Chapter Twenty

Forever,

A word of great meaning.

I will wait forever, they say.

A promise that warms the heart.

But, forever is just a mythical word.

There is no forever.

Kai POV

She sleeps peacefully with a smile on her face. Yesterday was her first day at school. She has been an obedient wife. I liked watching her sleep. "Mine!" She is mine. I wanted to take her to school yesterday but she refused. She could be a bit crazy sometimes, no! I take that back because she is always crazy. I kissed her forehead.

"Hmmm," She cried out. I'm happy she isn't trying to run away from me anymore. I guess she gets the memo that I will never let her go. She belongs here with me. In my cold world, she is my warmth.

"Aren't you gonna be late for school," I asked her.

"I am not going to school," she answered, pulling the blanket above her shoulder.

Did something happen? I don't know. why would she not want to go back to school after all those fights she pulled off? Last time I checked she'd have fought world war three to get back in school.

"Why," I asked stunned, Jack and Matt reported that everything went smoothly at her school yesterday. Did they hide something from me? Nobody does that unless they don't want to live anymore.

"I am going to college, Kai, not school." She answered, " And only three days a week, Monday, Wednesday, and Friday."

"Fuck!"

"Don't even think about it," Her little fist landed on my chest, " School is for children and college for adults."

See? My wife is very crazy.

"College and school are the same things, wifey," I said as I pulled her closer to me and kissed her on the side of her lips. She tugged away from me into a sitting position.

"You know what?" She slipped her head to the side like a three years old child who knows something, nobody else does.

"What?" I was confused and excited at the same time. What does my little wife know that I don't know? Huh. I know everything when it comes to my wife. I like that my baby is opening up to me. She isn't scared anymore. We eat together every morning and evening. We even bathed together sometimes. Of course, that is when my wife is in a very good mood. And mind you that it's only one time we ever bathed together, it was the second time we had sex.

"So you are not going to stop me from going," She said in a cheerful tone. That brings me back to the present. "Huh?" I looked up at her in confusion. "What?" I smiled at her. It wasn't a happy smile. It was a sorry smile.

She leaned close to me as if she was going to you know. I thought she was going to kiss me but what she did surprise me.

"I am going out with the girls," She yelled in my ears. What? Who gives her the audacity to yell at me? But my baby just didn't yell at me, she yelled in my ears. But, to my surprise, I wasn't angry, it was quite the opposite. I was happy.

"How dared you," I grabbed her and kissed her hard, biting her lips.

"It's okay Matt will take you," I said once our kiss ended, "But you will have to get back before seven."

"What?" She yelled sitting up like an angry honey bee, ready to nip. "Since when did I have a curfew?" Her little hands landed on my chest. I didn't say how abusive my wife is, did I. She'd use every opportunity she gets to hit me. But, I would never hurt my baby ever.

"You don't," I answered with a shake of my head. She glared at me with angry eyes, "Then why, I'd have to come back before seven."

"Cause I am taking you out for dinner tonight," I said sitting up.

"And, what if I don't want to go," She said, folding her arms. My wife always challenges everything. Which is one of the many things I liked about her.

I smiled at her. "You have to if you want to go out with your friends," I said getting up from the bed.

"Find, I will go." She answered, which made me chuckle." Fool," she mumbled under her breath.

Madelyn POV

"I am serious, baby," He shouted as gets up from the bed, "You don't want to disobey your husband." He said in a soft voice that sent chills down your spine, as he entered the bathroom.

I am scared of him. He is the devil. Tina said that he is involved with the mafia and he killed his brother and two other men but there was no evidence of the crime. There are rumors that he has links with the law. I am scared, very scared of him. I act as though I am not scared but deep down I am trembling with fear. I don't even know why someone like him would marry me. I am just an ordinary girl. I am good-looking but I am not beautiful.

I hate that he keeps ordering me. You have to get back before nine, wake up, you'd be late for school, Matt will take you, you can't go anywhere without Matt or Jack. Aaagh! It's frustrating. It's like having a console and two other shadows.

"What's wrong?" He asked, he was wrapped in his towel. He looks hot. Very, I must say.

"Nothing," I answered, blushing. I tried not to look at him. But I failed. I don't want to get too attracted to him. But, tell that to my body and heart who is crying so much for him. Maybe it's because he was my first or maybe I don't know. But what I say I am human. We all have needs and wants.

"What?" He asked when he had removed the towel wrapped around his waist.

"Nothing!" I answered.

"Aren't we gonna have sex babe," He inquired all of sudden in a seductive voice. I watched as he pulled up his boxer. He smiled evilly as he made his way back to the bed.

"Nope!" I said, shaking my head back and front. "Not today," He is too good at sex, and he leaves too many marks on my body. I liked it during the time but hated it in the end.

"Why," He asked, "You don't wanna suck me," He winked his eyes at me.

What? My mind went blank. Did he know what I did this morning? I blushed, as the memory played in my head.

"No!" I yelled, He was asleep. It can't be. He doesn't know I play him this morning, did he?

"You did nothing wrong, this morning, baby." He confirmed to me that he knew what I did in the morning. God! It was a shameful act of mine. I can't believe he was awake.

"There is nothing to be ashamed of, baby," He said in a gentle voice. Oh, yeah, there is nothing wrong with sucking your husband's dick while he was pretending to be asleep. God, it's a bad, very bad, and shameful act of mine. I don't know what comes over me at the time. And to add insult to injury, I should be hating him, not loving him.

What is wrong with me? I thought to myself.

Kai POV

Bump! Bump! Bump!

The message was from the same number. I frowned, but to my surprise, it was a photo. I couldn't believe my eyes. It was a photo of my wife. My wife, God damn it! hugging a fucking man.

"How could she,"