chapter 37

Although he knew mizu was only with him to protect herself and no real feelings were yet to form and what he did might leave a bad aftertaste to her but he really couldn't be bothered at this moment he was just mentally drained too much happened he was really mentally tired although he did want to grow his relationship with mizu now it's not the time for him

[name: Mizu

•a young girl from a well off family she unknowingly has talent for controlling her chakra and being a ninja throughout her life she has made a reputation in the village for being hard working and never tiring unbeknownst to her and the villagers she subconsciously uses her chakra to reinforce her body giving her a solid foundation, she has embarked on the journey of a ninja •Favorability: 50 (interested)

•Talent: Gold

•character mission: marry mizu and give her a good life, rewards: one C-rank ninjutsu and a chakra blade]

Tomoe seeing izanagi so absent minded thought he was having some problems she didn't know about so she called him over to the bed although izanagi didn't know what she wanted he still complied and sat next to her not even a second later tomoe forcibly took his head and laid it on her lap as she ran her fingers through his hair all this happened to fast and with his current mental state he couldn't even process what happened until he felt her fingers gliding through his hair and caressing his head making him feel relaxed as he looked at her face through from her lap he could see a rare warm smile greeting his eyes as she said "What's wrong is something on your mind?"

[name: Tomoe uzumaki

•Description: the daughter of one of the uzumaki clan elders, she was sent out on a mission with a older ninja and 2 others her age, on the way to the mission the group was ambushed by an unknown group only she could escape while the older ninja stayed behind she was chased through many nation states managing to finally lose her persuers in the land of rain but shortly after she was once again was chased, after meeting a fated Shiji that saved her life she grew interested in his potential and Strengh later developed into slight feelings, in this world a woman can only feel safe if she's strong or has a strong backer a strong man with infinite potential is highly sought after as it could provide a stable home in times of endless war.

•Favorability: 75 (extreme like)

•Talent: Gold (disclaimer: talents not only signify how far an individual can go for the hosts wife it also shows what talent rating offsprings will most likely be, Talents range from Black, bronze, silver, diamond and gold, black talent is a mortals body with no hope of controlling chakra while gold talent has the potential to be the protagonist of the world)

•character mission: bring tomoe back to the uzumaki clan earning a boon in favorability from the clan host will be rewarded with: a random C-rank/B-rank jutsu and extensive knowledge into a random field (medicine capable of making antidotes to many poisons, black smithing capable of forging advanced chakra blades etc)]

Seeing her Favorability and hearing her words made him stunned for a second as he looked into her eyes then sighed as he turned his head to the side overlooking the room as he looked onto the room it was like he could still see the corpses as he sighed and said "tired of it" as tomoe continued to caress his head and said "tired of what?"

"The killings" hearing such words tomoe didn't stop she realized she doesn't know the past of the man she likes thinking of it she started caressing his face with her other hand gently as she asked with a gentle tone "how many have you killed?" The room went quiet for a few seconds as izanagi said "100's too many to remember" finally hearing this number tomoes hands paused for a second then continued she was momentarily stunned she never heard of a ninja with so many kills the more she knew about him the more she discovered she didn't know anything about him so with an even more gentle tone she asked "did they deserve it?" Which was followed by a swift "yeah" he has seen scenes like this bandit camp plenty of time and most the people he killed were bandits either ambushes or bandit killing missions and thanks to the tireless inhuman system that worked missions day and night he had killed uncountable numbers of them throughout the lands "if your so tired of killing why not change it" hearing this izanagi looked at tomoe he wasn't surprised by these words afterall this was one of his goals but he knew to stop killing he needed to kill so he was kind of conflicted he had to fully accept himself before anything