Chapter Six: Are you sure, you won't regret it?

"...And that was how my dream went, Pastor Nath, I perceive God is telling me to go ahead with the college exam. In fact, considering my fear since having recurrent about my motherinlaw's plan,

""I was already planning to move out soon and probably try the college exam but thankfully this timely God's message to me reaffirm my decision and let me know I am not alone and that I can do it." Kath informed Pastor Nath of her decision as she gazed into the unknown.

Then she turned her eyes on the very man God used to turn her life around, "Sir, Can you still help me? Do your promise still count?" she asked nervously while fidgeting with her two hands intertwined.

Then she saw the man gave her the most sincere smile she has ever seen since her dad died and she could also heard the joy in his voice as she reaffirm Gods help to her "My daughter, you don't need to be nervous, since God has promised to be with you and help you then he won't change His promise to you."

"You only need to believe ad take the first step of faith towards Him which you have done. Leave the rest to Him, I will settle you school matters tomorrow morning since it was already late to call Xia Wen (the principal) now"

"Use these two days to pack all what you will need and make every preparation, we will go together to town on Friday as I have ministration in church on Sunday in town. We will then go to see Xia Wen on Monday for your enrollment."

I also want you to use the weekend to look for accommodation before your enrollment and settle your daughter's accommodation." Hmmmm... he signed as she looked worried at Kath

"You have a lot to do if you really want to succeed, that's why you must really desire the life you chose from now on, its moving out of your comfort zone. For the last time, Is this your decision after careful consideration and now on the whim due to what you are going through your husband taking new wife?"

"Yes it is my decision and God's plan for me. I have think it through. Don't worry pastor, I'm wide awake now and won't go back on my word like I did previously. This time around I'm determined to make it ooo, if not for anything then for my children."

Seeing the determination in her eyes, he replied to her with smile in her mouth, "Okay, I believe you. May the Lord keep guiding you and walk you through your high places. I will continually pray for you as you embark on this journey. Always remember, the Lord is with you and He won't fail you." he was truly happy for her decision this time around and He was more determined to help her as God permit.

"Come, lets go and eat my wife delicacy, she has personally went to cook for you since she heard you are around. I can eat her delicacy today, thanks to you oooooo" He laughed out loud as Nath walked shyly beside him to the dinning table.

Having eaten her full and also packed for her sweet daughter, Kath was very happy and walked briskly home like a free bird who is seeing the world for the first time. Although she has a big decision to make, she felt so happy and as she crossed the small path that led from the church to her ex-husband's family house.

"yea, she will never call that bitch her husband again, anyway they are not married, she rolled her following her thought." she agreed with her friend just like she used to described and dramatized this kind of man that play with women for fun, he is really a real bitch.

Or what do you call a man that rejoice in the trophy of getting the most wanted lady pregnant and bringing her home to describe bit by bit till they lose their former glory and beauty.

Now that she thinks about it, she really missed her best friend He Mei, it been four years she heard from her. If only she had listen to her and pursue her dream and become better, she would have had upper hands in her choice of marriage and not be caged in slavery for 5 years.

"Ryn, I don't like the way the way Wang is looking at you. His look is not that of a lover atall. if I am to say, it is more of how competitors look at the trophy with determination to win. Do you want to consider giving him an answer after the college exam that way you will not be distracted?"

She remembered she snapped at her friend for trying to come between her and her joy and assured her that she knew what she is doing and her decision was right. Wait, was she passed then, I mean looking back at her best self, she felt like going in time to slap senses into her. What the hell was that, what joy? it is total bondage.

Back to what her friend asked her then "Are you sure you will not regret this?" Can she also go back and then her how much she regretted it, so much that she really loathe her self. What love? What first crush? All nonsense, nobody can love her except herself first and ofcourse God that loves unconditionally but humans? they are the most selfish being on earth.

Anyway, she knew since she made her decision, she needs adequate preparation and that includes her children.

T/n

I apologise for the inconsistency ooo... I have a lot of ideas of what to write in my head but I'm a bit busy for now. I will try to upload it as soon as possible. Maybe Power Stone can motivate these hands oooo...lol...I hope you are enjoying the story so far. what do you think about Kath's step?