A CHANCE

I was zoning out. Reminsicing all the words I said just now. I felt like it was all a dream. I can't believe I feel guilty towards him after all this.I can't lie I did feel relieved after confessed everything to Aidan.My hearts feel lighter.It felt like a burden lifted off my shoulders. I should be happy that I don't have to pretend I am happy for his new girl. I don't have to try to look good in front of him. I can be myself again.Most importantly, I don't have to deal with his crazy ex- girlfriends to fulfill my role as his bestfriend.I'm wondering how will my day start tomorrow as I will not have him in my life anymore. I didn't think that through.I let out a big sigh.

Wow, Thats a big sigh."Jay said while smiling.

"Sorry senior Jay..I.."

"Gaya..You know right,I will be there for you."He ruffled my hair playfully.

"Senior Jay..you heard everything?"I asked him. He nodded in reply. I sighed again. Ohhh!!Another person who saw my pathetic side.I should stop embrassing myself in front of people..

"You don't have to feel embrassed with me...Are you okay now..or you need another ice cream?"He asked in a joking tone.

AHHH!I do remember asking him for ice cream when I was crying my heart out.I always eat some sweet stuff to calm myself down or when I needed a break. The sugar rush will make me forget all the problems.FOR A MOMENT!

"Stop teasing me.."I whined like a baby.He just laugh while looking at me.

"I mean its funny how you asked for an ice cream while crying.. It was too cute.."He said made me smile.Wow he really knows how to sweet talk.Why is he helping me?Does he want something from me?Is there any intentions behind all this good acts of him?

I shook my head to get rid of the negative thoughts about. He such a sweetheart and always helps me with my dance competitions.I guess he pities me. After all, he heard the my stupid confession to my own bestfriend. The worst he saw me getting rejected too.

Gaya you should stop embrassing yourself in front of people.I reminded myself again.You have a image to keep up Gaya.

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I know I am being selfish to take advantage on Gaya now but I love her too. Way more than she loving her bestfriend. The second I saw her at the dance club I know I am going to wife her up one day. When I came to know about her crush, I backed off because I can't compete with the guy who is known Gaya for a long time. He always sticks with Gaya that I almost thought he too had some kinda feelings for her but when I saw him kissing that girl today. I know he doesn't deserve Gaya. The hints Gaya gave him was obvious but he didn't manage to catch up.The way he stares at him and always lighten up when he suprise visits during her rehearsal.Gosh.. I wish Gaya will stare at me with her doe eyes.I would literally die.

I realise I was staring at her again. I chuckled to myself. She is so precious.Yes I like at her when I saw her for the first time but I fell in love when I saw her dance at the stage.She was wearing this red flowy dress that enhanced her dusky skin tone How her dress fit all her curves perfectly was insane. Oohh yeah.. The butterfly tattoo on her shoulder blade made her sexier when she appeared on stage .The way she expressed herself through dance made me so mesmerized. Her movements,her body,her facial expressions can make any man go crazy. A lot of people crush on her too and I am one of them.I approached her with an intention to make her my girl but she only had eyes for that one person.

When I heard their conversation today. I know I will be with her no matter what.My heart ached when I saw her crying. Without wasting a minute I hugged her so that she will won't have to go through all this alone. I really hoped my embrace would feel her safe enough that she could express herself. I felt butterflies in my stomach after she hugged me. I smiled to myself.She trusts me. I was lucky enough even to give forehead kiss. She didn't pull away with disgust which made me happiest man on earth.I would never make her cry if she is with me. But it's a good thing because she broke it off with her toxic friend.

She made a cute face when she was asking for ice cream. I wish I took a video of that but I know it would be a ridiculous idea to pull a camera at the moment. My eyes never left her figure. I find it cute when she was embrassed knowing I heard the conversation between her and Aidan.Aidan? That guy....

Aidan...Aidann.Aidannn..How can you not fall in love with this person even though you spent years together. I just wish I met Gaya earlier before Aidan comes into the picture. In that way,She wouldn't have suffered supressing all her feelings for him.I would snatch her by that time.We would together already.

Its not too late for me. I am getting some hope that one day Gaya will be mine. I would do anything for her but for now let me accompany her while she gets healed from her rejection.Well, I hope she gets over it fast so that I could shoot my shot.

"Is there ice cream on my face senior Jay?"She asked. I nodded as no while ruffling her hair again.I wished I could play with her like this hair forever. I guess I should put in more efforts for that.I am going to try win your heart Gaya. I am not giving up.

"Gaya..You still coming to the dance practice?"She stayed silent. I know she needs time to herself.She went through a lot. She should rest.Maybe tomorrow her mood will be better and I can see her genuine smile again.

"Maybe you should take a day off today but tomorrow you should be present that too on time..okay?"I suggested.

"Yes boss and thank you for everything.. I will never forget your help."She said . Automatically,I smiled ear to ear. Gosh! She would be death for me one day.

"Let me drop you off"I said while she just nodded.YEss!Extra time that I get to spend with her.

I love you Gaya.I can be a better boyfriend than him so just give me a chance to enter your heart.