Ken stared at the system window in front of him for a long time, his mind racing. His initial thought was to instantly hit the decline option and go straight to bed, hoping it would be different when he tried tomorrow.
If he accepted the upgrade, then he would lose the system for over a year and a half. He had never played a game without the system in this life, so he wasn't sure how he would play without it.
Would he still be able to throw 100mph fastballs? What about batting?
There were too many unknowns for him to make such a decision right now.
However, his insecurities began to float up to the surface. All those times he had thought the system was a cheat, or felt like he was not playing by the rules were brought to the forefront of his mind.
Instinctively he knew the answer. Once his system goes, he'll become just a regular player.
'You're nothing without the system.'
'You'll just become a failure again.'