CHAPTER:16

Amelia pov:

He just left , in the cold dark night my home felt empty as usual , everyone left me always ,after I give them so much they just leave without explaining without saying , he looked back at me and just left it was like our last good bye , it was not my mistake he should have listened to me I felt empty and broken , I didn't know what happened we were not in a relationship still I felt lonely, that feeling was the same when father left, no one ever asked me how I felt after him, althought I was in danger at first , no one asked me anything , they didn't care, I am empty from inside, my heart is stone, tears rolled down my eyes, I will forever cry alone I will never have a shoulder to cry, hand to wipe my tears off , I dropped on ground feeling empty and cold all the hurt, pressure mixed feelings just came to me altogether making me hurt that night I cried my eyes out all night after dad , this was the night that made me cry , those unsaid words were hurting me the most all night I just need explainations.

NEXT DAY:

I woke up on the cold floor as I slept there crying I don't want to feel empty so I pushed myself towards the bathroom to get ready for college, I got ready in an oversized hoodie and I literally looked like a dead body , I ignored my look wore my glasses and moved towards the front door coming out and locking it , I was walking slowly, the turtle would win , I passed by the benches the couples giggling and sitting children running the morning would have been cheer ful and fresh if I was feeling good , my heart felt heavy as I have gone through a break up , I reached college the parking lot was empty maybe the classes have started I reached my class , " AMELIA YOU ARE LATE !?" Mrs GEORGE'S asked me confused " are you sick ?" I nodded my head looking at her , the whole class was staring at me , Leah was tensed she was trying to ask me , Blake looked at me with a blank hard face I glared at him, every one gossiping with each other , " SILENCE!!everyone stop focus on this page ", "Amelia dear sit , I will talk to you later " , " I am fine " I said i was just tired, " she looked like walking dead " usher said laughing I glared at him he stopped, the time passed slowly I stared at lecture copy making doddles , didn't realize when the bell rang suddenly someone pulled my pen out of my hand , " tell me !! what happened I will break that person", Leah asked me furiously, I looked at her and signed " nothing. Leah I am just tired overworking" , "no you are not you look like a dead body " , she almost shouted , " come with me " she pulled me outside pulling me with her I just followed her silently because I didn't have the force to stop her , we were going tin the girls bath room, as we reached there many girls were doing there makeup I rolled my eyes and looked at her she looked at me and smiled " I will do something wait " , " aaaaaaahhhhhh!!!!!lizarddd oh my gawddd runnnn!" Leah shouted , the girls doing makeup literally ran from bathroom shouting they just left pushing each other , I laughed a little , Leah pulled me in and smiled at me " u look good when you smile Amelia what happened tell I will break jaw of that person" she punch her hand, " look at yourself in the mirror look , you look dead " she moved me towards mirror and honestly I do , " I don't know I feel empty ", " did you and Ander broke up ?" she asked shocked " Leah we weren't even in a relationship " I told her, I have so many secrets I will tell you one day , I looked at her and walked out side , there was no one , I walked towards the cafe bit at the staff room I could see Sophie smirking and bitting her lips taking Anders hand and he was smiling too at her his eyes shinning they were about to enter , I fisted my palm anger rushed inside me breathing heavily , Leah came " Amelia your bag here " she said looking at me but my eyes were fixed at them , he played me very well stole my first kiss and rejecting me yesterday, ignoring my messages and texts , just not listening to my explainations.

I was breathing heavily ,"Amelia I will punch that bitch for you wait " as Leah walked "stoppp!!"I shouted so loudly, catching attention of everyone including Sophie and Ander he looked at me with those living eyes , NOT again I said to myself I glared at him and stormed towards parking lot " don't come after me Leah and don't let anyone come near me " I whispered angrily in leah s ear she was shocked at my tone , as I stomped my feet and ran outside , I could hear Ander shouted "AMELIA !!!!WAIT " ,, he didn't listen to Leah and followed me , I quickly ran in parking lot as I ran towards the gate I could see blake with his racer bike he was about to start it and I ran towards him and hold his hand , he looked absolutely shocked, " don't say anything or else I will kiss you " I didn't know why I said that but I did that mistake, and I do regret it , he was absolutely shocked , " please Blake take me home " ," just the last favour I asked you please ?!" I pleaded him I don't want to ,see Ander if I didn't see them they would have done the deed in the staff room ,my thoughts were wild, he was playing me I should not have fall for him,many thoughts ran in my head , blake was shocked, tensed he just was confused his eyes landed behind me and he looked at me confused I looked at him with pleading eyes , "please " I whispered, he signed, "he Amelia come on let me give you a ride " he said and I smiled and shook my head up and down without looking at Ander I instantly sat behind Blake he tensed a little with side eye , I looked at Ander he looked angry and lost of words , I didn't say a word as blake started and moved the ride towards door , I signed " I shouldn't ask what happened ?" or " you just enjoy my sight" he smirked I hit his back , "you have to be stronger to hit my muscular back " he smirked. ,

" do you think I know your house ? "he raised his brow as cold wind hit our faces, "or do you want me to take you other places ", "blakeee!!! shutupp I will jump from the bike and tell the cops that you pushed me " I shouted at him he laughed harder, o" take right " I poinTed at him , " hmm " he said , as he turned the bike , tire screeched ," oh my god I don't want to die without marrying " I shouted ,"GODD!!! WOMEN. don't shouted " he yelled , I rolled my eyes " thats my house , I pointed at the white house with dark brown door , he speed up and pulled up in the porch ,I got off and said "ughh thankgod " , he smirks " thank me too " he said smirking his eyes shinning , I rolled my eyes "NO" I LOOKED AT HIM EYE TO EYE, HE grabbed my waist and pulled me closer , "what do you think you are Amelia ?" he said in breathy voice, I got goosebumps , a shiver ran down my spine " whh..what..leaa...leave me " I stuttered, his grip loosened as we stare at each other , breathing heavily., he came closer , I was staring at him , what will happen ?? is he going to kiss me ?? I was shocked, he placed his hand in my hair , it's my weakness I was giving up... he..

CRASHHHH!;!!!!!!. loud crashing sound occured we pulled apart in shock and confusion I could process anything anymore. , "what is it ?" I asked in low voice,

WHAT HAPPENED ?? !!! ,the loud crashing sound came ,,. dogs barking !! everything was too loud , I LOOKED AT HIM his eyes confused he was tensed, angry, and worried.

I looked at him and at my house , " what is even happening ??" I asked my self absolutely terrified, I don't want it to be that again , I was slowly praying for my safety as my house is the only thing that is safe for me until now !.