Five

I kept playing with his hair just trying to ignore what had happened in the gym, but I couldn't." But... What if they find out that I really am the one that happened too..." I said moving away curling up on myself." Hey don't think about it I said I'd protect didn't I?" He said and I looked at him nodded." Yeah..." I said and leaned against him.

"Do you want your sweater back?" I asked looking at him." No it's fine I don't want you to get cold" he said and I shook my head." I have jacket in my locker" I said and he nodded some." I'll walk you there" he said and I stood up." You don't have too.."

"I want too" he said and I nodded walking next to him opening the door inside and we walked the halls my arms to my side my hands covered mostly by the sleeves and it went pretty far down on me, I was hoping I didn't stay as short as I was at the moment." Alex" I heard and looked over to him, stopping with him." Yeah?" I asked.

"Isn't that your locker right there?" He asked and I looked ahead to see a bunch of kids by it, I bit my lip and nodded." Yeah... It is" I said looking at it then looked down." I got it" he said and walked over, I couldn't hear anything but a few kids walked past me one slapping my butt making me tense up a lot." Alex" he said and I walked to him.

"Thanks.." I said and calmed down being by him feeling him slide his hand into the sleeve holding my hand. I smiled and used my other hand to open my locker and when I did a bunch of papers fell out, I caught most of them but sat on the floor pulling my hand from him and I read a bunch of them tensing up as I started to have a panic attack, I tried breathing to calm down.

"Alex what do they say?" He asked grabbing one and reading it." What the hell.." He mumbled." What's that one?" He asked and I shook my head before looking down at it again. -you deserved it you slut now kill yourself for ruining his life- I could feel myself going into my panic attack and I just moved forward clinging to him.

I felt rocking and I looked up." Did I black out?" I asked and he shook his head as he kept reading the papers." This is horrible... They don't even actually know it's you" he mumbled a little angry, he took the paper I had and read it his eyes getting wide and he looked very upset." Stay here Alex" he said grabbing all the papers.

I nodded and grabbed my jacket handing him back his sweater." Thank you Alex" he said and I nodded staying by my locker as I was told. After a few minutes there were guys and girls acting like they cared and that they were sorry that happened, they were lying I could tell." Cut the crap" I said then one of the girls slapped me.

"You should have stayed quiet you slut now our principal is gone" she said and the others nodded, they said a lot of stuff like how I probably liked it and just wanted more attention, and how I probably went to him all the time for other things and when I wanted sex. I just stood there trying to ignore them and not cry." Go to class" I heard and they ran off." Alex are you okay?" I heard and looked up to see Schlatt and the guidance counselor.

"Ignore the notes like this just get rid of them" he said and I nodded some." Hey they didn't do anything right?" Asked Schlatt I glanced up at them and shook my head, Schlatt sighed softly and hugged me." It's okay it's gonna be okay" he said and I nodded.

The next few days were hell, far worse then when I... Was being touched all the time." Hey Alex bend over more so we can see what he wanted out of you" I heard when I went to pick something up, I just sat basically on me knees picked up my stuff then stood.' Welp no more bending over' I thought to myself as I walked out of class, I saw Schlatt and walked to him." Hey" I said and he looked at me and smiled.

We walked through the halls talking to each other but I could feel their stares or hear their whispers about me, they had made a bit of rumors about me too... Oh well." Ignore them Alex.." He whispered to me and I nodded. We stopped outside the guidance counselor's office." Talk to you later" I said and he nodded walking away as I walked in." Hey.." I said closing the door." Hello Alex right on time as per usual"

I sat in the other chair and curled up." I can't even bend over to grab my stuff anymore... Everywhere I go in this damn school people are staring or whispering, and they started this rumor that I'm doing it with you..." I said curling up more tearing up." I'm tired of this.. I'd switch schools but I feel like it would follow and be worse..." I said and looked at him." I know things are tough but they will stop eventually and forget about it and you only have a year left after this" he said and I nodded looking down some.

After a bit I got up and left to my next class and while walking through the halls some kids came over to me." Go away.. I have to get to class" I said and they just kept talking shit and somewhat flirting but not really." Aww but why don't you show us a good time" said one of the girls twirling her hair around her finger, I shook my head then kept walking going past them but stopped feeling my butt get grabbed.

I looked back at them and the guys of the group laughed." Calm down it was just a friendly touch no need to get excited about it" said one of them and I just ran to my class, I was tired of this really not of the teachers helped. I stopped and knocked on the door." Hello Alex" said the teacher when she opened the door, I nodded walking in and sat in my seat I sat down and it wasn't by anyone else so I was glad, I didn't even care that it was by the teacher's desk.

The next day when lunch came around I walked with Schlatt to our usually spot and once we sat down I hugged him, tightly." Alex.." I heard and I just got closer to him." I can't take this anymore!" I said as tears started to build up, I hid my face into his chest." I can't take the everyday teasing and touching! At this rate it would have been better if I killed myself!" I said while crying.

"Alex don't say that!" Schlatt said grabbing my face pulling me away some so we made eye contact." Don't ever say you'd be better off died... I need you I always have" he said blushing some." Even when I didn't know it... You are a missing piece in my puzzle.." He said leaning forward." I have to have you.." He said and I blushed some.

"Without you I don't know what I would do..." He said as we both leaned in our lips barely touching." I love you Alex" I felt against my lips and my face heated up a ton, I felt his lips press against mine so I got closer.' Wait is this kissing? Am I kissing him? Holy shit I'm having my first kiss! I think' my thoughts were a mess at the moment.

"Does that count as a first kiss..?" I heard as he pulled away, I nodded some hugging him." I say it does" I said and he hugged me back." Do you want to be my boyfriend?" I asked and he smiled some nodding. I got closer and we kissed again, I closed my eyes and leaned closer. We kissed for what felt like forever but I loved it then the feeling of his lips was gone." Okay Alex you need to eat I know you haven't.." He said and I looked down.

"I am eating.." I said but I knew he knew, I felt something poke my lip and I glanced up and saw a baby carrot." Eat mee" he said in a high pitched voice making me laugh some, I took it from him with my mouth pushing it in and just letting it sit in my cheeks." Haha eat it you goof" he said and I shook my head." Eat it" I shook my head again." Alex eat the carrot" he kinda whined at me and I shook my head." Alexxx" he whined and I just shook my head again." Fine don't eat it" he said then I just started to chew on it.

He looked at me with a 'really' look to which I just giggled." Yummy" I said smiling then kissed his cheek." Your lips are soft" I whispered into his ear and he blushed some and it twitched a little, I could always hear the sound of the little bell on his ear even though I heard it so much." A-alex don't" he said in a slight whine putting his hand against my face.

I kissed his hand a few times which made him laugh but also blush more, he just put another carrot infront of me which I put in my mouth whole." Your so weird" he said and I smiled nodded some." I know that"