Chapter-11

Kirti POV

Today the day has been came where I will be someone wife, I will be Singhania from Dutta.

I'm scared and everyone said it's common, but from one part I want to run away from this and stay there where I can live peacefully but from one side I want to do this, I want experience my life, well married life.

I'm here standing in front of the mirror, all ready in a bridal attire.

I snapped from my thoughts when I heard the door was opening.

And here was standing my father, I was shocked to see him here because I didn't think he will come as from my childhood he provided me everything but not the love which I wanted, but still I love him so much.

"Can I come in?" He asked in a soft voice and I nodded profusely because I can't let him think that I don't want him to enter.

"Please sit here." He said and I hesitantly sit beside him.

"I know I'm a bad father." I cut him off by waving my hand in a no form and he smiled and patted my head.

"Today let me say dear because I did the unfair to you, when you first born the doctor said you are mute and at that day I lost my smile, I couldn't able to understand that my life, my princess whom I was waiting from the nine months when she came, she can't say anything, she can't be papa, which I was craving to hear and from that day I lost my everything, I started talking less to all of others but it doesn't mean I never cared for you, do you remember your first deal?'' I nodded, I clearly remember I wanted to do something by own and for that I want some support of another companies who can collaborate with me, and then suddenly some few business man came who were ready for that deal.

But why papa is asking me, don't tell me--

I looked at him with wide-eyes and tears in my eyes, I quickly hugged him and he also hugged me back.

''I can't able to see your stressed where you were working day and night so that you can get the deal and will able to collaborate with other company, so I just did a little help, just to see a small smile on your face but deal you got, only because of your hard work which I was really proud of.

''Please forgive this dad of yours, dear.'' He said while his voice was cracking and folded his hands in-front of me.

I quickly hold his hands and shook my head, ''YOU ARE THE BEST DAD, WHICH ANY GIRL COULD ASK FOR, SO WHAT YOU DIDN'T SPEAK BUT I SAW YOUR LOVE, YOUR CARE IN YOUR ACTIONS, I'M NOT ANGRY WITH YOU INFACT I WAS NEVER ANGRY WITH YOU BECAUSE YOU NEVER TALKED TO ME, MOREOVER, YOUR EFFORTS FOR ME, I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU GOT TO LISTEN BY MAKING ME COO AND THE ANSWER YOU GAVE THEM STUNNED ME, I WAS IN TEARS WHEN YOU SAID YOU GAVE ME POSITION NOT BECAUSE I'M YOUR DAUGHTER JUST BECAUSE I EARNED IT AND THIS STOP THE EVERY MOUTH, YOU HELP ME, YOU SUPPORT MY DREAMS AND ALSO YOU NEVER STOPPED ME TO DO ANYTHING.'' I right all of this and showed it to him and after that he was having tears and hugged him and so I.

''But family hug with out us, why?'' Came a voce behind us and saw Dada and dadi , mom and bhai and also preeti and Aditi were standing there with smile and also tears in their eyes.

After that we did a group hug which was emotional for me because from today I will leave from here and I don't know will I ever able to saw them again or not.

This house, this room, my room having so much memory which if I want to forget but never able to forget it.

I don't know, when will I come to my room again and enjoy the warmth which it was provided to me , I will surely missed it, I will missed everyone.

How much I want to become strong but I know I'm not strong, I still cry for the things which sometimes went wrong, how badly I want to voice out my thoughts, and how badly I want that I want to talk to anyone with my own mouth, not with writing and doing some actions.

Preeti and Aditi came inside my room, ''Nervous?" Preeti asked and I nodded because I truly am.

Not only nervous but also I'm also anxious too, there was a different kind of pain inside my heart which I don't know about.

''You know Kriti, I really admire, not because you are pretty just because you never gave up, you make your muteness your weakness, you show the world who you are, That's you are my role model.'' I felt tears pricking my eyes and I blink furiously not to let them drop on my cheeks.

''I-w-ill mis-sed you.'' She said while hugging me and crying badly.

Preeti also joined and we trio shared a group hug and after that we listened music voice which is enough for me to raised my heartbeats.

''Barrat has come, we will come after some minutes, okay.'' They said while running outside.

I sighed and went towards my room balcony and saw him in the car but his face, his face is blank, void of emotions, like he don't want to do this, but I shrugged it off.

After some time Mumma came, ''Let's go dear.'' She has also tears in her eyes and I hugged her.

We started going downstairs and saw Papa was standing there waiting for me.

''Let me escort my daughter.'' he said while his tears were also threaten to fall.

I held his elbow and tears brimmed in my eyes that after few hours I will leave everything and will start my new life, which I don't know how it will be.

I was going but I didn't saw Bhai there, where is he?

But then I saw him outside and he came beside me, I also held his elbow he looked at me, his eyes were red and puffy but he was smiling at me.

We reached the stage and I was made sit beside him.

Priest was chanting and I was in my thoughts but It broke soon, when Priest said him to fill my partition by vermillion and slid nuptial chain around my neck.

Now I'm not anymore Kriti Dutta, I'm Kriti Aarush Singhania, but I'm not feeling happy, what I'm feeling, I don't know.

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I was crying hysterically by hugging my brother, he was my strength whenever anyone said something to me, he was the first one to teach them lesson, but I'm going far away from him, from my brother, my life as they decided that they will directly go to airport for America, only I and Aarush.

My parents are also coming till airport.

Soon it was the end, we started going towards Airport, but he didn't make any efforts to console me or said anything.

After reaching there, we were in the private jet sitting and I let sleep consume me and wait for the new day which will bring too many adventures and new challenge for me.