Chapter 2(The Lonely Boy)

Hi! I'm Cyke. I'm a simple person, and I'm very shy, a coward too. My hubby is to sleep, I feel tired for everything. I have no friends, my partner in all things is only myself.

I'm an 4th year high school student, and next year after I'd graduate, my dad would take us to another country where he works, to live there, and to enroll in school there. My parents was always mad at me, because I'm lazy, but even I'm lazy at housework, I belonged to the top ten in our class. I'm doing everything to make my parents proud, but they still think on me as rubbish and worthless. That was painful for me, because even my own parents didn't trust my ability. I didn't know why my parents treated me like that, but they are kind in Mike and Herish, they are my brothers. Mike is the oldest and he is nurse now, and Herish is the youngest. Only our Mom, Herrish and I residue on this house, because my elder brother Mike works far away from our home, and our Dad is work in another country. I was so tired of living because no one was there for me. I feel like I'm being dumped, I'm jealous of my siblings because they are supported by our parents. I thought suicide before, because my life has no purpose.

Our house is a bit old. In fact, it was my Grandfather's house, we were very close to each other. He is the only one who is kind to me , he always defend me on my parents every time. But sadly, my Grandfather died 5 years ago.