he apologized for not letting me know about this earlier. I hurried back home and i started crying as i knew i could never win him over. Time passed and i had not been in school for 5 day. And my mom was worried about me and asked me to go college and i agreed as i couldn't stay like that for long. As i got to collage my friends rushed towards me and told me that i was unknown about a big news about Peter. When i asked them about it they said Peter was gay and some guy working on the mall restaurant found him confessing about it to a random girl and he had not been in the campus for 3 days. This news really shocked me and i rushed to Peter's place without entering the campus gate. When i got there i found out he had moved and tear fell out of my eyes as i really wanted to tell him that it was not me and wanted to be there for him even if he doesn't feel for me. I really wanted to comfort him not as a crush but as friend. My tear didn't stop and that was the last time i ever heard of him.