Chapter 54

　　I did not realize that as he spoke my tears were spontaneously flowing. God .. he's hurting, he's damn hurting and it hurts me double!

　　"I'll be good, I'll be careful. I promise no one will catch us again .. I don't care if you swear at me first thing in the morning, I don't care if you act all spoiled and command me around. I don't fucking care whatever they say as long as I have you .. you hear that baby? I don't care .. "my hands trembled and seemed to be looking for someone to hold on to.

　　My knees are weak and I want to fall now, I have nothing to say .. what comes out is that I attracted him and hoped .. then left. It hurts.

　　"Fucking talk," he whispered. "If you're breaking up with me, at least give me a goddamn closure. Do you know how it feels to be empty and broke each day without knowing what did I do wrong to lose you?" He asked, now his voice is full and you can hear the anger.

　　I shook violently as I cried, "Get gone." I can only say.