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My Unrestrained Lives

Mana awakening on Earth brought profound changes, most notably affecting humans. With the rise of mana came the "Twilight Codex" system, granted to all living beings to help them adapt. Amid the chaos caused by those unable to withstand the influx of mana, mysterious gates descended around the globe. "What lies on the other side?" Ellis Miller, a dropout student struggling to make ends meet with part-time jobs, opens his system window to find that perhaps his journey to something extraordinary is just beginning.

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Finding Out (4)

Living for her son, Selena, who had just discovered her purpose in life, felt distressed being a long distance away from him.

When her worry began eating away at her because he wasn't close, because she couldn't reach him, he suddenly appeared in front of her again. She felt an overwhelming surge of happiness and wanted to run to him, hug him with all her might, and if possible, fuse herself into him, as nothing would have felt more perfect.

But seeing her daughter in his arms, hands wrapped around his neck and legs around his waist, Selena felt an immense surge of jealousy. She desperately wished it were her being held instead. She longed to be the one in his embrace, but sadly, she knew she couldn't change anything.

Then when they were eating, he came and asked about her status window. Selena saw it as her only chance. With her indecisiveness and meek personality, she knew it would have taken her forever to confess to him. Yet, in that moment, she was finally able to show him her feelings and reveal, even if just a small part, what she truly felt.

It was then that she finally felt liberated, as though something inside her had become complete. But even then.

"What we're doing, whether it's me or you, is wrong. And it's socially unacceptable."

"But just like you chose your happiness, I chose mine too. Was that wrong?"

"And a man having more than one partner, while legally unacceptable, is still common. So compared to our incestuous relationships, it's nothing."

In Selena's mind, the image of Nikolay flashed, and she thought, If even that half of a man could have so many women around him, then what about my son? With his greatness, even if he had a couple thousand of girls serving him, it would still feel too little.

Returning back home after a short period of time away, Ellis found that both his sister and mother were in their respective rooms.

And while feeling that something clearly had happened, Ellis still decided to clear his mind by retreating to his own room.

Ellis, reflecting on the events with his father, felt the urge to get the full story from his mother. However, concerned about causing her further emotional pain, hurting her, he chose to postpone the conversation for a later time.

Sitting on his bed, Ellis decided it was time to check his status, feeling like it had been ages since he last reviewed it.

[Status]

Name: Ellis Miller

Age: 23

Race: Human

Physique: **** Physique (Incomplete)

[Attributes]

Constitution: F+

Soul: C

Mana: D-

Blank points: 110

Ability: Ephemeral Soul Genesis (Passive)

Skills: Absorption (Passive) Lv.1, Basic Spearmanship (Passive) Lv.1, Meditation (Passive) Lv.3, Mana Sense Lv.9, Mana Circulation Lv.4, Basic Poison Resistance (Passive) Lv.6, Basic Hand To Hand Combat (Passive) Lv.2

[You are under the special (passive) effects of the Blessing "My Son Is Special"]

Seeing the number of Blank Points he had accumulated and the increased list of skills, even though many of them were useless as of now, Ellis still felt a surge of happiness. It was clear to him that these were the fruits of his hard work today.

While also finally feeling confident that the amount of Blank Points he had was sufficient to raise his Constitution.

Ellis decided to raise his Constitution immediately. If he was alone, he didn't care that much. But now, he no longer had the luxury of being careless. With his sister and mother with him and the added complexity of their situation, he needed to be cautious. The military, once he thought of as ally due to his father's influence, now posed a risk, and he can't trust them anymore. Then their suspicious behavior around the supposed goblin dungeon made him wary of them even more.

[Do you want to spend 100 Blank points to raise the F+ Constitution?]

Seeing the new window that appeared, Ellis was surprised by the amount required but having kind of anticipated it wouldn't be cheap given his current strength. So after a moment of contemplation, he went ahead and confirmed.

[Yes]

The moment he confirmed the upgrade, a surge of some kind of energy from deep within him enveloped his entire body, bathing him in a warm, invigorating feeling.

It didn't come with any side effects like pain or discomfort, but Ellis couldn't help but groan from the satisfaction and the addictive pleasure as his body strengthened.

After some time, when the energy feeding his body and the changes had ended, Ellis felt a renewed sense of vitality and strength. He also realized that the increase in his strength was significantly greater than he had thought.

If he had this strength in the Hobgoblin, Ellis doubted he would have needed nine hours or two healing chances. He would have breezed through it without even requiring any healing. 

After savoring the afterglow of his enhanced strength, Ellis decided to try raising his constitution further, curious to see how many points it would require this time.

[Do you want to spend 250 Blank points to raise the E- Constitution?]

Seeing the increased number, Ellis didn't find it too much this time. But driven by curiosity, he decided to confirm the upgrade again.

[Yes]

[Insufficient blank points]

"Hmm." Humming a little, he decided to try the other attributes.

[Do you want to spend 3.000 Blank points to raise the D- Mana?]

[Do you want to spend 200.000 Blank points to raise the C Soul?]

"Wow." Seeing the numbers, Ellis was initially speechless. The amount needed to raise the Mana attribute when it was at D- was understandable and even seemed logical. But the cost for raising the Soul attribute from C rank was astronomical.

'Could it be that the Soul attribute need more Blank Points?'

while the question came him his mind, but knowing it was a problem for the future, he set it aside for now.