9. I'm Feeling Confused? So, I'll tell you a a story!

First of all, I have woken up before the sun. It's cold, but feels nice. Second, When I searched Why can one always feel cold even in hot weather conditions? They said, It may be due to my imbalanced metabolism. So, I have found one more medical fault in me to defeat. Which I'll do later.

(Just wanted to say these these things as a morning greeting from my timeline.)

NOW!!!!

ONTO THE MAIN TOPIC!!!

I've been having this strange feeling again, THAT SOMETHING IS GOING WRONG. It's been a week, I think?

When I thought about What I might have did that I may regret. ONLY one thing comes to mind.

So, today's topic is:-

Brutal Honesty is still BRUTAL Honesty.

I should not be like that, If I want to maintain my social relationships.

So, Let me tell you a Story!!!

It's about Me, from one of my Past Lives...I think?

Where, I lived as a Bird.

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Long, long time ago...

There lived a Crow, in a heaven defying forest.

The Forest was as large as 7538 Amazon Forests present right now. And, It only had Moonlight colour leaves in it, with the woods looking like bronze pillars.

There were only a few Humans in that world. It was filled with Non Humans.

There, existed The Bird Kingdom, ruled by the Bird King, "Garhuda".

That backstory is not that important right now, So....I'LL SKIP!!!!

The Main Character of this Story are three Birds!

There was a Crow, An Owl and A Swan.

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Introduction is finished.

Now, The Owl and The Swan were long time friends. They knew each other for years. They knew how to stay friends even though both had two different worlds.

The Crow,.....Hmmn...

He had joined their group for only a few months.

Here, I am going to write this chapter based on an experience of this crow here.

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The Crow was a honest bird. Which means he was ignorant as well. As he didn't know how to react in a way which don't hurt others feelings. He never really was able to fit in the Brid Kingdom. He knew, that something was wrong with how he talked, or walked, or idk (I'm not the crow right now, so don't expect me to know about their features.)

Oh, and after that realization that he was indeed an ignorant bird, but didn't know what was it that he ignored often, He stopped making bird friends.

One day, He was flying high in the sky.

Then, He found a Lake, A Silver Shining Lake.... He flew across the lake to see if any one of the birds can provide him what he wanted. He flew around the lake for sometime, then, he found a Swan literally barking on a bunch of birds. He thought, "Will I be able to be acquaintance with this Swan, If I acted Harmless?"

He tried approaching her. And for his surprise, It was not that difficult to get inside that circle. As the crow was not interested in the other birds in the first place, It was easy to befriend the Swan.

After a few weeks, The Crow and the Swan had a quarrel, as the Crow was still ignorant towards his own behaviour. Then, An Owl came to visit the Crow's house at night.

It helped clearing the misunderstandings between the Crow and the Swan.

The Crow also told the Owl that he knew him, as the Swan often talked about how they were nice friends.

It was nice. They all decided to stay as friends after putting some conditions.

One of the conditions was TO BE HONEST ABOUT YOURSELF.

Another was that IF YOU ARE GOING TO BREAK THIS FRIENDSHIP, BE SURE TO LET THE OTHER PARTY KNOW. AS THEY WON'T MIND AFTER KNOWING A HONEST REASON. And Honest Reason doesn't have to Be a Perfect and Harmless Reason. That's the charm about Honesty. I think?

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Anyway, this was the whole introduction of the story.

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NOW, LET'S COME TO THE CHAPTER!!!

NAME: IS BRUTAL HONESTY NECESSARY?(i know it changed, but who care...i'm in a roll today)

After a few more weeks of hanging out with the other two. The Crow found that the Owl had some useless ornaments with him. Yes! Gold and Diamonds!!!! Even, Dragons lust after treasure....ofc, birds have the sin called Greed too...

The Crow had a feeling of Greed(It sounds as something bad, Let's say its a materialistic mindset) inside him.

And, he knew it was wrong to let it out. But, What can I say....He was a Honest Fucker?

He asked the Owl directly to give him some of the unused ornaments. The golden rings which was just rings for the Owl Species...were like a royal treasure for the Crow's species. So, this fucker, directly expressed that he had a desire developing inside him. Which was what some call greed. He used the word LEND to reduce the damage he was taking in his morality, while expressing everything to the Owl.

The Owl took this passively, as usual...and agreed for the transaction, whenever it was possible.

Then, Days Passed. Weeks Passed. The Owl went to hibernate and came back.

And, the Crow matured during that time.

He felt that something was not right with their relationship?

He thought " THIS IS NOT WHAT I WANT. I RATHER HAVE SOMETHING GENUINE THAN SOMETHING HONESTLY BRUTAL."

He had a feeling that there was a wall he couldn't break now, just because he was honest about his feelings, even though it was one of his Seven Deadly Sins.

He wanted to stay in this relationship on 100% genuine terms. But, What can we say...

"IS SOMETHING 100% GENUINE EVEN POSSIBLE?"

"SHOULD WE JUST SUGARCOAT AND FILTER OUR INNER SELVES TO MAINTAIN THE SUPERFICIALLY GOOD RELATIONSHIP WE HAVE?"

"AM I STUPID?"(wait....? where did this come from?)

So, This is the Story of a Crow who was Genuinely Stupid and didn't like hiding his desires.(atleast to his only two friends.)

I don't remember What happened after that?

I was such a strange dream....that I thought I only slept for a moment and then woke up all confused!!!

What do you think the Crow should have done?

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Be Clever and shouldn't have shown his greed on materialistic things?

Be Stupid and Let his greed overflow.And after realization, Don't utter a single thing, and let the river flow...?

Be totally dependent on his instinct, as he know he's honest atleast...and lose those friends like others, as they tried to distance the greedy crow first or something? I meant Pride of a Crow???

Be honest about Everything?(I think that's his only good trait!) And Risk the SINK OR SAIL Thingy again....?

Be just like the normal crows and forget shits here and focus on the superficial relationships he sees in the Bird Kingdom?

Everything is Stupid!!!!

I knew for a fact that, When I wrote the Title of my this chapter...

I didn't mean anything by the word CONFUSED....

Now, I sure am feeling the impact of that single word I put there unconsciously.

THE END|!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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P.S} I like to write because, whenever I write something...The things I have hidden inside myself....Which even I don't know(AKA IGNORANCE), Comes out in my writings without me knowing!!!!