“I know what you mean.” Dave suddenly felt a kinship with the man.
Dave knew that before the evening was over, some of these young men would be hooking up with these old geezers here in the upstairs bedrooms. Nick would have them carefully prepared and well supplied with wine, condoms, and lube. But Dave wouldn’t be taking advantage of it. He couldn’t bring himself to lay with the virile young Adonises, even if they came on to him. How could he put his wrinkled old body against their firm, young flesh?
Vanity, he knew was the culprit. However, he just couldn’t do it. Somewhere deep inside he knew he wanted to. But it would be just too humiliating. The only way he’d ever do those things again was if he, by some miracle, could match their perfection with his own—something now beyond reality. Yes, his role now was to sit on the sidelines and watch, reduced to being a voyeur. Evidently the man with no name felt the same as Dave. Somehow that made Dave feel better.