Confused

"CEDRICK, IS Ena ALIVE ?!"  Medel shouted into my office, with Kersten in the back.

I shrugged off.

I looked at them, "I don't want to talk about it. If your wives have already told you. That's all, I don't want to explain to you anymore. I'm tired."

"Ay! Your drama, huh?"  Kersten's exaggerated language.  I just shook.

"Just come back here tomorrow, if you want to see Ena. You have to live now in my office. I'm sorry, but I still have a lot to do today."  I have a hard time telling them.

I feel like I'm tired today.  Add to that, my thoughts on Ena, whether she is that or not.  Ahh!  Why is this all happening?  I hope my sweetie doesn't die, eh!  Ena is right, she is right.  It's all my fault.

"He's going, here tomorrow?"  Medel asked me in surprise.  I looked up at him.

"Yes, I will have her DNA tested, if she is my wife. My real wife."  I seriously promise.

They both fooled me when they heard what I said.  They immediately looked at Kersten.  I just ignored that.

I immediately turned my attention back to reviewing a company's proposal.

I just felt Kersten and Medel step away.  "All right, Cedrick. We're leaving. We'll just pass by here. We'll just come back here tomorrow, make sure your Ena is here you say."

I just nodded, I rested deeply when the two of them came out of my office.

Tomorrow ... I will also know the truth.

-

MY HAND WAS SHAKING while I handed the twins their ice cream order to me, earlier.  I do not know what I am going to do now.

Will I tell them the truth, their mother is back and she is alive?  Or will I just tell them, when I prove that my husband is alive?

"Daddy, why are you nervous? Is there a problem?"  Serena asked, frowning, looking at me.

I immediately smiled and bowed to the two of them so that I could talk to them.  "No, babies. Daddy's just tired. So, when you finish eating ice cream, go to sleep. Call nanny Kida. Okay?"

"Okay, daddy. Go to sleep so you don't get tired ..." Rick said to me.

I'm lucky to have them in my life.  They are the reason why I am still fine today.  "Thank you, babies ... Daddy loves you so much."

They both smiled at me.  "We love you too, daddy."  They said at once, hugging me tightly.  Cedrena clung to my neck and Rick to my arms.  I smiled.

I loaded them and brought them to the kitchen.  "Eat ice cream here, consume that. Then when you're done, your Yaya Kida will be downstairs."

"Yes, Daddy! Thanks again for the Ice cream! Good night! I love you!"  I smiled.  I almost remembered that line, before I went to sleep.

"Good night, to you too. I love you too, babies!"

I kissed them on the forehead, before turning my back on them.  I'm just tired on this day.  I want to rest.  Before I face tomorrow.

I went into my room.  In Ena and I's room.  When I was able to close the door.  I was dumbfounded when my wife's smiling face greeted me.

The painting is hung above the headboard of our bed, with a picture of sweetie and me.  At the wedding of the two of us.  We both smiled there.

I stared at his beautiful face.  Are you alive, sweetie?  Are you the woman back?  Aren't you dead?  Are you alive?

I was shaken when it was mapped in my mind, that I could not answer a picture.  I moaned, maybe it was a punishment for everything I did before.

He is coming back, for his revenge on me.  How am I going to deal with sweetie's anger, if she is that woman?

I took off my shirt.  I got a towel in the cabinet.  I went into the bathroom, and I quickly opened the shower.

I could feel the cold water flowing all over my body.  The picture of sweetie played on my mind.  I miss her, it's really hard.

I hope if she is that Ena, I hope she can forgive me.  I hope he forgives me of my sin.

Forgive me, sweetie.

-

WE HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR HIM.  We have been waiting for him for a few hours but he still does not come.

Medel and Diego are getting bored, as are David and Kersten.  I even got bored.

"Where are you saying, Ena? Why is there still nothing? Are you just fooling us?"  Medel said.

Napa I look at him then at Diego.  I took a deep breath. 

 "Let's just wait, that will come too,"  I said.  They were all shocked by what I said.

"Oh, if that woman you say doesn't come. You three men will be mad at me!"  Medel was annoyed.

While Diego was just quiet next to him.  He seems to be betting that his wife's anger will not overwhelm him.

"Just be patient, Medel. Maybe that Ena is coming."  Kersten said.  So silence prevails over us again.

I looked at my wristwatch, and I was shaken for three hours as we waited for him here.  It's 10:30 am, but he's still gone.  Does he still have plans to go?

We met, and then said goodbye to them.  "I'll just go first, to my restroom."

They all nodded at me.  I headed to a room near my office.

I opened it and immediately entered.  It was like a room, with bookshelves and a small bed.  There is also a small study table nearby.

I took a drink from the refrigerator that was also in this room, then I poured it into the wine glass I was holding.

I approached the glass window, from which I could see what was happening below.

The hot liquid immediately flowed down my throat, causing me to feel numb.  When I woke up, the bright rays of the sun greeted me.  I blinked, before drinking alcohol again in the glass I was holding.

Can I accept the result of DNA?

Why is there a part of my heart, that I hope she is Sweetie as if she is so happy that she is alive...

But some immediately hurt my heart, knowing that he is angry with me..because of what I did to him.

I took a deep breath and drank the wine again in the glass I was holding.  Then I annoyed myself by throwing it against the wall.  It shattered, and its pieces immediately spread to the floor.

I tweaked my hair.

I looked at the door when there was a knock from it.  I stood up open the person knocking from there.  Only a select few of them are knocking.

When I opened it, I was dumbfounded when sweetie's face appeared to me.  His face turned to smile at me.  But I could see the anger in his eyes.  I just swallowed saliva.

"Come on, let's have DNA ..." He said coldly before turning his back on me.  I saw the reactions of Medel and Kersten.

It seems that they, too, can't believe that Ena is here in front of them now.

"F-friend? Is that you?"  Medel asked Ena in surprise when she got close to them.

Ena smiled at Medel, then hugged her friend tightly.

"Friend! I miss you! My gosh! It's been four years! How are you? Are you Deigo? My son Lance?"

Medel's jaws dropped while still staring at Ena.  He could not believe that Ena was now in front of them.  Even Kersten did the same.  I just gasped and was stunned.

"Is that you, f-friend?"  Medel stammered.

"Yes, I am this friend. Please believe ..." Ena's voice seemed to weaken when she realized that Medel did not seem to believe her.

"If you were Ena, my best friend .. W-when is my birthday?"

"Of course, it's your birthday, f-friend ... I will never forget that, December 29, 1988."

Suddenly our eyes were wide open when Ena was right on Medel's birthday.  Even Medel, too.

"E-ena? You! You, friend!"  Medel said happily and hugged Ena tightly.  Even Kersten approached and hugged Ena tightly.

The three of us, Deigo, just failed.  W-what, does that mean?  Is she my wife?