21 Feb 2023

I've been feeling very stupid recently.

I don't care for the mistakes I've made. That's not what's making me feel stupid.

It's the fact that my feelings numbed themselves out- confused the fuck out of me- and are now back?

It's like I'm so naturally indecisive that it's biological.

I want to see you.

But I'd never make the first move.

Not because of pride.

But because it would mean doing all of that once again.