I hate this world
I hate this world
the strong eat the weak ,
And they don't even have the decency to show it
they preach about peace and morale and as soon as the camera turns away... they eat their own people
they preach about freedom yet they oppress their own
they preach about protecting earth and yet build nukes and the likes…
and at the first sign of profit they destroy the environment
they make themselves look like saving angels and once they get the power, they turn into strangling demons
us humans ...we are truly despicable creatures
you live wearing a mask… hypocrisy is the name of the game
I had a good family, we ate everyday … there were honestly many people worse off than we were.
and that pissed me off , I mean I had food clothing and shelter… and those in power said
[on T.V]
"be grateful we're offering you a luxurious life"
those bastards… having the world… they treat us like cattle… cows to be milked for money
they have servants, airplanes ,they wage wars and we die…
and they say having the bare necessities are a luxury?!!
Just having internet and a laptop, to many people… that was a luxury… but for an engineer those are the most basic of needs ,but seeing the toll it took on my parents.. that.. was killing me slowly
my father's hair became white at an early age and I assure you it was not genetic
[shows a scene where his father is entering the house exhausted]
that's his second shift
my mother's salary was always cut in half due to taxes
their eyes are lifeless
they worked endlessly…
and they were draining their blood and cutting their flesh to provide for me. I realized that sooner than any child should
[narrating his life story]
ever since I was a kid I loved to read and that was a very big blessing but it was also a curse..
thanks to all that I always managed to see the dark side of things
my thinking expanded beyond my age.. I never noticed the difference until I was a teenager
everyone was thinking about their dreams, the house they'll own…
they believed this world was a good place…
they believed someone will help…
but me… I saw through the illusion…
I knew the dark truth…
so I buried myself in books trying to learn or as I like to put it (evolve)
All that while silently and helplessly watching my parents endure and give their lives for me
There was no hope… there wasn't time for living… you can't get tired… you're a machine… a machine…don't waste your parents' efforts… live…live
work harder… find a way to save your parents…
you can't remain a burden…
I got very high grades but in return I lost almost every emotion I had ,for example when I have done a major accomplishment happiness would last for only 10 minutes at most... if I was lucky ..only two emotions are left
wrath and hatred
at some point I lost even my appreciation for my parents
and the worst was yet to come
in schools they boss you around.. if have not done your homework you are punished..
If you forgot a book you are punished
If you failed an exam you are punished
If you get into a fight no matter who is in the wrong ,most of the time you are punished
and then there is this…
[in a classroom]
MC : "why not solve this problem using this method instead?"
Teacher : "this isn't what I'm teaching here… either you use what I teach or you fail"
and I was an exemplary student...
I hated it
there are exams, hard exams, and unnecessary hard exams
this goes for both school and university
I can deal with the first type and the second as a necessary evil
but what I can not stand by any means is that sadistic bastard who creates the third type
and if you dare to object… you're punished
when you think about it… every stage of your life… there is someone stronger… someone you can't retaliate against
I saw my friends rake up debts in their college years…
they believed student loans were meant to help
they had no clue these were shackles…
a lot of them seemed like the living dead… mere shells of their former selves
Once you get out of education your boss bosses you around… the government bosses you around and so forth till the day you die
if you object… you're fired
if you object… you're imprisoned
I truly hate this world
this damn broken world
where everything is taken from the moment you're born…
"sorry to inform you ,sir, but you have tumor and it is fatal ,my condolences"* doctor walks away*
oh is that so… but I am only 25…I can't even cry
well at the very least this was not caused by humans… dying doesn't sound that bad… I am grateful that I will at least leave this messed up world
*on his hospital bed*
you know… I used to get out of that reality by watching isekais… I watched every single one
Please dear lord… if I can experience such joy grant it to me… I will be forever grateful
if I ever get a second chance… I won't be cattle… I won't be weak… no one will boss me around
*closes his eyes for the last time*