Chapter 4 First Day

Saying it hurt would be an understatement. Once he slipped it in inside me, I clamped down the pillow to hold in the cry that I wanted to scream at the top of my lungs. Water droplets started to form in my eyes and I felt my whole body shake at the unbearable pain. As he didn’t even know that, he went on being aggressive and kept thrusting his hips, filling me with the overwhelming feeling of whether to feel good or cry out in pain.

He groans, “F*ck, why are you so tight?”

I was busy fighting the urge to cry out so I didn’t reply to him. And so he continued to ravage my insides in his way. After a while, the pain started to subside, and replaced was the pure pleasure that completely made me drown in ecstasy. Sweat covered both of our bodies and I couldn’t help but cling to him, my nails dug into his back as he started to go deeper inside of me.

Then, out of nowhere, he muttered a name. A woman’s name.

“Suzy…”

He didn’t stop. I wondered who that woman was because he kept on repeating that name the whole night. I couldn’t blame him, he was too drunk to even recognize me and the dark didn’t help. It also didn’t matter to me since I just wanted his seed and that was all. We were never going to meet again after this.

And so, the night lasted until both of our bodies gave up.

~*~

When the morning came, I knew it was time to go. I didn’t bother sleeping since I didn’t want to be seen or talk to him after we spent the night together. So I grabbed all of my stuff and left hastily from the room. And of course, since I am kind, I even ordered him a breakfast, which he’d pay for, but at least I did the gesture, right?

As I got out of the hotel, I took one last look at the hotel. I reminisced about the fantasy that just became reality last night and I couldn’t be happier to forget all about it right now. Seeing how much he cummed inside me, I’m sure I’d get pregnant!

I let out a satisfied grin, “Goodbye, handsome man. Have a good life!”

I wasn’t really such a free woman with lots of time. It just happened that I cleared my schedule for my best friend’s birthday. But my normal life includes a normal routine for my age. I'm 26 years old and I'm currently a newly hired graphic artist in a big company.

Cube Inc, it’s a tech company that I’ve always dreamed of working for, so when I had enough experience from the small company I worked for before, I made sure to not look back and apply for the vacant position in my dream company. I was confident with my skills, and I knew it’d be no time before I get the marketing supervisor position back as I had before. Also, another reason why I applied for that job is that my best friend is already working there as part of the HR Department. And as for convenience, I wanted to get away from certain people that’s why I also wanted to move to the city.

I currently live alone with my mom. And as for my father?

My father is a cheater, I wouldn’t care less about that stupid man.

While my mom was pregnant, he had the audacity to get another woman pregnant. His atrocities didn’t even stop there. I even lived with his mistress and children for a few years before I finally snapped. I was rebellious and I couldn’t tolerate the abuse that we had to endure. Yet, no matter how much I begged my mom, my mom believed that my dad would change.

Which he never did. So when I graduated, I didn’t hesitate and took my mom away from that house. Thankfully my horrible dad didn’t stop us, it’s like he knew that my mom would still bother him. And as much as I hated it, he wasn’t wrong. My mother still talks to him on a daily basis, as if we weren’t cast away after he just took in his other family.

I hate it.

I grew up hating the idea of love that my mom had held onto with all her heart.

It doesn’t bother me that much anymore to this day. I had barely seen those people ever since I moved out of the town with my mom. We were in a small part of the city, as that was all I could afford at the moment. It was closer to the company and it was more convenient for me.

A week has passed since that day.

I was getting ready for my first day in the company. When I looked decent enough to make a good impression, I hurriedly went down for breakfast. As soon as my mom saw me, she giggles in excitement.

“Who’s ready for her first day on the job?”

“Mom, stop treating me like a kid.” I chuckled and sat down to eat with her. “You look more excited than me.”

“Who wouldn’t? my daughter’s dream of being part of her dream company has finally come through! I would’ve made you a cake to celebrate but you keep rejecting me!” She laughs, she just watched me eat my breakfast before she spoke again. “Oh right, didn’t you say that Emily also works in that company?”

“Yeah, she works in the HR department.”

“That’s great then! You already have someone you know in the company!”

“Tell me about it, knowing how annoying she is, she’d probably visit me in the company without stop. She even screamed louder than you when she discovered I passed the application.”

“What? I thought I got the loudest voice!” My mother cutely pouts.

I shook my head, “Don’t try to compete with Emily, Mom. Do you remember the stories I told you about being caught by the police? It’s because of her, I am now friends with police officers in this city. And also, remember that time you got summoned to our school dean because I, apparently got too much detention that our professor gave up on us? It’s because Emily liked that professor so she kept on getting into trouble and I had to come along with her.”

“She sounds like a troublemaker.”

“She is.” I laughed.