Chapter 18

I usually spend my days when I am not looking for a job at home,so most of the time,I will be in my single room, doing nothing, lying on my mattress, talk to at most two or three people,and usually it's a greeting.

To pass time, I read novels , in a way I've come to be used to be alone.

I want to change things but I can't, I remember when I was a kid still, I would chat all day long , go to people houses, make a lot of noise at home but now things are quite the opposite.

I only talk with people who start the conversation first , I usually don't start the conversation. I only say my greetings to my neighbors.

when will things change??