All was an act

Andrea's POV

I saw them hugging each other and that makes me sad. I just looked away and continue to chit chat with Aly and Davis.

After an hour, we all decided to go home. Xander and I go together, we said our goodbye politely. I looked again at the house and I just down my head and continued to go inside the car.

"you okay?" Xander asked me as I was inside the car. I just nodded and smiled at him.

I hope they can forgive me for all the things I have done to them. The truth is, I don't loose my memory all this time I just acted I didn't know them. But I have to do this for their own safety. Xander knew all about this, I confess when I got my company back. I know all the things happening in this place.

I know Mellisa, and I really wanted to see my mom but I can't find her. After I found out the Mellisa is in jail, I take some actions and find my mom. I never give up finding her and Kevin.

I thank Dreb for what he did for Cassie. He gave Cassie's death justice and that makes me happy.

And it also makes me feel sad to see him happy with other woman. It make my heart torn apart into pieces. It really breaks me when seeing him with another woman but I have to endure it for him to be safe.

I was secretly protecting Dreb through the help of Crystal. She did know what happened to me. Yes its true that I had an accident but I did not loose my memory.

And all this years, I just knew that Mellisa. Sam and my secretary is helping each other to bring me down.

No one can bring me down, and no one can hurt me again. "were here" I didn't realize we arrived at my house. I looked at Xander and slowly got off the car.

I was walking towards the door when he suddenly patted my shoulders. "you'll be okay, I'm here for you"

I just smiled and realized how considerate he was. I did not say yes to him when she said if I'm gonna be his girlfriend. I say no and he always understands me and I really like his personality.

"thank you for always there for me Xander. I really appreciate your help and efforts." I said and hugged him. He patted my back and hugged me back.

"you're always welcome Andrea, I'm here always for you no matter what" he said and smiled at me.

"I'm gonna rest now" I said and went to my room.

I lay down on my bed and cover my face with my pillow. I was thinking what should I do now in my life when my tears fell off in my eyes.

"Why this is so hard for me? Why I can't just lived happily?" I asked myself while uncover my face and face the ceiling.

I slowly closed my eyes and took a deep breath and sleep. I was sleeping but my tears continue to flow.

I yanwed before I get up to bed, I took my phone and I saw Crystal message me.

" Dreb is getting married, Lenna's pregnant" My heart beat stop as I was reading the message. I can't believe this, Lenna's pregnant? What about us?

I think there's no reason for us to be back again. He's getting married and they're having a baby.

"I need to give up."

"Congrats to them. I hope they will live happily with their children" I replied at Crystal and turn off my phone.

I took a deep breath and go to the bathroom. I looked at the mirror and tear fell out my eyes. "don't cry Andrea, you're strong enough without him. You can do better without him. You can be happy without him" I slowly closed my eyes and wiped my tears.

I turn on the shower and start to take a bath. After I finished, I went to my vanity dresser and dry my hair with a hair dryer. I went to my closet and get my jacket.

I felt so hot right now. I think my temperature is too high and I have a fever. I press the number one on the telephone sign that it was an emergency.

Xander went to my room and saw me laying on the bed while I'm shaking. I was so cold and I think I can't breathe normally.

"Andrea? What happened to you?"

"this is nothing, just let me cry just this time" I said and his eyes widened and look so worried for me.

"what happened now?"

"I lost him right now, he's not for him anymore" I was on tear as he wiped it out.

"hey, you just gave up that easily? I know it's so hard for you but I'm still here as your friend and a brother." he smiled and pinch my cheeks.

I laughed when he pinched me, "thank you for being here again."

He smiled, "Get up and went to your office now" he said with his bossy voice.

"yes, I will" I said and get up to bed. I fixed myself and get my car keys.

I started to drive, I was about to to go to the company when I received an invitation on my email. I stop the car and looked at my phone. It was an invitation to their wedding, I just stare at the invitation and my eyes went teary again.

I cried while I was still in the car. I really can't help but cry because of the pain I feel. This is not I wanted, I want just to be happy and live peacefully. I even cried and for a few minutes my tears kept falling. I can't stand it anymore. It was as if everything I had worked for, ended for just nothing. It doesn't make sense because Dreb and I are not gonna be back together again.

I just want to cry right now, this time and this day. I decided to go to a bar and I texted Aly and Davis, actually they did not know about what happened to me. I just texted them to accompany me.

They arrived at the bar but I was just so drunk. "hey guys" I stand but I feel dizzy and fell on the sofa again.

"you okay Andrea?" they asked me and I started to tears up.

"omy, hey? What happened to you?"

"let's just drink" I said and I drank some wine and beer.

"Andrea, you may stop now. You're so drunk" Aly stopped me and I nodded.

I just stang and walked like a zombie in the dance floor. The music started to play and I dance along with the rhythm.

"wohoo" I even shouted while dancing at the dance floor.

I ignored the people around. I still dance and go with the beat of the music.

"Andrea, you're so drunk" Aly and Davis hold both my shoulders but I get it off. I just pulled them towards the dance floor and I started to dance. "come one guys, let's dance" I even shouted at them.

They just smiled at me and started to dance. Their bodies were like as hard as a stone. I just can't stop my laughter when I saw them dancing. They really try their best to dance they even shouted and the crowd is going wild.

There are many people in the bar.

"Andrea?" Aly lean towards me but I can't hear him clearly.

"what?!" I said in a loud voice.

"I like you" when he said that the music stop. I was shocked and my eyes are widened right now...

"ohhhh"the crowd said and all attention are on us. Yes I'm drunk but I hear it clearly what he says.

The music turns into a romantic music, I looked at the dj and he was like teasing me. All people stand as the music of love start to play.

" can I have this dance?" he looked at me and reached out his hands towards mine.

"go Andrea, go Aly. Go ANDY" Davis even make a combination of our names. I just laughed and reached out Aly's hands.

We slowly dance and follow the rhythm of the song. I just ignored what he said earlier and just f have fun for tonight.

He looks at me and I look at him. My eyes were like to fell off because I'm so drunk right now.

I turned around at Aly but I loss my balance and I was about to fell off when he catches me.

"yohooo" the crowd was shouting at us.

I rushed to stand and go back to our sit. Davis is here and looking at me weirdly.

"why are you looking at me like that Davis?"

"I think your blushing,"

"no I'm not"

"by the way, Andrea"

"uhmm" I looked at Aly and looked away to take a drink.

"that's was an act. In the dance floor, that was an act. Don't take it seriously" Aly said it and I feel really relieved.

"I don't take it seriously. I have Xander and I'm loyal to him. And I'm just here with you guys to have fun" I was so drunk and lay on the couch inside the bar.

"call Xander to get me here" thats the last word I told them and I fell asleep.

To be continued..