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We cooked the breakfast in peace and tranquillity, so focused on the process to not even chit-chat in between. Or probably it was just me, too gone in the process of cooking to notice his stare on me. "Hikari..." "Yeah?" I don't look up from the bowl I'm mixing batter in, until I feel his presence right behind me. His hands began crawling up my arms, I let go of the bowl, and he turns me around. "Yes Taehyung?" a smirk forms on the corner of his lips and a shiver goes down my spine, this couldn't be good. "Up." Up? What could that possibly mean? Then it strikes me, I feel his hands wrapping around my waist, he wants me to sit on the kitchen counter. So I jump instinctively. I bit my lip out of habit, while he spreads my legs and walks forward, leaving no space between us. "Unbutton my shirt." I was hesitant but my hands followed his demands unwilling to upset him. My fingers were trembling against his buttons, his constant gaze upon me following each action of mine rendered me diffident. God why won't my hands stay calm, I strived hard to unbutton his fourth button when his hands engulfed mine and I bit my lip as he made me look up at him. "My turn." My eyes widened on realisation as his hands swiftly reached the hem of my shirt. He leisurely unbuttoned my shirt, his eyes never leaving my face, he was absorbing every bit of my bashfulness, every reaction I made. I felt a chill across my chest, and that's when I noticed that he was done with his task. "I love your sub nature." I like his dominant side too, but at times he was too intimidating for me to bare with. "Kiss me." I gulped and reached for his lips, and to my surprise he stepped backwards and giggled. "Kiss me Hikari." I jumped off the counter and reached to kiss his lips yet again but he stood straight, he was too tall for me to reach without him bending down. "I can't...." I shrugged at his unusual demand to which he was being uncooperative. "Disobeying me, are you?" He expression switched to a daunting one, and I blinked in response and shook my head. "But I don't see you following my instructions?" I gulp as he advances towards me.. __________ Hikari Yi is a girl of a grim, fatalistic world, the love of a family was never one of her assets. Away from the fallen realm of her father’s menacing territory, she leads an independent life. Little did she know the world she was running away from, was advancing towards her at a pace faster than she was travelling at. Hikari admires a world famous boy band, the ORIONS, consisting of seven members. She somehow receives an offer to look after them as a manager or a caretaker. As unexpected as it looks, it isn't. The more time she spends around them, she grows infatuated with one of the seven. Are the feelings mutual? Is he the one to fill the void of solicitude in her life? Overtime, mysteries unfold, what was Hikari's past? What other plans does she have for the boyband she adore? What secrets has she locked? As it is, it isn’t just her. The Orions, too, have got their own darkness to unravel. ____________________________________ -"Tell me once you again that you love me" -"Reassure me once more that you'll stay forever, that you won't leave me alone." -"Who are you.. No... What are you exactly?" -"I want you Hikari. Now." -"Is that how you talk to your boss?" -"Your clothes are see-through" -"Yakuzas are the most feared mob group" -“This world won’t let us be.” ____________________________________ It's an enthralling, mystery, romance, action thriller. It has everything you've been looking for. High school romance? Office heated relations? Eternal love? Mafia? demons? Vampires? Boys? Best friends? Family? Action? Suspense? It's all there, read to indulge in the roller-coaster adventure!
"Will you marry me, Hikari?" Taehyung abruptly held my wrist and turned me around, he then brought out a gleaming tiny box from his pocket as he got down on one knee. My eyes widened on realization, I was overwhelmed with his sudden actions, I took a deep breath, it almost felt like I couldn't breathe, I couldn't stop smiling, it felt as though there was nothing greater than this, nothing more beautiful that could ever happen than this particular moment right now. I looked at him, he was equally anxious as I was, he was anticipating an answer whilst his eyes sparkled with so many emotions I couldn't point one out, he seemed happy now more than ever, he seemed excited now than he ever was, he seemed in love now than I ever was.
The wedding proposal is a moment each of us cast in gold into our memories. Time stood still, breath held, until that soulful yes binds us together for all eternity. The ring was Celtic, the strands of the trinity making the eternal knot.
The crowd went wild, most of them being fan crowd, I could hear the sound of flashing lights and fluttering cameras, of girls shouting some being joyous others envious.
I paid them no attention, I could barely hear anything else other than my own deep inhales and exhales, I couldn't see anything else than him in front of me, patiently waiting for my answer with the biggest smile glued to his face.
When I see him, it's as if space and time become the finest point imaginable, as if time collapses into one tiny speck and explodes at light speed. It's as if my universe begins and ends with him. I could run forever, search forever, but in the end, every path leads right back to his heart and soul. I love him, always. I could finally leave all of it behind and be with him. Start a family, travel the world, but most importantly be with him forever.
"YES!-" Right when I was about to agree to entangle myself in this beautiful everlasting bond and be his forever and ever, I noticed. I noticed that we weren't alone, they were here, Black suits and that horrendous tattoos engraved on their filthy skins. With their guns pointing at all the seven members from a distance. A chill went down my spine as my eyes met Oikawa's and he shook his head in denial. I was scared, no, I was petrified, I knew one wrong step, one wrong word and I'd lose them forever. I couldn't put them in danger.
Just when I thought life could be easy.
"I can't, I'm Sorry, Taehyung"
I spoke hesitantly and ran away from the booing perplexed crowd. I didn't look back, I couldn't, I just ran away as fast as my feet could carry me.
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Rain poured down from the sky mixing up with my tears. How I wished things could've been better. Much better than this, simpler than this.
"I have lived long enough to know that what we share I can't replicate with another. This love, this feeling, is just you and me. I could travel the world and the seven seas; I'd still have to come right back here if I wanted true love. It's not that nobody else wants me, or you, but that we were born to spark and run the same course. We are the protectors of one another, confidents and true friends. The trust I give you, that you give me, is what keeps us safe in this world, in this life. So whether this heart beats another day or another hundred years - it is yours. And I'm SORRY, for everything, I'm sorry things turned out the way it did!"
I wrote on a small piece of paper and dropped it in his mailbox.
One last glance at their house.
One last view of where I could've been.
One last smile to the place which I could've called 'Home'.
"GOODBYE," I murmured on the verge of tears. I Post-hastily turned and ran to my car, I closed the door behind me and told my driver to take me to the airport.
Just as soon as I sat at my seat, I knew I couldn't take it anymore, I burst into tears. The pain was excruciating, the sort of pain you can't eradicate simply because you want to, because this pain is there to stay and there's nothing you can do about it.
I couldn't help it.
I lost him. I lost them.
I lost everything.
The petrichor which had always seemed the most gratifying to me, today appeared seamlessly irksome.
You'll always live on in my Heart. You all will. I hope you forgive me.
