Fourteenth day of 2023

I can't tell if it's my heart or my soul anymore.

I've had two decent meals today- 10 hours apart. It's better- but not by much.

I love you.

I love you so much that saying I love you doesn't feel like enough.

2nd

I feel your absence so strongly right now.

Where are you?

Why aren't you here with me?

Would you be happy if you were?

Would I be happy if you were?

I feel like the answer is no, but is that the truth?

You were right. We couldn't be friends even if we tried.

I love you too much.

3rd entry

Brilliant.

I've just cried over you again.