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Listen to your heart

A 19 year old girl who has a very low self-esteem,burns with insecurities and has been caged all her life finally gets the taste of the outside world when she goes to college. College being not how she thought it was. She experiences a lot of hardships and learns how naive she is actually and how the world deals cruelly with people like her. Losing all the people she met and turning into a complete joke was not on her list. Her depression became serious until she couldn't take it anymore.

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Chapter one

I had always wondered how my life after 12th grade would be. I was thought varsity would be amazing. It was the 19th of January 2023 when I had just gotten my results. I was overjoyed to see how I did well. I got great scores and was determined that the two varsities that my family forced me to apply to would take me. I mean I did not want to take a gap year. I wanted to experience varsity life. Make new friends, be smart, go out, have fun and be at my happiest. When I got my results I was certain admission emails would pop up but a week passed and nothing. I started worrying a lot. Also the scholarship I applied for had not yet replied to my application. I was honestly panicking and my family made it worse. They kept telling me they know I'll get it. That was not the right time for all that. After some time the first varsity replied and told me I was not accepted for the program social work because I didn't meet minimum requirements. Of course I met maximum. That was all crazy. Then later I got admitted to 3 courses in the second varsity but, I couldn't register because I didn't have clearance message. Meaning the scholarship didn't fund me yet. I was panicking. I started calling people from the scholarship program and starting emailing them. I tried all I could until all programs I was admitted to were full. I was in a tough state. I didn't want to stay home. It was frustrating. I tried so hard to get new offers. I applied for IT but it was also full. Tried Auditing, panicked after a day because they didn't answer yet. Finally I got numbers of people who help students. Texted multiple of them but they were honestly utterly useless. Told me what I know that programs are full. Then there was one who was different. He made things go fast in a second. He helped me apply for a course that had to do with Chemistry. I got registered and only needed to go to the uni for accommodation. I was so happy. Well I thought it would my life would change, it did though but not in the way I thought it would. I informed everyone in the family in joy. Who knew that admission was an invitation for trouble.

This chapter is simply based on how my journey started, please wait for more exciting and interesting chapters.

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