Painful memory.

When she walks away I come to my senses a bit.

'Oh no, but what am I thinking, this is not me'

Realizing myself I see that my thoughts are not correct.

'Maybe she's just a mistake of mine like before and maybe she's just a normal friend…'

I try to calm my bad thoughts but the feeling in my heart won't go away.

"That was close almost discovered me"

For some reason I don't want to talk to him right now, so I just nod in response.

"Then we should leave the village before someone else comes"

I just follow him.

We are approaching the exit of the village.

"Now it's time to go out but there are those guards and we must pass as normal as possible, and they probably know you, so we have to make you pass as your old self"

"And how we will do that, I don't know how the old me acted"

"Don't worry, just do what I tell you and it will be fine"

"Okay I hear you"

"Then to begin we must fix that position, get relaxed"

My body relaxes.

"umm"

"Now put your hands in your pocket"

"umm"

"Now for a straight, arrogant face"

I don't know how it would be exactly, but I put on a straight face and my face easily settles as if I'm already used to this position.

"umm"

"And now..."

After a while.

"I think it's perfect"

"So I Got It"

Although my body feels stiff, Yubeng says that it is not very noticeable which gives me more confidence.

'I haven't been in this position for long and I already feel exhausted from acting like this, how come I could maintain this position all day before?'

"Okay now let's go, but don't talk just follow me"

"Okay"

We then started walking with Yubeng leading the way and me following behind.

When we pass through the gate, the guards ignore Yubeng and focus their gaze on me for a moment.

They look at me with some strangeness but they don't say anything and soon they look away from me.

After moving away to a location near the forest.

We exchanged a few words and headed into the woods.

As we walk I have the feeling that I have walked here many times before.

As we walked we came across a fork.

I can see that there is a doubt on Yubeng's face.

'Maybe you don't remember'

Looking at the two paths, I feel familiar with the path on the right.

"I think it's to the right"

"How do you know it's over there"

"I don't know, I just have a hunch that we should go there"

He gives me a suspicious look.

Seeing his gaze makes me feel helpless.

"Do you have a better idea?"

Hearing that he tells me.

"So, let's go"

So we walked to a hidden place among the trees.

'I feel very familiar this place'

I look around.

This is what appears to be a one person boot camp

I move closer to see better.

I approach a tree that was used for practices.

'The weapons are still embedded'

Seeing this I sense that the owner was training recently.

'From Yubeng's words it seems this is where I trained'

Being in this place I can slowly from some part of me the resentment is coming.

I'm feeling hate for this place.

'Apparently in the old fashioned way I didn't like to train'

It's all I can think of, I want to go to this place that is bleak west for me.

"Yubeng?"

I look around but can't find it.

So I try to find it.

'Where did he go?'

After walking a bit I see him.

I approach the one who seems distracted and can't hear my footsteps.

When I get closer I can feel my restless heart.

I move closer to his side and ahead I can see how the grass on the ground is bent or distorted outwards forming a figure similar to that of a person.

Seeing this strange formation, I start to feel fear inexplicably, something tells me not to approach it.

'What is this place?'

"Hey Yubeng why does that place feel weird"

"Oh it's nothing, it's nothing you have to worry about, but look over here, you fell over there"

He points me in a direction.

I go where he points because that place does not make me feel good

"This looks familiar too"

This place also makes me feel familiar but for some reason it also makes me feel scared but not as much as the other one.

"You only have an impression or something else you can say"

"No, just something familiar nothing more"

I'm a little embarrassed to say that I'm afraid, I wouldn't want you to think of me as someone who is easily afraid.

"It's ok Satsuki we'll go to the last place today if you don't remember something it's ok anyway"

"Okay"

Seeing his face sighing I see that today's results did not convince him.

So we return to the village.

'How good it feels to be back, that place had me a little stressed.'

So while we were walking Yubeng spoke to me.

"Hey Satsuki, the place we're going to is a bit special so if you feel bad or uncomfortable, tell me and we can stop"

"Okay"

After telling me that, we headed down a couple more alleys and soon came to flat ground.

In the distance you can see a construction, seeing this as soon as it starts makes me feel uncomfortable in my heart.

But I don't say anything.

The closer we get, it can be seen that it is a wall with a double gate in the middle.

Seeing that door froze me for a moment.

I feel my heart beat.

I feel fear invade my heart but Yubeng's words wake me up from my stupor.

"Are you okay? If you want we can come back if you feel uncomfortable"

Hearing those words I come to myself and without thinking I answer him in the calmest way I can.

"No, it's fine, just a little surprised, we can continue without problem"

Then I see that he frowns but turns and continues walking.

After walking a little more we find ourselves before a half-open door with a simple precaution fence.

"We will enter"

"Yes, no problem"

We go over the fence.

So we started walking through the middle of the house.

When we are walking, panic invades me.

I feel my heart tight.

My shoulders tense.

I look nervously to the sides, constantly moving my eyes as if nervously looking for someone in question.

She unconsciously crossed her arms, shivering a bit from the cold despite being in the middle of the sunrise.

I feel cold sweat running down my back as my heart is beating irregularly.

I feel like it's getting colder the deeper we go.

My face grows paler each time.

My breathing becomes heavy.

I try to make as little noise as possible as if I was afraid of breaking the calm of this place and someone would notice me because of that noise.

I want to tell Yubeng to go back but the words don't come out of my mouth, it seems I've gone mute, I want to touch her back so she'll notice my situation but my body doesn't respond to my thoughts, I feel like the chains are binding my arms.

I am afraid of going away from Yubeng and being at a greater distance makes my anxiety grow.

I move closer to his back, I feel like I want to cry to get all the feelings I have right now.

But I'm afraid to do it.

Emotions like fear, hate, resentment, reluctance, invade me inside.

Soon we are walking around the house.

My gaze stops at a house like any other, but the moment I saw it, I couldn't look away for a second.

My heart starts to beat faster as my breathing gets heavier, my mind is blank I can't think of anything.

After spending a second that seemed like hours, I feel a deep pain inside my head.

I clutch my head, unconsciously my eyes narrowing in pain.

The pain is getting worse by the minute.

It's getting to a point where I can't stand it.

I fall on my legs, the pain is already unbearable, I can't scream, I feel like I'm suffocating.

I unconsciously give a small moan of pain.

I feel someone shake me but I can't think who it is.

I feel that he tells me something but I can't pay attention I can only say:

"My head hurts...ahh...ahh"

After saying it I feel that someone raises my arm and pulls me up.

Feeling that he is unconsciously pulling me, I walk.

I can't take it anymore, my mind darkens as my eyes darken.

I pass out

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Someone with a good heart could give me a synopsis, as you've seen mine, I'm not good at making one.