Written emotions (Maybe)

As I go through our old texts , I can't help but wonder what would have happened if I showed up at recess ,maybe we would still be friends,maybe not maybe you would still Choose her ,maybe not

I spent a long time trying to be good enough for you but I guess it just wasn't enough , I wasn't enough? , maybe if I had listened, maybe things won't have ended like this maybe it still would maybe not

MAYBE! The one word that puts me in a dilemma and builds frustration....Frustration

If I could go back in time maybe I would go back to the time when you first told me your name ...maybe not.