Chapter 9:School?

It's morning and the weather is very sunny now, at the dining table there are 5 people, namely members of the Ryougi family

They are me, Shiki, Kaname, Mom, and lastly Dad. Now we gather at the dining table to usually eat breakfast together on this sunny morning

"So what are you going to do after this Drav?"

My father asked me, because he was curious about what I would do after I traveled for 5 years abroad

"Maybe I thought I'd go and go to school?"

I shrugged in response to his question while answering half serious and half joking

"So what school are you going to? With your intelligence you can easily enter any school if you want"

"I don't know I'll think about it later and check, if there's a school I'm interested"

"Onii-sama are you going to enter my school? if you enter the same school as me you will become my senpai!"

Shiki who heard about the conversation between my father and me about school, said that while looking at me with hopeful eyes, so that I could enter the same school as her

"Sorry Shiki-Chan but I can't enter the same school as you. Looks like I'm going to enter high school and the location is outside our area it seems"

I answered her with an answer that broke her expectations with an apologetic tone while scratching my head awkwardly

"ONII-SAMA! DO YOU WANT TO LEAVE ME AND HOME AGAIN!"

Shiki shouted at me while standing up and pounding the table hard while staring at me intensely with a sad face and wanted to cry. Shiki made the atmosphere around which was once happy become heavy because of her

"N-No Shiki, I-I mean yes. But don't worry the school is still in Japan and also I can visit you if it's a holiday later"

I tried to explain to her so that she wouldn't be sad and worried because I left her again, but my attempts failed because she immediately left the dining table and returned to her room by closing the door loudly

"Ara-Ara Drav, You made your sweet and cute little sister sad and cry. You have to apologize to her and explain it so she doesn't get sad because of you, Understand Drav?"

My mother looked and told me with her scary smile to remind me of the actions that made Shiki sad and cry just now

"Don't worry Okaa-Sama, I'll try to explain to her so she won't be sad because I'm going to a school far away. If I have to live outside it's because the school is far from our house"

I responded with her words in a hurry so that she wouldn't be angry with me, because I was afraid of that sinister smile on my mother face

"Don't worry about that Drav-Kun, Shiki-Chan will definitely understand why you study far away if you explain it so she won't be worried and sad if you have to live far away because your school is so far away"

Kaname patted my shoulder while encouraging me so that I wouldn't worry about Shiki, If I explain all the reasons I chose that faraway school

"Yes you're right Kaname-NiiSan, I will try my best to explain to her why I choose far away school and not her school, so she won't be worried and sad anymore if I leave her again"

After that the four of us continued to eat breakfast together even though the atmosphere wasn't as happy as before because Shiki wasn't at the meal together now

' *sigh* what a troublesome sister, But even though Shiki is so troublesome she is a cute little sister that I care for and love'

'Well I will try best to explain to her why I not choose her school then'

After that I continued to eat silently because to think of a reason to convince Shiki so that I can go to a distant school and separate from her

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(Shiki Pov)

(AN: I try my best to make other people's Pov with other people's personalities very accurately, so it's realistically like the same in original anime/manga/novel)

I walked quickly to my room, because I was sad and angry after hearing that Onii-sama wanted to leave me again if he chose a school far away from my house

'Why Why Why Why Why Onii-Sama wants to leave me again? Is he upset and unhappy when I'm around him? even though he had just returned home recently from a long journey and which made me so lonely because of that, could it be... he hates me?'

'Didn't he say that he cares me and loves me? why he wants to leave me alone again, and makes me feel a deep loneliness that makes me 'empty' if he is not around me, I don't understand'

I entered my room while thinking that with anger and sadness which caused my emotions to be out of control, that's why I closed my bedroom door loudly until it could be heard in the dining room of my house

My room is very spacious with a wide tatami floor and contains simple furniture such as my bed, study table, shelves, and wardrobe

I immediately dropped myself to lie on my bed while thinking about my brother who made me not feel lonely and 'empty' if I'm near him and interact with him

'Onii-Sama Onii-Sama Onii-Sama, I don't want you to go away from me, why do you want to stay away from me so much? Do you know I will be very lonely and feel 'empty' if you are not around me?'

I thought about that deeply while weeping bitterly and burying my head into the pillow

'I don't understand I don't understand I don't understand I don't understand why why why why why why?'

I almost lost my mind and went crazy thinking about it, until I heard a knock on my bedroom door and the voice of the person I was thinking about

"Shiki-Chan are you there, I'm sorry but can you open your door now? I will explain to you so please open the door"

There was a gantle and pleading voice from the person I love outside my room, it was my brother and The person who makes my life not feel 'empty' and loses color because of his existence

I was silent for a while while tidying up all the messy things because of my actions earlier and trying to erase the traces of my tears as best as possible so as not to be caught from him

After I finished I immediately walk towards my bedroom door and opened my door slowly and That's where my brother is standing, in front of my bedroom door and right in front of me right now

He looked at me with his concern and bitter gaze while looking at my face and after he realized he saw the traces of my tears, he looking at me with his sad expression

"i-i'm sorry Shiki, you cry because of my words but believe me I won't make you lonely again like I did for the past 5 years. So don't cry and anxious again because of th-"

Before my brother finished his apology and explanation, I cut him off by asking him what I was thinking just now

"Onii-Sama! Do you hate me?"

I asked him that while staring at his face seriously so I can see if he is lying or not

"W-what did you say that Shiki-Chan! of course I don't hate you at all!"

My brother answered me seriously while looking at me which means he didn't lie at all when answering my questions, I'm relieved to hear the answer that there is absolutely no lie in the answer

"So-So Onii-Sama Do you love me?"

I asked that while blushing and avoided his gaze in embarrassment asking that question

"Of course I very much love you Shiki-chan! why do you ask a question you know the answer to?"

My brother answered without hesitation and quickly while hugging my body tightly and smiling with affection on his face, My sad feelings disappeared without a trace and I immediately smiled after hearing that

"That's good then Onii-sama, you know I very love love love love love you very much, don't ever run away from me OK?"

I told him while hugging the back of his neck and after that before he reacted I kissed his lips quickly for a very long time, because of what I did my brother stayed like a statue and I still kissed his lips until he reacted and pushed me

"That's my first kiss Ok Onii-sama So take responsibility for myself,Ok from now on Onii-sama~"

Before he said anything I quickly went back to my room and closed my bedroom door, after that I leaned back and dropped myself behind my door while letting out a sigh of relief

'You are mine now Onii-sama fufufufu'