My responsibility.

It has dawned on me that I'm all alone and I'm responding for my own decisions and if it turns out bad ,I would be the one to bear the consequences alone .I should do what I think is best and take responsibility for it if it turns out ugly.I rather do what I want to do and what I feel is best than follow the advice or people who I'm not even sure whether they have my best interest at heart.Its true that they are my friends and they have proved it sometime but that doesn't mean I'll have to go with everything they've told me.My opinion matters too and we never know,it might just be the best.

After giving it much thought I prepared and headed out .I was going to see Zoddie,Mariana was not yet back from her trip and I would have loved it if she was around.At least she always makes me happy when I'm sad with all her spicy stories and jokes.

I miss her alot , but I miss my family even more.I cannot be able to travel like Mariana because my place is not even a little bit close to the school.I have to wait till after the semesters exams before I start making plans of travelling .

I took a cab to Zoddie's house and on my way I was just praying I was doing the right thing.I made that decision on impulse and I'm not sure whether it's the best but I just have to chose one and I have done so.There are no two ways about it.

My phone rang and it was Mariana calling.Its so weird because we hardly call each other .We just didn't like calls rather we preferred to chat on WhatsApp.

Hello Betty,how are you today?She asked with her ever magnificent voice.

I'm fine Mary,I'm suprised to see your call,hope everything Is alright?..

She laughed so hard and I started wondering whether there is something else that's making her laugh .

Well I just wanted to know how you are doing ,,How are things with Zoddie?

And it seems like you're on the road or something..Where are you heading to?

I didn't expect that question and I took some minutes thinking about what to say.Betty are you there ?Mariana asked .

Yeah sorry Mary,the thing is I'm going to see Zoddie now.What??Wow babe you are not telling me something ,are you guys together already?You didn't even tell me.

I was surprised at her statement ,it seems like she already knew something was up and I don't remember sharing the situation with her ,not because I didn't want to but because I felt I should just disregard everyones opinion and do what I feel like doing.

Jay filled me in on everything that has happened and how you guys were together the day he went to see you,and you didn't even tell me anything. That's bad of you though,I thought we were friends and sisters and we don't hide anything from each other .I had to find out from your brother and not you,Mariana added and I was speechless.

I can't believe Jay went on to spread fake news and most of all,to Mariana. I wonder what's up with those two.

Mariana I don't know what lie Jay told you or why he was comfortable talking to you about me but I don't care about that anymore. You should have asked me first and find out my own part of the story before going ahead to feed on what Jay told you.I always tell you everything and there is nothing to tell you now.If there is something to say,I would have told you.

Let's just talk later ,I'm not in the mood anymore I said and cut the call.

What a mess.