Tenth day of 2023

I miss you.

I don't ache as much today.

But I miss you so much.

We could be great friends.

Why is the only option never talking again?

I fucking miss you so much. I love you. But I can't even tell you that…because what would be the point?

2nd

I'm still checking my phone too often.

I hope it ends… because otherwise this will never end.

I won't reach out.

Thinking about out it- I've never reached out first. It was always you.

So take a break this time.

Find someone better.

Someone who hasn't lied about everything not realising they would end up here.