After the war, Kaneki's regret and wish

when I woke up i got out of the bed I was in and I frantically tried to find Monika and Sayori but.

Demon Nurse: Hero nows not the time to be moving you need to res-

Kaneki: WHERE ARE SAYORI AND MONIKA! WHERE ARE THEY!

Deimos: I'm sorry K but they are gone you know it don't you?

Kaneki: NO! YOU'RE LYING! THEY AREN'T DEAD!

Deimos: look over there.

Deimos pointed at the room that was near.

I went inside it and I saw 2 bodies covered in cloth and when i removed the cloth and I saw their faces.

after seeing Sayori and Monika's bodies i burst into tears i cried for so long I was still crying but I asked Deimos what happened and did we win the war.

apparently we did win but only a quarter survived the way we won... was because of me.

when i got to Sayori and Monika's bodies I went silent and then... i demonized.

demonization is a phenomenon that only half demons can do. though my demonization was imperfect the details of how i demonized was unclear but they told me I wiped out almost 90% of the Arch Demons within only 6 seconds of demonization.

and after the explanation they said they'll give the dead a ceremony for them and for the ones who lived but i refused to go.

Deimos: but everyone needs to know about your-

Kaneki: I NEVER CAME HERE FOR ANY OF THIS I CAME HERE JUST TO GET MORE POWER BUT I GOT ATTACHED TO THOSE TWO! I'M BRING THEY'RE BODIES WITH ME IM GOING TO BURY THEM SOMEWHERE THEY COULD BE RELAXED IM OUT OF HERE!

after saying that I left hell with the bodies of sayori and monika.

Kaneki: DEMON KNIGHT ARTS: DEMONIC PORTALS!

I ended up at the forest near shimotsuki so after getting back I made talismans so no one could smell their rotting corpse's and then I went home with the bodies i put talismans on them so no one could see them.

i also were wearing their ribbons too and everywhere I went i kept wearing them.

after returning home I waited till night and when it turned midnight i buried those 2 7 feet under the tree that's in the back of my home.

and ever since that day i hated myself i had thought to myself that my friends are not safe around me but those 4 helped me recover but they are not here anymore... even though we promised each other that we will stay friends no matter what.

we never stayed true to that promise but mostly me I really regret not being able to keep my promises to my friends and right now the only thing I wish right now is for those 4 to find their long lasting happiness even though i won't be in it.