❤️ Jealousy ❤️
° Alessandro POV °
I woke up from a deep slumber. The pain seems to subside by now. I looked up and awed at my kitten who was dozing off with her head on the bedrest. My head was still on her lap and her hands threaded in my hair. I smiled looking at her. Even though she was hurt by me, she still put my pain as her first priority.
Pulling out my hair from her hold, I got up and laid her down on the bed. I covered her with a duvet and went down, switching off the lights.
Reaching downstairs, I was met with Mom who looked at me worriedly.
"Alex, are you fine dear?"
She asked. Her eyes filled with tears. My heart was in pain. Everytime she calls me Alex, I feel like I'm betraying her more and more. I wanted to tell her that I'm not her son. I'm not her real son but I could never muster up the courage. Maybe I was selfish. I was greedy when I got another mother's love after losing my own mother. Maybe I was selfish as I didn't want to let go of her love.