CHAPTER 002.

May 19, 2013.

I find myself having breakfast with my dear father, as usual for us we eat the same and enjoy the company that we give each other, I love my father and if I am honest, it is the most appreciated thing I have in life. My mother is a separate case, I am not saying that I do not love her, only that sometimes her attitudes are not correct.

"Dad, could you for my birthday, just make me a dinner in which the three of us are and that's it." I comment as I take a bite of my cereal.

"For me it's fine, just tell your mother." He says smiling.

"I'll talk to her, I just want to have you two with me nothing more."

"What is this sudden change due to?" He asks cautious.

"It will be the last one in which the three of us are going to be together." I say with a shrug.

"My dear daughter, when you insist on something there is no one to take you out of there." I wince.

"I just want to spend it with you two." I pout.

My father laughs and honestly makes me laugh too. Some time later I find myself in my room, it is Saturday and I want to rest from the busy week I have had, I focus on social networks where I see new publications from my friends, but Bastian has not placed any, they are all in Bulevar is a trip that the Saabagh planned for their bone generation for their children and I was included for being important to my friend.

I have missed calls from Bastián, surely he wants to know why I didn't go on the happy trip. The reason I didn't go is because after what happened at Britney's house the environment has been uncomfortable.

I know that everyone believes that I am trying to cause a conflict between Mathías and Bastián, but it is not like that because I love both of them very much and I am not so cruel to make such a crazy show, I do not want to hurt anyone, I just want to be happy.

My reasons are obvious and very desperate, so I find it kind of stupid that all of them don't see it. I want a boyfriend, and I started to like Mathías, in my heart nobody commands, therefore it is difficult for me to be the first to be able to tell my heart not to fall in love with certain people.

I put that aside for my mental well-being, I turn off my cell phone, leaving it on the table that I still have next to it and I go to sleep for a while.

(...)

The weekend in your eyes song begins to play.

The mild peach smell of liquid soap leaves me in awe.

I will go to the cinema with my father, there is still a long way to go to the cinema so in order to get ready and do what I want, I start fixing myself long before, I take the yellow glove passing it all over my body making sure that my skin is red, so I I assure that it is clean.

When he finished I get up from the tub immediately taking the cloth to dry myself, I go out and hasten to brush my teeth.

When I finish doing all that, I leave the bathroom, go directly to my dressing room and dry myself quickly with the towel taking my underwear.

I walk out of the dressing room to my hairdresser in search of my moisturizer.

"You have good taste in lingerie." His voice sounds hoarse.

You could say that she would be ashamed why she sees me practically naked but she has seen me like this many times, more than she would like to admit.

"How did you go?" I ask, completely ignoring his comment.

"It was boring, I was waiting for you like a total idiot. " reproaches.

"I'm sorry, I should have written you earlier." I say with a shrug.

He didn't say anything else so I went to put on a champagne colored silk jogger, it's one of my favorite colors.

"Will you go out?"

"Yes."

"I will go with you, I have several days that I do not go out." he says without more.

"Don't be ridiculous, Bastián, you went to boulevard." His eyes said it all, he's angry.

He approaches very slowly but with precision, his aura is scary, so much so that I take a step back.

"I went because I thought you would go." He takes me by the waist with his cold hands and my body reacts to his strength.

"Okay." I get a little nervous.

"Then don't tease."

I look at him carefully, I honestly do not understand. It is Bastián Saabagh because I had to be the one who could handle the richest great young man in the country, he learned, perhaps there were no better girls than me, it was not to belittle my ability as a woman, I just didn't understand it. She had power over him, though not quite, she had it.

We instantly separate, he turns around and I see how he presses his hands with force, it is something strange that he does that because he is supposed to be taking his medicines.

"I'm going out with my father, just the two of us." I comment as I put on my high-heeled sandals.

"I don't think it's a hindrance to your father Colette, or am I?" Asks, standing near the threshold of the door.

"You're not a hindrance, I just want to go out alone with my father." I say as I get up from the furniture.

I go straight to the hairdresser, I put on some perfume.

"You're still making me side Colette, you know I don't like you doing it. You don't." His voice sounds muffled, as much as I want to keep ignoring it, I can't.

"Just don't go spoiling the exit please."

His smile illuminates every space on his face, it is so magical.

I know that our friendship is something different and that no one could understand how we have been involved both emotionally and spiritually, it was not a feeling of a couple, it is a feeling of friendship.

His parents keep me very close to him, so much so that they pay for my studies. It's not that my parents couldn't, just that the Saabaghs have very peculiar tastes and being honest I wouldn't put my parents in difficult situations because of the Saabagh's tastes, so they offered to pay my tuition and everything else I'll need while study at Anirah Institute. It's all because I can understand and control Bastián's different emotions or attitudes.

When I'm ready, I head downstairs where the most important men in my life are.

They were laughing at something I don't know, that's the way the two of them are.

When I'm in their field of vision, they stare at me as if it was the most important of them two, she smiled shyly so much that I feel my cheeks burn.

"We are leaving?" I say turning the other way so they don't see that I'm blushing.

They laughed out loud, and I joined them because the scene was so stupid that it made me want to vomit.

I love them so much that I don't know what I would do if one day I will miss them.