6/4/21

After dinner, Mia put her dog in his bed, and then we went to her room, she closed the door and sat down, I just stood by the door.

"Why do you just stand there, come sit down." Mia said as she stood up. She grabbed my arms and tried to push me towards her bed, I followed to her push and finally sat down at the edge of the bed. Mia sat down next to me. We continued to talk. It was nice talking to her, she listened very well, even though she did most of the talking.

After a while I didn't even notice that was farther on her bed, I went from being on the edge to being against the all and having one of her pillows in my lap. "I see your more comfortable now," Mia said smiling, I smiled back and giggled. "So, what do you want to do?" She asks me, I shrug. I knew what I wanted to do but I didn't know if it would be okay. I wanted to kiss her. Now, Ive never had my first kiss yet, so she would be my first. I was nervous and was probably the reason why I couldn't say it, but I managed to say something, "I know what we can do.." I say hiding my face in my hoodie. "And whats that?" Mia moved closer to my face. I blushed. My stomach turned, butterflies. "U-um, I don't wanna say.." I continue to hide my face in my hoodie, "Well how are we supposed to do it?" I shrug to her response.

I get more nervous, the butterflies in my stomach got more intense, "Can you spell it out?" I shake my head, "It will give it away easily," I say. "Okay, um, does it have an 'i' in it?" I nod.

"Okay, hm, does it start with a K?" I nod again. She moves her head closer to me, "Does it have double letters?" Again I nod. "Hmm, I don't know." She says moving away from my face.

How does she not know? She literally spelled it out, right in front of me. I think she knows what I want to do but she wants me to say it.

"C'mon! Just say it!" Mia starts to shake me gently, I giggle a little, "Please?" she says. Mia's face was so cute when she said please, the pout got me.

"I want to kiss you.." I say in my hoodie, quiet and muffled. "What?" She resondes, moving closer again. "Kiss you, I want to kiss you.." I say a little louder. "Ooohh" She says moving back. "I kind of thought that, well I knew that. I really just wanted to tease you a bit," She smiles. God I love her smile.

"Soo, you wanna kiss me?" She got really close. Really close. I nod. I try to make my move but I cant. "C-can you?" I ask.

"Can I what? Kiss you?" I nod. She gets even closer, "are you sure? I don't want to do this if you arent ready." I nod, "I'm ready."

She moves in and I close my eyes, maybe a little too soon, but I was nervous and didn't know what to do. I jump on the inside as I feel the pressure of her lips on mine. It was a nice feeling, I just wanted to stay like this forever, but that didn't last. She pulled away. "Did you like it?" I nod and hide in my hoodie. I was blushing so much, my face was hot. "Do you want to again?" I take my head out of my hoodie and look at her, "yeah.." I say. Right when I finish my response Mia leans in and kisses me, and does it another time, and another. She moves away slowly, I smile and so does she. I hide my face in one her pillows. I hear her laugh a little bit, she pets my head slowly.

"I had my first kiss," I say on the pillow. I was shocked, I really did just have my first kiss.

I sat back up and Mia looked at me, "Your face is red." She says, putting her hands on my face, "and hot."

"I know," I say. Mia puts her hands down and lays on my lap. I put my hands on her head and I start playing with her hair. This was an awesome moment, maybe some awkwardness, but if you forget about that, this really was a good moment. Mia got up and laid down, resting her head on her pillow, she lifts up her arms. "Cuddle," she says. I pretend I didn't hear her, "Hmm?" She moves her arms higher, "I wanna cuddle." I move over by her and lay down beside her. She wraps one of her arms around my waist. I started to close my eyes a little, this was nice, really nice. I think back on what just happened as I fell asleep. Tomorrow will be great.