Shocked

I woke up this morning with a huge smile , I kept replaying what happened , I legit couldn't not believe it actually happened , but I was soon assured.

I got to class , sat in my usual seat beside Kat. Shit I forget about her , but I don't need to feel guilty right , she legit turned a blind eye when I confessed how I felt.

"Morning Kat and don't worry about it just forget what I said yesterday and hopefully we can move pass that and continue being friends , is that kool ?"

"I guess" , Kat replied. I didn't think too much of it. Once I heard heels kisses the ground , my focus shift and I just smirked.

Miss. Pea was looking yummy as always. I was more focused than ever , she had on a black dress that hugged her body , and showed off her curves. Let me not forget her sunkissed skin was sparkling as always. Absolute meal, after class I quickly realized I didn't take her number and just slipped mine in her pocket on a piece of napkin along which something naughty on the back.

Head straight to get food because , your gurl loves to eat. Whish I was having Miss. Pea my now favorite meal 😋 but save the best for last, if you know , you know.

Since Wendies had no line I headed straight there , after getting my food I sat in my usual spot.

A cold hand softly rubs my shoulder and I looked around to see Kat. Hey girl , what's up ?.

"Kat smile then muttered softly can I talk to you" . "Sure", I said with a confused expression.

Kat sat down , took a deep breath and said " I know I hurt your feelings yesterday by the way I reacted and I wanted to say I am sorry . Also I reacted that way because I got nervous and didn't have words at the time. I know you said to forget it but I guess what I'm trying to say is I feel the same way too, but I just didn't know how to tell you" .

Bissh my eyes literally looked like they were going to fall out. In my head in like , seriously you got me fucked up.

Realizing I needed to respond , held her hand and said " Amma be honest , I understand everything you just said and I'm excited you feel the same way too , but the way u reacted yesterday got my head fucked up. Someone helped me through it though and and now we are together. I honestly don't want to mess things up with her because she's a really nice , careful and kind person. So it's best we continue to be friends".

Y'all when the last word left my mouth , I saw her eyes watered and it thore me . I couldn't bear seeing how bad that made her feel so I told her I have to studying for a test and headed to my dorm. Before you judge me ,that's if you are. To be fair she broke me first the fuck and I'm not about to hurt my queen because somebody finally come to their senses aaaaah nooo.

Once I got back to the crib , I hopped on the bed and enjoyed my meal. Cause God know it's too much drama for one day.

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After eating I decided to just sleep it off since I got nothing better to do and only work on weekends now .

Knockings woke my ass out of my sex dream with Miss . Pea, so you know I'm hella pissed.

Bissh that not even the worst part , I turned to check the time and it was 11 pm in the Goddam night.

If it ain't Miss. Pea so help me God Amma knock the mother fucker cold out. I opened the door with my fist up. When I saw who was standing at the door y'all my mouth fell open and I stood in outer shock.

If you want to know who is was stay stunned for more my upcoming chapter.

written by -Tanya-lee

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