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After thinking I get up and walk to the kitchen.. I see that hazz make coffee to both of us.. I also see the time. It's 3 o'clock in the morning. And she still didn't sleep.

" You don't have to do that hazz. It's 3 o'clock in the morning.. you go and rest.. please don't stressed yourself" I told her and massages arm..

" I am fine bell. It's just I don't want to be alone. And how can I sleep looking at this that my own bestfriend are not happy. Your having hard time. And I don't want you to be alone. I want to be your side. To take care of you. And make sure that you are okay. " She said. And  I now you also think that how happy I am how lucky that I got bestfriend like this.. who care me to much.. and love me to much..

" Thank you so much hazz.." I said to her. And than we both are sat on stool and drink over coffee..

" I meet someone.." i told her. And she look at me and surprise and smile.

" Really.." she said. And I give her smile and than I will tell her everything what I talk with Ethan.. and how he just divert my mind. Told about he's friend and that golddigger girl who are cheating on both of man. And all this think..

" Oohh damn.. if I was in you place I told him that take there girl place and I just kill that girl in my own hand.. I mean how can she did with them. I just hate that type of bitch.. " she said. And I laughed.. and she look at me and give me a question look.

" I know that.. I really think same. I know that when you're in my place you really did this.. I know you very well" and she smile to..

" You know Grayson will be come tomorrow to talk to you.. you have to face him you know.." she said. I am thinking same tomorrow will be I have to face him. And I know tomorrow he not going to be leaving me alone.

I know he want to talk me about it but I still don't want to ready about it . I want time to accept it..

" You know this about he's announcement.." I ask her. Grayson think that I know about this.. but I seriously don't. If hazz know that she never ever going agree to attend this ball.

" Actually bell.. no.. I don't know about this announcement.. if I really know that. I will never go for that and also told you to don't to attend.. now I also hate my father that why he just hide for me.. you know I am so angry with them to.. I mean how can they do with us.. and hide us.. " she said. And I nodded. I know if she know she will never never tell me to attend this ball. We both are to happy to enjoying our party but end of the day he finally spoiled our night.

"Bell listen you don't want to talk to him. When you will be oky to talk about it. We will talk about it with him.. oky.. " she said to me.. and I nodded..

" Come on let's sleep.. tomorrow we have college.. and we are not dumping" she said. And  we both left the kitchen she come with me my room for sleep . She said. She want to sleep with me today. Beacuse she feel Alone.. but I know the reason. She don't want me to be alone. She now I will end up in crying.. I didn't question her. And we both are join my bed. And we both sleep hugging each other..

Next morning.. we both wake up. And started to ready for going to college.. and eat breakfast as fast we can do.. we already late for college. So we just left the house as fast as can.. when we both are lock the door. We see that Grayson is sleeping in car. Like a baby . I really want to wake him up and help him to sleep on my bed. But my mind said to leave him. And go to the college. I don't want to really face him right now.. I smile at him. And click he's photo some in my mobile and without waking him up. We both are left. Hazz laugh when I click he's photos.. but didn't said anything. She know deep down I still love him. And it's not the bad think..  I love my husband so what . It's not that I love someone else other than my husband.. so she didn't said. And we both are walk fast that we can attend our class.

When reach on time. We sat as usual our sat. And professor come and teaching us.. our first period gone well so I am hppy that it will divert my mind.

After 3 period..  I see some people are looking at me. And talking something what I really don't know.. I thought something in my face. I asked hazz but she said nothing on my face. And she told me to ignore them. So I did.

When we go to our next lesson.. we sat over and doing over work. Started to drawing the land. Well yeahh. I am teaching in business.. me interested in civil work lots of time it's for boys.. there is no girls are involved this failed but I am happy that hazz also join me. Well she's not that interested but she's doing beacuse of her family... And I am appropriate that..

In this same time . I head some girl and boy talking about something.. I never get interested there conversation because they also talk bullshit but some girl said something that it catch my ear..

" Yeahh. I know he's husband how possessive our him. Now he just leaving married someone else.. it's to sad to her. I mean who husband do this.. " that girl said..

" Don't said like this. We all know her I know her I never saw her any boy other than her husband. I think it's other girl who's just come between them. " Other one said to that girl

" Poor girl. If I was in that place I will surly kill that girl or just divorce him" some said to again

" She didn't deserve it ." Same girl who said earlier she said again

"Poor girl." Other girl going to said something hazz snapped then..

" Stop all of you gossiping there and you work.. where come here to education not for gossiping" hazz said angrily.. and they all are stop it.. but it's happened.. I just want stop them

" It's oky hazz.. " I said to her and stop her..

" I am sorry for behalf.. " I said them and they just look at me and than doing ther work.

I ignore them and doing my work not to broke down. And keep myself to control my tears.

" Look at her. I know she didn't sleep last night. " The other girl again said . And that time hazz stood up to do there to punch that girl. I stop her. And Same time save by the bell. And we all are grab our stuff and leave the class.

" Why you stop me.. I really want to show them there place" she said. And trying to calm her down..

" It's oky hazz. Leave it . They definitely saw the news or read the newspaper.. so we can't do things you know . " I said to her..

" And it's our last class. Can we go to somewhere to eat..  I am so hungry.. " i said to her divert her mind.

" You don't have to say that.. I already thinking where we are going to eat.. let's go.. " she said. And she called the cab.. and we are on way to Starbucks..

I know it she will plan going to go there.. so I don't mind here. And than we go there. I am thankful that it's not that full so sat over favorite spot and than order drinks and snacks..

" It's there in every newspaper and TV" i asked hazz.. and she look at me. And nodded me.

" It's not that.. it's all in all social side.. some people are talking about that it's you fault that you can't just take care of you husband. Some are talking rediculas about Bobby..  and calling her name.. damn you have to see that.. " she said to me..

" I don't want to.. why can people just don interfere others business.. I mean I don't know maybe Bobby are crying in her I know she's to hurt to saying this.. I mean for all of them she's villan you know.. " I said to her..

"Chill bell.. she deserves it.. she have to know her place.. " she said.. I didn't said anything after that. But I feel bad for her. And bad for Grayson that he confess  to people but everyone are just thinking nagative about him.. I feel so bad. Plus he didn't evening know that.. that poor boy still waiting for me to talk.. what I am doing is right.. I don't have to do this to him.. I love him right.. I want him to be happy.. I have to talk to him. And tell him to go to home and take care of her. And don't worry about me.

I know he worry about me to much.. I have to talk to him.. and I think its time to talk to him. And not to ignore him.. I ignore him to much.. how much I forget that my ignorence will be effaced him.. and there is no reason to angry with him. One day he will going to married her. It's not that he used her and than throw her if he did I am the first girl that angry on me.. so there is no reason m to behave this front of him.

" I think we have to go home and talk to him.. I can't just ignore him you know.." I said hazz.. she look at me. And see that Shee looking at me like flow second's more. And she finally broke the silent.

" You know bell.. I know what I am thinking and all. I know I get it.. but I know you will again broke down after that.. it's not right time. Already lots of happening and I don't want you to be go in depression.. you want to do home we will. But talk to him now it's not great idea. You know that what I am talking about .." she said to me.. and I nodded..

" Oky come on let's go home. I will tell him that I want time to think about it.. and told him to go home. I can't just look at him like this.. it's hurt me so much hazz.." and like this I broke down.. and she come to me. And hug me.. and I hug her tightly.. and we both are still this way sat here about half and hour.. and than we finally ready to leave this place..

After when we reach home.. I saw that Grayson still here. This time he's standing in the car. And don't know thinking about something.. suddantly his phone ring. And he pick up in second ring..

He still didn't know that we are here.. and looking at me I see feel like he's so much confused and hurt and tans.. and I don't want him like this. I like him when he smile. Happy..

We hear that he yelled at Bobby something and than he turn around and look at us than he cut the call without telling anything to her. An come to me..

" Princess.." he said and hug me tightly.. I try to not to cry front of him. And show him that it's fine.. I don't want to show him what he done to me.. I want to show him that I am strong than he can be move with Bobby. I don't want them to worry about me..

" Hii" i said to him..

" Thank God you are okay.. I thought.. I thought.." he said. But she don't have words to describe.

" Grayson.. it's okay.. look I am fine.. and about that.. I don't want to talk about it now.. I am not ready now.. " i told him. And assure him that I am fine.. he close he's eye's and take deep breaths. I know it's to difficult to him. And I am making all this things difficult to him..

" Grayson.." i said. And he open he's eye's and look at me..

" Go home.. you are tried.. and I don't like when you like this.. go home.. and take care of Bobby.. she needs you more than me.." I said to him. Didn't show him that how much need him he's hugs and he's love..

" No I don't want to.. I want to be with you right now.." he said to me.

" Grayson..." I again stop him..

" Go home.. please.." I said to him.. I don't want that but right this is the right think to do.. so I did what I have to do this..

" Fine I am going.. but I want to talk about this.. I didn't know that what happened.. but I want to talk about this.." he said to me.. and I give him sad smile and nodded..

He give me one last hug. And than he got in the car and leave us.. and tear again come to my eyes.. looking at this that it's going Farr away for me. Leaving me alone.. with that Person whom he love so much.. inside somewhere I am happy that he still care about me more than Bobby.

He don't deserve this anything.. I don't deserve this anything.. Bobby don't deserve thiis..

We three of are made mistake.. to love wrong person.. but I am hppy that they both got actually there love.. I hope I got mine one day.. I hope so..