Chapter Fifteen

Can you love someone

without caring?

Can you care for someone

without loving?

Can you hate someone

without reason?

Madelyn POV

"Why!" Ella exclaimed in joy, " what do you mean." I don't know why she was so happy. I am happy to see her too, don't get me wrong. After all, I thought that I would never see sunlight again when the boss forced me to marry him.

I hate him! I… I despise him. I… I mean I don't, who would hate their husband? "I hate myself for falling for him." I should have hated him but I didn't. I don't know what I was feeling.

"You never tell us that you and Kai are in love," Ella said in a playful voice. I smile at her. I don't know if I should tell her that the boss had no feelings for me or not. What would have happened if I did? What would have happened if I didn't?

I did not know. And didn't want to find out.

The boss is very evil and hazardous. I could not afford to offend him. If I did? Who knows what his punishments are?

"I… just didn't feel like telling anyone." I lied, I felt my heartbreak in a thousand-piece. I never thought that I would lie to someone I loved so much.

"Mmm!" She sighed

I wasn't sure if she was buying my lies, I never lied to a person, and it goes unseen. I am a bad liar, a very bad one to say.

"Everything happens so quickly," I said, fanning my hands in the air.

"I don't know Maddie," She sighed, my heart hissed against my chest, did she know that I was fibbing?

"I…" I sighed about, to tell the truth.

"No!" She said cutting me off, "It doesn't matter Maddie if it wasn't for him, we all would have been dead." She said crying. I hugged her. It's true if it weren't for him, the Jaxon guy would kill us all.

Knock! Knock! The knocking on the door brings us back to earth.

"What!" I exclaimed, who dared to knock on Ella's room door.

"Get out here now, woman!" Comes from a very angry voice, no other than the boss, my husband. When did he get here?

I immediately got ready to leave, I did not want to offend the boss.

"Why are your husband here," Ella asks getting up from the bed, "Didn't you say you were spending the night." I could hear the surprise in her voice.

I didn't know the boss would come looking for me. Earlier he let Jack bring me to my parent's house. He didn't say if I should go back or not. I mean the cold-hearted Jack dumped me out at my parent's house and left without a word.

"Woman!" He shut in range

"I am coming," I am open only to meet with an angry Kai who was breathing hard.

"What is wro-" I didn't finish my statement. His lips landed on mine, kissing me, no, it was not kissing. He devoured my lips. I tried to push him away to no avail.

"Stop!" He commanded, "Hahaha!" Ella laughed, closing her door. Great! Now she thinks I am married to the man I loved.

………………………………………..

"Why is your phone turned off," he questioned once we were seated in the car.

"W- what?" I asked, he gave me a phone when I woke in the morning, but I turned the phone and placed it under the pillow in hope of never going back to that dire place.

"Don't play dumb on me, young lady," He hissed out coldly, "Do you think you can run away from me." He grabbed me by my waist and sat me down on his lap, "Then think again baby, 'cause you are stuck with me for life."

"No!" I yelled in fear. "I… l… I am sorry."

"Kiss me," He frowned, "And, I will forgive, I won't punish you."

"Really," I exclaimed in joy, only to be shattered by his next word, "Only if you kiss me."

"I won't kiss you!" I hissed at him, "Too fucking bad," he grabbed me and kissed me roughly, "I will so punish, how dare you refuse me." He yelled in outrage.

His hands rubbed my inner thighs, "please!" I cried, what would he do? I was scared. "You disobeyed me, baby." He said breathing hard, slowly he slipped his hand into my underwear. "I'll punish you, baby."

"No!" I cried holding on to his shoulder as he slowly spread my legs wide. "No!" I tried to push back against him but it was no use, his strength dwarfs mine. and then his finger stroked my lips, barely rubbing at my cl*t.

"No!" I cried. I had never been touched the way he was touching me, and I hate him for invading my privacy.

"You are mine," He hissed out coldly, "I own you." With those, he started to finger cl*t roughly. "Ahh!" I screamed, never did I imagine somebody would do this to me.

"Quite baby," He whispers with lust in his voice, "This is just the beginning baby," He crushed his lips to mine devouring me.

Suddenly he stopped moving his fingers, "No!" I exclaimed sharply, "please?" I begged. I wasn't sure what I was begging for. I hated the way he had made me feel.

"P-please," I cried out again when he had completely redrawn his finger.

"What are you begging for?" He asked with an evil smirk.

"Please, don't stop!" I exclaimed, "take me!" I don't know why I was begging for it, I should have hated it all but my body liked it. I grabbed his hand and placed it back where I needed it, "please!" I cried like a child begging for ice cream.

"With pleasure my love," He cackled merrily, then he started assaulting my cl*t, "kiss me, Madelyn," He commanded.

"No!" I yelled, holding onto his shoulder, the pleasure he was giving me was too much.

"I won't let you cum if you don't kiss me," He smirked evilly and stopped his fingers from moving, "No!" I cried. I was so close to cum, he couldn't stop now. I crushed my lips to his devouring him with vileness. He smiled against my lips.